Before Jiang Lai got on the train, Wanqing waited on the platform with him and talked for a while while the train had not yet entered the station.

"Qingqing, I'll write to you when I get there, and you can see my report."

Jiang Lai held Wanqing's cold hand, and his tone was a little unbearable. He didn't know when the war would end, and he didn't know what he would do in the future, the only thing he knew was the duty on his shoulders and the love in his heart. He is not afraid of the ruthlessness of war and death, but he still wants to come back alive, because only by living can he have a future with Wanqing.

"Jiang Lai, I have never asked you for anything, let alone begged you, but now I ask you to come back safely, I beg you to protect yourself for me and not to get into danger."

Wanqing didn't have the opportunity to send Jiang Lai away in her previous life, but now she understands that watching him leave in person is even more devastating than not saying goodbye. Wanqing didn't want to cry, she would be worried when she cried, but as soon as she finished saying this, she couldn't help it, and the tears in her eyes fell unobediently, looking very miserable.

“…… Qingqing, don't cry...... I'll be back......"

Jiang Lai stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on Wanqing's face, and wanted to tell a thousand words in his heart, but now looking at her appearance, and looking at the current situation, he choked in his throat again, and could only coax her clumsily to make her cry less. Jiang Lai couldn't even say, 'Wait for me to come back', he couldn't guess what would happen later, and he didn't dare to ask Wanqing to wait for him, in case he lost his life, wouldn't it be in vain that Wanqing lived up to his good years? So he hesitated for a moment, and finally swallowed the sentence 'wait for me to come back' and changed it to 'I will come back', which was his guarantee to Wanqing, and it was his own wish.

"Qingqing, I have to go......"

Jiang Lai hugged Wanqing, looked at the train that had entered the station, choked up, and said a word to Wanqing.

"Jiang Lai, I can't bear you!"

Wanqing regretted it the moment she heard the whistle, she didn't want to! She never wanted Jiang Lai to go to the front line, she obviously just wanted to be a husband and wife with Jiang Lai for a lifetime! Wan Qing's arms holding Jiang Lai tightened suddenly, as if she really wanted to force him to stay.

"Jiang come, don't go......

Wanqing cried bitterly in Jiang Lai's arms without any image, like a madman, hugging Jiang Lai and not letting go. The hoarse voice was still pleading, even if the eyes of everyone on the platform fell on her, she didn't realize it.

“…… Sunny! I gotta go......"

Jiang Lai's eyes also shed tears, hot tears dripped down his cheeks and fell to the top of Wanqing's head, and the warm water stains soaked on the scalp, and the bitterness seemed to flow directly into Wanqing's heart through the scalp. Such bitterness made the sweetness she had tasted more than ten years ago disappear at this moment.

Jiang Lai's ears were the urging of the conductor, and he couldn't stay longer. Wanqing still didn't let go, Jiang Lai could only grit his teeth, forcibly broke Wanqing's hand that was holding his waist, turned around and got on the car, until the train was far away, he didn't say a word to Wanqing again, and he didn't look at her again.

Wanqing looked at the steaming train and stopped crying. He stood still, not knowing how to react. She was still sad, even more sad than before, but she couldn't cry. When Jiang Lai was still in front of her, she couldn't wait to shed all the tears in this life, she cried, begged, and went crazy, it was like she had lost her mind. But now that the building is empty, she can't cry.

Her tears can't stop Jiang Lai, nor can she bless Jiang Lai on the battlefield. Her tears can only express some of the bitterness in her heart, but these painful feelings cannot be solved by crying. Wanqing was suddenly a little scared, she was afraid that every day after that, such a long day, she could only live by missing. There were countless days and nights, and she had to fall into endless worries and expectations, and such tormenting days were like blunt knives cutting flesh, cutting her whole person one by one. made her suffer countless pains, but let her survive for a long time.

……

Wanqing didn't know how she came back that day, but then she started the day she expected. In the past, ginger was a part of her life, and now ginger has become everything she has.

Although Wanqing didn't leave anything behind, she was still going to school and living, and she didn't even eat a meal, but no one would think that she was doing well, and no one would think that she was a normal person.

Wanqing did everything in a proper manner, but her mind had already followed Jiang Lai to the front line, and Wanqing who stayed in Hucheng was just a soulless shell.

Fortunately, Jiang Lai will send a telegram to the newspaper every month to convey the battle situation on the front line, and the word 'peace' will always be attached to the end of each telegram, which is the two words that support Wanqing's current life.

Jiang Lai will also write a letter to Wanqing, but this letter is very difficult to deliver, sometimes I can't wait for a few months, Jiang Lai has been gone for two years, Wanqing has received a total of only three letters, a total of twenty-five pieces of letterhead, thirty thousand eight hundred and fifty-seven words, Wanqing turned over and over again I don't know how many times I read it, and now I can memorize it without reading it, but Jiang Lai still hasn't come back, and even the war on the front line has not stopped.

Wanqing also wrote a letter to Jiang Lai, at first it was once a week, but the letters she sent rarely could be delivered to Jiang Lai, and even the exact location of Jiang Lai Wanqing was not clear, every time she sent a letter, Wanqing could only fill in the address around Jiang Lai's location, just hoping that he could receive it when he stayed there, as for which land Jiang Lai was desperate in, Wanqing didn't know at all.

Two years have passed, and now it is the third year.

Wanqing sat on the park bench where she used to hang out with Jiang Lai, looking at the catkins flying in the sky, and her heart was a little happy. After all, in his previous life, Jiang Lai came back at such a season. In his previous life, Jiang Lai stayed on the battlefield for three years before returning to Shanghai, although many things have changed in this life, but the time has not changed, if this is the case, Jiang Lai should be back soon.

But before Wanqing could smile on her face, the scene of Jiang Lai being sent to the hospital covered in blood in his previous life came to mind, and his face turned white for a while. Wanqing thought that she had forgotten the terrible scene, but now she suddenly realized that in fact, she had never forgotten it, but the good times of this life made her a little carried away, and temporarily suppressed the painful experience in the past. But as Jiang came and went to the battlefield, Wanqing would think of the events of her previous life from time to time, and she would have nightmares at night, and she couldn't rest all night.

Wanqing wanted Jiang Lai to come back to her side, but she didn't want him to come back in the way she had done in her previous life. She couldn't bear the pain a second time.