Chapter 104: Searching 12
The sound of spring
----- "Sky of the Heart"
As I walked, my heart suddenly became as bright as jasper, transparent and spiritual;
The body is light and soft, and it seems to completely release the heaviness and complexity of the past.......
The grass is beating gently, the willow branches are rippling in the veins,
The rivers are quietly melting, and the mountains are quietly breathing;
The surge after all the silence is slowly reviving with a new force......
It's gone, it's gone,
The day is gone, and the night will pass,
The morning glow has passed, and the sunset will pass,
When the twilight rain passes, so will the rainbow,
There is nothing to stay for, only oneself.
Stay for yourself, stay for your heart,
Every hurdle that cannot be passed is a heart barrier set up by oneself.
Coming, coming,
The branches and leaves are coming, and the colors are coming,
Juanjuan's trickle is coming, and the warm crisp breeze is also coming,
The cuckoo is coming, and the fragrance of flowers is also coming,
In the face of nature, there is nothing to resist,
What can be resisted is only the weakness of the heart.
Every gift from nature, whether it is "personnel" or "everything"
are all considering whether our hearts have the strength and capacity to tolerate and deal with them.
Far away from some desires, away from some complexity, simply affinity with nature,
There is a calm and clear sky!!
In the garden of the Fengjia villa in the capital, the dead wood has grown a little green bud, like a jade-like ribbon floating in the spring breeze, a woman wearing a long pink dress at home stands in the garden of the villa, reading the poems on it aloud.
In the villa restaurant, there were servants who were preparing for breakfast, "Feng Qi began to be poetic again, what kind of nerves, didn't you sleep last night, all night, I'm afraid I want to break my head, so I wrote this feeling?" ”
The person who spoke was a middle-aged and elderly woman of about fifty years of age, who seemed a little impatient, and spoke a little harshly, and glanced with her eyes at the other two men at the table.
The other two men at the table were listening attentively to the reading of the psalms by the female voice outside the room, ignoring the middle-aged and elderly woman who was talking.
"Dad, brother, how was my poem just written? Yesterday our classmates made an appointment to go on a spring outing, I haven't been with my classmates for a long time, I had a lot of fun, and I was always excited when I got home, so I wrote the article I just read aloud, and I named it 'The Sound of Spring's --- Heart Sky', haha..... Dad, brother, I'm very satisfied."
As soon as Feng Qi entered the door, he faced his father Feng Shu, and his brother Feng Nan chattered, regardless of whether there were other people in the family.
"Well, hmph, Miss, don't get excited, it's time for breakfast, we're all still hungry, how can we have the time and energy to appreciate your masterpiece?"
The middle-aged and elderly woman at the table hummed two notes with her nose, and sarcastically glanced at Feng Qi, looking at the woman, her brows were wrinkled, the corners of her mouth were pursed, and she looked at Feng Qi with disgust.
"Aunt Hao, you're here, you hurry up and eat breakfast, or you're hungry Aunt Hao, it's my sin, haha......"
Feng Qi said this heartlessly, but without losing her dignity, the woman named Aunt Hao glared at Feng Qi again, "Old Feng, you don't care, such a big girl, I don't know how to be reserved, people who are about to get married, like this, how to marry?" Who would dare to marry you? ”
The middle-aged and elderly women seem to be restrained by Fengqi, and they don't have any face with Fengqi.
The middle-aged and elderly woman's name is Hao Yumei.
The Hao family is the old friend of the Feng family, the current head of the Feng family is called Feng Shu, Feng Shu is now fifty years old, no children and no daughters, in a car accident, Feng Nan, Feng Qi's parents died, leaving only the little brothers and sisters, Feng Nan was seven years old, Feng Qi was three years old, it happened that Feng Shu passed by, poor little brothers and sisters, on the spot adopted Feng Nan, Feng Qi two brothers and sisters, and raised the brothers and sisters, so far, Feng Shu also Feng Nan, Feng Qi as out, Feng Nan, Feng Qi also regarded Feng Shu as his biological father, Feng Nan often said to Feng Qi is " Kindness is greater than kindness".
Hao Yumei has been looking forward to marrying Feng Shu and having her own children, but Feng Shu has no intention of marrying him until now, so she attributed the reason why Feng Shu did not marry her to Feng Shu adopted Feng Nan and Feng Qi, so she has never been waiting to see Feng Nan and Feng Qi, two brothers and sisters.
And her family and the Feng family are also old friends, so she thinks that it is natural for her to live with the wind tree, although she is not married, it does not prevent her from entering and leaving the Feng family.
But Feng Shu did not agree with Hao Yumei to enter and leave the Feng family casually, the reason is that whether she adopts a child or not, Hao Yumei is only a member of the Hao family, and she has not yet reached the relationship that she can go in and out of other people's homes at will
"Kiki grows up, and she will also feel it, well, the writing is good, there is some artistic conception, borrowing spring to relieve emotions, and the poem also has philosophy in it, indicating that Kiki has already used her brain to think about life, very good, continue to work hard."
As a parent, Feng Shu directly affirmed his girl's poems as soon as he opened his mouth, and he didn't look at Hao Yumei's face, Feng Shu was lukewarm to Hao Yumei, although Hao Yumei was not welcome to come to the house, but he couldn't throw people out when he came.
"Kiki has breakfast, your poems are well written, what are your plans for the future?" As an elder brother, Feng Nan is very concerned about his sister's future.
"What are you going to do, the girl can't stay, Feng Qi is going to get married sooner or later, and now she's over twenty-four years old, by the way, I have a friend's nephew, who is twenty-nine years old this year, just matched with Feng Qi, and made an appointment to meet another day, if it is suitable, this is booked, and it is good to prepare for marriage."
Hao Yumei is like a parent, she wants to decide the marriage for Feng Qi, at this time, Feng Qi is not happy, not to mention that Hao Yumei has nothing to do with her, even if the Hao family and the Feng family are old friends, but she can't decide her marriage casually.
"Thank you Aunt Hao for your concern, it's not hard to introduce the object, Aunt Hao, I already have an object, I'll bring it home another day, so that everyone can get to know each other."
Feng Qi knew that Hao Yumei must not be allowed to interfere in her own affairs, and she also believed that her father would not ask Hao Yumei to interfere in the affairs of the Feng family, so she simply admitted that she had an object.
"Kiki, since you're in charge, let's bring it home, and we know each other, ah."
Feng Shu didn't know how true or false this little girl's words were, but he was very disgusted that Hao Yumei's hand was stretched too long, how could outsiders make the decisions about the affairs of the Feng family, so he followed Feng Qi's words and went down.
Feng Nan doesn't have any attitude, as long as her sister likes whatever she likes, even if it's just perfunctory to Hao Yumei now, it's not bad, anyway, she can't let that middle-aged and elderly woman interfere in her sister's affairs.
Hao Yumei saw that her father did not object, although her brother had no attitude, wasn't it obvious? Once again, she experienced the frustration of the Feng family.
After breakfast, Feng Nan went to the office of the "Black Wind" trio, which can be regarded as going to work, he didn't want to face Hao Yumei, he always felt that this woman's heart was not upright.
Feng Qi ate breakfast and returned to her room, she had already thought about it, she didn't want to go to work in the Feng family's company, so awkward, working in her own company, all the people she met were acquaintances, she didn't look up and looked down, and it was not easy to deal with things, so she decided to be a freelance writer, she wanted to go to every corner of China, write about the great rivers and mountains of our country, and then meet a love, haha..... This is the life she wants.
Feng Qi thought of "meeting a love", a figure appeared in his heart, after the Starbucks coffee shop was separated, there was no news of the man, only knew that the person's name was Jing Peng, the contact number, WeChat, did not stay, and now I don't know where to look for him? Alas, I hope there is still a fate to meet.
In the living room of the Fengjia villa, only Hao Yumei was left, Feng Shu went to work in the company, and he didn't pay attention to Hao Yumei, Hao Yumei stayed alone in someone else's house, looked around, felt bored, picked up the bag and wanted to leave, but in the end he didn't take a step.
She has been thinking about Feng Shu for so many years, and she has never married, in her opinion, it is a stone, with her dedication for so many years, she can also cover the heat, and now in this situation, it seems that Feng Shu still can't forget that woman.
An unprecedented hatred appeared in Hao Yumei's eyes, what was so good about that woman, she looked innocent, she didn't pretend to be, if it weren't for the beginning, she locked Feng Shu in Hao's house, Feng Shu would have stayed and flown with that woman.
She also knows that until now, Feng Shu has not forgiven her for her original strength, but she does not regret it, although she did not become husband and wife with Feng Shu, but for so many years, she has not been with Feng Shu in disguise, as for the woman, she has never come to find Feng Shu, hehe, that woman, between her original behavior, may have hated Feng Shu to death a long time ago.
However, after all these years, that woman really has no news at all, is she alive? Or is it dead?
Back then, the Feng family and the Hao family were business partners, in fact, it is a bit unrealistic to define the Feng family and the Hao family as "old friends", and the relationship between the two families is more accurate, business partners, and it is the interest relationship that makes the two families together.
At that time, Hao Yumei was also young, a beautiful woman, the identity of Miss Hao's family, how many young talents were by her side, but she fell in love with the wind tree, until now, no matter how many people owed each other, she didn't look back, I hope that one day, the wind tree can change her mind and join hands with her for a lifetime, even if the wind tree adopted two children, she has never been discouraged, like today's situation, she is not the first time, she also knows that it will not be the last, but she just can't let go, and she comes to the Feng family every once in a while, It's become a habit for her.
Thinking of this, Hao Yumei felt that it was better for that woman to die, so no matter how the wind tree was, she couldn't be with the dead, as long as she continued to work hard, even if she couldn't become a husband and wife with the wind tree, it was okay like now, she always thought that her requirements were not high.
Hao Yumei's greatest sorrow is that she uses her persistence to measure the perseverance of others......
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Yichen and Xiao Ke have been ordered by Shen Yumo to reflect since they came back from distress one day, Shen Yumo can come down from the army, and he has always been disciplined, so recently, the two girls have been cats in the Shen family's villa, and they dare not go anywhere, they are honest, obedient, and well-behaved, and they are completely practicing the internal skills of ladies and celebrities.