Chapter 375: Are You Leaving?
Although they can borrow it in the general's mansion, today is a big day, so how can they bother.
Shen Qingshu was in a depressed mood, and drank two more glasses, which was understandable.
Nan Fengling seemed to have something on his mind, and drank with Shen Qingshu cup after cup, ignoring the eyes of others at all.
When the feast was over, both of them were drunk, staggering in their walks, and in danger of falling at any moment.
helped the two to the door of the general's mansion.
Song Yu opened his mouth to say goodbye to Xiao Ying and turned to leave.
Before they could go far, Nanfeng Ling spat a lot of wine on him.
He exhaled helplessly, "Ling'er must not be able to walk now, I will carry you back to the palace." ”
The night is heavy and windy, and the red lanterns hanging in front of the general's mansion are flickering and darkening.
Nanfeng Ling closed his eyes and leaned in Xiao Ying's arms, "Mother, Ling'er is cold, Ling'er is cold." ”
Xiao Ying heard her whispering over and over again.
The way she was settled now only hurt his heart even more.
Xiao Ying hugged her slender figure tightly with both hands, rubbed the clothes on the jade arm from time to time with her big palm, and asked again, "Are you better now?" ”
Nan Fengling nodded, "Mother, Ling'er misses you so much, Ling'er is hungry." ”
"Shall I take Ling'er to eat?"
"Okay." Nanfeng Ling responded obediently, "Ling'er wants to eat the pastries made by her mother." ”
"Okay." Xiao Ying gently shifted her body to her back.
It's just two easy steps, and it's easy to put her on the back.
The person on her back is very light, as if when the wind blows, she will dissipate with the wind.
From the time they met to now, it has only been a year, and she has become thinner than before.
Xiao Ying looked at her sleeping face through the afterglow.
She was crying, and the tears that fell soaked Xiao Ying's clothes.
Xiao Ying suddenly annoyed herself, and secretly swore in her heart that she would be doubly good to her in the future.
After returning to the palace, Nanfeng Ling rested for a few days.
It was a quiet few days and nothing happened.
Early one morning, Nan Fengling had breakfast and planned to visit Shen Qingshu.
When something like this happens, Shen Qingshu must be emotionally unstable.
When I arrived at the Shen Mansion, I happened to meet Shen Qingshu leaving the mansion.
They bumped into each other in front of the gate of the Shen Mansion.
The sun is three poles, and the sun is scorching in the sky.
Shen Qingshu looked anxious, and she couldn't see Nan Fengling standing in front of her.
Nan Fengling stretched out his hand to stop her, "Qingshu, where are you going?" ”
Hearing the familiar voice, Shen Qingshu discovered the existence of the South Wind Spirit.
But her eyes were blurred with tears, and Nanfeng Ling's face was hazy in her eyes.
Shen Qingshu grabbed Nan Fengling's hands like grasping a life-saving straw, and said in a choked voice: "Ling'er, Liyan is leaving, he is leaving." ”
She panicked like a child who had lost a sugar gourd.
"Why did he leave?"
"I don't know, Song Yu came to tell me yesterday that Liyan left today."
"Where to go? Do you want to pay it back? ”
Shen Qingshu shook his head in a trance, "He will never come back, he wants to walk the rivers and lakes, this is his lifelong wish, Song Yu will fulfill him." ”
"What do you want to do now?" Nanfeng Ling's tone was beyond calm.
"I, I don't know, if I let him stay, will he agree?"
Nanfeng Ling pursed his lips and was silent for a while, "Qingshu, Liyan may want to leave because of something else." ”
"Something else?" Shen Qingshu didn't understand the meaning of Nanfeng Ling's words.
"Love and righteousness are in a dilemma, if you want to marry Song Yu, he will never stay." Nanfeng Ling no longer buys Guanzi, and points it out directly.
Hearing this, Shen Qingshu finally understood the meaning of Nanfeng Ling's words, and the strength of her body was also exhausted at this moment.
Shen Qingshu squatted weakly on the ground and hugged himself, "Ling'er, what should I do?" I am reluctant to leave, but I can't ignore Uncle Song's side, what should I do? ”
"Go and see him for the last time, after all, at the beginning, you chose Song Yu."
"Yes, I chose Song Yu." Shen Qingshu broke down and cried again.
She cried uncontrollably, and cried until it was dark.
Nan Fengling didn't say anything to comfort her, she squatted quietly beside Shen Qingshu, just raised her hand and patted her back.
I don't know how long Shen Qingshu has been crying, maybe he has cried enough.
She raised her head and wiped her tears, and said to Nanfeng Ling: "Ling'er, I want to send him." ”
Shen Qingshu's pale face made Nan Fengling's heart ache, but she still nodded.
Before they could leave, they rushed to the city gate in advance.
From time to time, a light breeze blew under the city gates.
In the distance, Li Yan rode his horse towards Shen Qingshu, dressed in white, with a handsome face, he was still familiar with him.
He rode his horse and stopped in front of Shen Qingshu, holding the reins, and looked at Shen Qingshu.
Xu was the last time he saw each other in this life, and he couldn't help but look at it twice.
The South Wind Spiritual Acquaintance walked away.
Shen Qingshu had red and swollen eyes, his expression was indifferent, but his voice was choked again, "Are you leaving?" ”
"Hmm." Liyan nodded.
"When will you be back?" Although he knew that he would not come back, Shen Qingshu couldn't help but ask this question.
As expected, Liyan chose to remain silent.
Shen Qingshu pushed him rudely, "Why are you still so silent, there will be a woman who dares to marry you in the future." ”
"If no one wants to marry, I won't marry. It's Miss Shen, who wants to be happy with her son. ”
Shen Qingshu's smile froze on his lips, tears sliding down his cheeks.
After a few hesitations, he raised his hand to wipe the tears from her face, "Don't cry." ”
Three simple words broke Shen Qingshu's bottom line of defense, "I may not be able to see each other again in this life, just once, can I hug you?" ”
Liyan's hand on her face paused.
In the next second, he reached out and pulled Shen Qingshu into his arms.
Shen Qingshu nestled in his arms, snot and tears almost rubbing against his clothes.
But he didn't mind it, and hugged the ground tighter.
In the middle of the sound, Liyan let go of his hand, straightened Shen Qingshu's body and said, "I'm leaving." ”
Shen Qingshu nodded, and didn't do much to keep it.
Before leaving, Liyan glanced down at Shen Qingshu and rode away.
He walked very decisively, and never looked back.
Seeing the figure of Liyan gradually drifting away, Shen Qingshu was light, unwilling to look at it anymore.
Suddenly, his nose was cold, Shen Qingshu raised his head and touched it, then turned around and shouted indifferently to Nanfeng Ling, "Ling'er." ”
Nanfeng Ling walked towards her when he heard the sound, and walked in front of her, but was startled by the blood between her nose.
"Why did you get a nosebleed again?" Nanfeng Ling rummaged through the silk handkerchief.
Shen Qingshu wiped his tears and wiped the blood on his nose indiscriminately, "It's just a nosebleed, and it won't die." ”
Unexpectedly, as soon as she finished speaking, her eyes closed and she fainted.
Nan Fengling stepped forward in shock, Song Yu took the first step, stepped forward to pick up Shen Qingshu, and walked away from the city gate quickly.
looked at Song Yu's back as he walked away.
Nanfeng Ling was stunned in place.
The fulfillment of the words failed to make the story develop in a better direction.
Things have even gone far beyond what everyone expected.
On the second day of Liyan's departure, Song Lili died.
The illness occurred in the middle of the night, and before the doctor arrived at the house, the person was gone.
In addition to Song Li, there are actually worse things.
Shen Qingshu fainted under the city gate, and after Song Yu sent her back to the house, he called a doctor to check her pulse.
The doctor told everyone present that Shen Qingshu was infected with a vicious disease, and there was no medical treatment, and there were only three years left.
It turned out that her nosebleed was not due to the dry weather, but that she had a condition in her body that had changed and was warning her.
All of this happened so suddenly.
Song Yu didn't have any defense, and Nanfeng Ling was also confused, not knowing what to do.
When she returned to Jinmoju that day, she hid in the room and cried until her eyes were red and swollen, and she didn't eat dinner.
At night, she sat in front of the window lattice, staring at the courtyard in a daze.
After crying for a day, she was very tired, but her eyes still couldn't hold back tears.
Nan Fengling was really afraid that he would cry blind.
Knowing that Shen Qingshu's time was not long, Nanfeng Ling ran to Shen Mansion much more frequently.
Anyway, as long as she was fine, she ran to the Shen Mansion, and even pulled Xiao Ying up, and she didn't care so much about her own affairs.
Walk through the streets of Nanchang Street.
Xiao Ying wondered that Nan Fengling had been abnormal these days, "Miss Shen is a person who is about to get married, you always go to her, isn't it?" ”
"It's because I'm about to get married, so I'm looking for it." Nan Fengling smiled reluctantly.
Sensing that something was wrong with Nan Fengling, Xiao Ying put away the smile on the corner of her mouth, "What's wrong?" ”
Nan Fengling shook his head, but quickened his pace.
rushed to the Shen Mansion with Xiao Ying and came to Shen Qingshu's wing.
Shen Qingshu was resting on the couch.
Nanfeng Ling knocked lightly on the door and walked in.
Shen Qingshu followed the sound and sat up with a chuckle.
Shen Qingshu, who used to be alive and kicking, seems to be much haggard now.
"Ling'er, are you here?"
"Come and see you." Nan Fengling walked up to her and gently took her hand.
"You came just in time, so I don't have to go to Song Yu alone."
"What are you looking for Song Yu to do?"
"Go and withdraw from his family, how can I drag him down when I look like I am now."
"Divorce?" Xiao Ying's tone was surprised.
"yes." Shen Qingshu smiled indifferently.
She looked indifferent, as if these things had nothing to do with her.
"You've really figured it out?" Nan Fengling wanted to remind Shen Qingshu to think it through.
"I can't think about it, not to mention that Song Yu doesn't like me in the first place."
Nan Fengling was silent for a moment before nodding, "I support any decision you make." ”
"Thank you Ling'er." Shen Qingshu smiled heartily.
"Today, why don't you let me dress up for you."
Shen Qingshu nodded, got up and walked to the bronze mirror.
Nan Fengling picked up the jade comb on the case and combed her hair.
"Although you want to withdraw from your family, you must arrive on the day of my wedding to Xiao Ying."
"This is inevitable, Ling'er's wedding, how can I, Shen Qingshu, be absent." Shen Qingshu smiled brightly.
Nan Fengling's smile froze on his face.
Xiao Ying stood at Nanfeng Ling's side.
He saw a lot of hair falling out on Shen Qingshu's head.
Nanfeng Ling looked back in a panic.
Xiao Ying turned his back to Shen Qingshu, reached out to take the hair, and turned to leave the room.
After finishing dressing up for Shen Qingshu, the three of them left the Shen Mansion and went to the Song Mansion.
There are two white lanterns hanging in front of the gate of the Song Mansion.
White lanterns swing back and forth with the breeze.
The subordinates guarding the door are all dressed in vegetarian clothes.
The entire Song Mansion was filled with pain.
The three of them walked into the Song Mansion one after the other.
Follow Shen Qingshu's footsteps and come to the door of Song Yu's study.
Shen Qingshu raised his hand and knocked lightly on the door, then pushed the door and walked in.
Nanfeng Ling and Xiao Ying stopped in front of the door.