Chapter 34: I Want to Love the World (34)

After a long time, Fang Zhan lowered his eyelids and said slowly, "I don't know how to describe my mood.

When I saw you being caught by Xiahou Sibo today, I was angry, flustered and at a loss, I didn't like to see him grabbing you and looking at you, so I didn't think much about it, so I rushed in and pulled him away.

After that, I panicked and was scared. I'm not afraid of Xiahou Sibo, I'm afraid of you. Because I have forcibly intervened between you and him with my likes and dislikes, will this make you feel that I am troublesome and troublesome, and thus disgusted with me? I'm scared that from now on, you'll never want to care about me anymore and leave me alone to struggle in the dark, I'm scared......"

Without waiting for Fang Zhan to finish speaking, Xi Fan reached out and touched Fang Zhan's hair, and said with a warm smile: "Don't be afraid, you did a good job today, if you make a later move, Xiahou Sibo may be kicked by me and hospitalized, and I would like to thank you for exempting me from school punishment once." ”

Raising his head, Fang Zhan saw that Xi Fan's eyes were serious and sincere, and he asked in surprise: "You really don't blame me, don't you hate me?" ”

"Of course not, I like it very much that you can be your true self, promise me, and you won't be forced to do things you don't like in the future, okay?"

Looking at Xi Fan's warm eyes that seemed to contain stars, Fang Zhan's inner helplessness was gradually released, and he finally showed a sincere smile and nodded at Xi Fan: "Okay." ”

Seeing that Fang Zhan was finally relieved, Xi Fan stood up and patted him on the shoulder with relief and asked, "Do you want to go home during the National Day holiday?" ”

Before Fang Zhan could smile at the corner of his mouth, Xi Fan made a decision for him: "Tell your family not to go back, stay and help me." ”

"Help?"

"Yes, after the holidays, it's the placement test, help me review, although I'm not the best at studying, but my goal is to get into the first class, the head of the first class, can you help me?"

"Absolutely!"

Hearing that Xi Fan needed his help, Fang Zhan was happy, he was very happy to help Xi Fan in this regard, which made him feel that in front of her, he was not a weak person, he was the one who completely needed to be helped.

Seeing Fang Zhan's excited expression, Xi Fan sighed slightly in his heart.

Different from the hopelessness of life shown by ordinary depressed patients, everyone knows that they are patients and pays more attention to them, Fang Zhan's smile depression is even more pathetic.

He wants to force himself to behave in front of others without abnormality, but no one knows his pain behind him, there is no way to vent, he can only bear it alone, and in the long run, this pressure will only increase.

is obviously a very good person, but because he has to maintain a good image in front of outsiders, he deliberately hides his true emotions, and under the pressure of such a long time, he has forced himself to the point of depression, so that he has always been skeptical of himself, inferiority, cowardice, timidity, and does not believe in his own ability, how can this make people not sigh.

Without Xi Fan's strong intervention, Fang Zhan's consequences would have been self-evident.

He was just fifteen years old, and he was in the best years of his life, and it would be a pity if he really got to that point.

This kind of Fang Zhan made Xi Fan feel so similar to her former self, and she couldn't just watch him go that far.

Looking at the young man who was smiling cheerfully in front of her, Xi Fan said in his heart: Don't worry, I will definitely pull you back from the abyss.