Chapter 53
White House
After lunch, the sun was in full swing. The sun in early summer is not too hot, but it is warm and warm on people, but it makes people feel sleepy. Bai Yu moved two rocking chairs and rested them under the porch to take a break with Zhang Xubai at this moment, this place was also cleverly chosen, not so that it would not be too sunny, but also to take in the scenery of the splendid piles in the garden.
Bai Yuyi lay lazily on the rocking chair, squinting slightly, looking comfortable. Zhang Xubai, who was lying in another rocking chair next to him, couldn't help but feel a little funny when he looked at his posture.
"You're going to enjoy it." Zhang Xubai's voice was a little smiling, and he turned his head to look at the man on the side, his expression was a little dazed.
The fine sunlight sprinkled on Bai Yuyi's smooth and full forehead, and there were some leaf-like shadows falling on his hair, swaying with the wind, rippling with a little light, more like emanating from his body, and he was a god who was not stained with fireworks, but as soon as the man opened his eyes, the glass-like eyes that should have been empty clearly reflected another man, he was not a god anymore, he was more like a Buddha who fell into the red dust, and he was a sinner who pulled the gods off the altar!
"I'm not greedy for enjoyment, I'm just with you, I just want to do something that makes people happy." Bai Yu opened his eyes when he heard the sound, and he also turned his head to look at Zhang Xubai, and replied very seriously. Bai Yuyi was born in the army, and he didn't often do pleasures, but he just wanted Zhang Xubai to live comfortably in this Bai Mansion.
"I'll sing you a song." Zhang Xubai looked at Bai Yu for a while, didn't say anything, but suddenly wanted to sing a play.
"It turns out that the purple and red are blooming all over,
It's like this, it's all going to be broken.
The beautiful scenery of the good day is not a day
Whose yard is the pleasure?
Flying towards the twilight roll, the clouds are cuixuan
The rain and the wind are sheets, and the smoke waves paint the boat.
Jinping people look at this Shaoguang cheap! ”
Zhang Xuebai sang for a while and stopped, looking at the flowers in the yard, a little funny.
People are like this, they don't know how to appreciate when the flowers bloom just right, and now that the spring is exhausted, I just want to take a look. He is the same, he thinks this Shaoguang is too cheap......
As soon as Bai Yu opened his voice, he kept looking at him without taking his eyes off. He hadn't heard Zhang Xubai sing for three years, and when he heard it, he only felt so familiar that it made his heart sour, as if he had returned to the days when the two of them were together day and night.
Just looking at Zhang Xubai bowing his head and not saying a word, he thought that he probably missed Li Heguang. This play is the singing segment of Du Liniang in the dream of the garden, Zhang Xubai is used to singing Xiaosheng, and now he sings Danjiaoer, except for missing and light, Bai Yu can't think of any other reason.
The agitation in Bai Yuyi's heart slowly subsided, and he hooked his lips and smiled for a while, so it was okay, if he could sit under the porch with him every afternoon to bask in the sun, he didn't care who Zhang Xubai had in his heart.
"Over the years, I have failed a lot of spring light, and now it has been four years......" Zhang Xubai suddenly turned his head, with a faint smile, and looked at Bai Yuyi and slowly spoke.
Bai Yuyi was still thinking nonsense, and when he heard this, his pupils shrank, and he suddenly raised his head and stared at Zhang Xubai tightly, a little at a loss. He said he had failed too much...... Four years......
Did Zhang Xubai say that he had failed himself...... Bai Yuyi didn't dare to think deeply, but his mind couldn't stop thinking wildly, just a guess made him overwhelmed with joy. Bai Yuyi's feelings for Zhang Xubai were not accepted, and he was not even believed.
There are so many broken sleeves in the world, they can never be regarded as love, and most of them are regarded as jokes. Bai Yuyi never felt that there was anything wrong with him liking men, and he was never afraid of the world's prejudice, but he was afraid that Zhang Xubai would treat his sincerity as absurd.
Bai Yuyi never had the luxury of expecting Zhang Xubai to respond to his feelings, he just wanted Zhang Xubai to believe that Bai Yuyi loved Zhang Xubai. His feelings were affirmed by Zhang Xubai, and he was satisfied.
"Guanzhi, I owe you a lot, I'm sorry." Zhang Xubai looked at Bai Yuyi's excited and uncontrollable look, and felt very guilty in his heart. Obviously, he is most familiar with this look - when Ri Heguang promised to marry him, he was like this, but he couldn't see it on Bai Yuyi, this is clearly the appearance of deep affection.
Zhang Xubai has never taken the love in Bai Yu's mouth seriously, in his opinion, how can two men give birth to love, and he is a dramatist, since ancient times, both men and women can not escape the end of being played by the powerful, therefore, three years ago, when Bai Yu expressed his intentions, he did not hesitate to classify him as that kind of person, and the attitude was resolute, which was chilling.
Now it seems that it is his fault, even if he has no love for Bai Yuyi, he cannot deny Bai Yuyi's feelings for him. His true heart has been trampled by himself for many years. Zhang Xubai is not a ruthless person, now that he sees the facts, how can he not feel guilty.
"No problem, my yard is full of flowers in all seasons, and the beautiful scenery is no different from spring, let alone four years, even if it is a lifetime...... Whenever you want to enjoy the flowers, there will be one here. "I'll be there, too.
Bai Yuyi didn't answer Zhang Xubai's apology, but when he talked about Chunjing, he knew that he could understand.
"Bai Yuyi, thank you."
Thank you for coming to the rescue, thank you for giving me shelter, thank you for preserving my self-esteem, thank you for helping me get revenge, thank you...... Love me.
"Xiaobai, you're too polite." When Bai Yu heard this, he looked indecent again, and replied with a smile.
Bai Yuyi knew that Zhang Xubai only agreed with his feelings instead of accepting them, but now he is also satisfied with the ending, he can't be a lover, and it's okay to be a friend. It's good to be by his side, no matter what his capacity......
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The backyard of the Zhou Mansion
"Miss, Mr. Lu has a letter for you." Liu Er entered the door and handed the letter she was holding in her hand to the thrush.
Thrush is removing her makeup in the room, and today Lu Fu came to propose, and she also spent a lot of effort to dress up to meet guests.
"Lu Gongzi?"
Thrush took the letter with some doubts, and just left after eating, why did he send the letter over? The thrush opened the letter, and it was only a few words:
"Ah He, I came to propose marriage today, I didn't talk to you well, the wedding date is approaching, I'm afraid it's inconvenient to meet again before getting married, but I still have something to say to you, if you want to hear it, I'll see you in Shengping Theater tomorrow."
Asaurus.
After reading it, the thrush dispelled his suspicions, and then couldn't help but smile contemptuously, this Lu Shaoyou said well. I'm afraid that it will be false to talk to her tomorrow, and it will be true to take the opportunity to rub the oil!
Lu Shao became romantic, before he met her, there were a lot of women around him, and now he is going to get married, presumably Staff Officer Lu deliberately detained him and didn't let him go out to fool around, other women's ideas couldn't be beaten, but they moved their crooked thoughts to her!
Although the thrush is disgusted, but in the end she still decided to go to the appointment tomorrow, not for anything else, now she can climb to Lu Shaoyou as a divorce is not easy, if he refutes his face, the bastard is unhappy and ruins the marriage contract, she will lose more than she gains, and if she loses his favor before marrying, the future will not be easy, Zuo is just going to marry him, it doesn't hurt to be taken advantage of by him, and it doesn't hurt to do the last step.
Thrush believed that he knew Lu Shaoyou, but he didn't doubt the letter.