CHAPTER XLVII
Zhang Xuebai trembled and unfolded the letterhead:
I owe you so much, I hurt you so much, and now I have deceived you.
If you're not a fool, stop thinking about me.
Live well, if you dare to die, I won't pay attention to you in the next life.
One stroke at a time, Juan Xiu and with a little free and easy, is the handwriting of Heguang. There were only a few short sentences, but Zhang Xuebai read it for a long time. He didn't know what to say, and for the first time he felt that Kazuko had treated him too ruthlessly.
He has been waiting for Heguang all his life, looking forward to the day when Heguang can see him, and now he finally waited, but he was ruthlessly abandoned.
He Guang said that she hurt him deeply, which is true, but Zhang Xubai can't afford to have a little hatred for He Guang. He knew that Wako was too bitter.
There are many infatuated women in the world, but Zhang Xubai doesn't want to compare these miserable women with the light at all. He knew that no matter what the cause and effect of it was, Heguang was burned by Lin Fei for the rest of his life.
He only knew that his Heguang had been wronged. All he knew was that his Wako had been hurt and had lost his life! Just thinking of this, Zhang Xuebai felt so distressed, where could he hate her?
"Guanzhi, call me a fool, be louder." Zhang Xubai put away the letter carefully, turned his head to talk to Bai Yuyi, his face was not sad or happy, he was very calm.
"Fool!" Bai Yuyi looked at him and didn't ask why, but just did as he asked.
"Alas!" Before Bai Yu's words fell, Zhang Xubai followed suit, and then turned his head and looked at Heguang, with a little smile on his face.
"Now I can read you rightly." Zhang Xuebai leaned closer, and his tone was gentle.
'If you're not a fool, don't think about me'
Look, this is Zhang Xubai who loves Li Heguang.
Zhang Xubai is always serious about Li Heguang. Even if Lee Heguang died, he was not willing to go against her will. Even if she wants to disobey, he will give her a reason in a gentle way. Zhang Xubai is not superficial love for Li Heguang, but equal love.
Bai Yuyi stood on the side, not knowing when he looked away, only staring at the tablet on the table fixedly. He had never seen such a scene of life and death, even if his mother died, he only saw a grave. Now seeing Zhang Xubai's appearance, I feel a little sad in my heart.
It's nothing else, it's just that he knows that Zhang Xubai is saying goodbye to Li Heguang, and why is he not saying goodbye to Zhang Xubai? It's just that one is death and the other is life.
Li Heguang died, and Zhang Xubai's heart also died. Without heart, Bai Yuyi has no possibility of entering Zhang Xubai's heart. Today, he and Zhang Xubai have both lost their lovers.
"Mother, you see, this is my love." Bai Yuyi looked at Liu's tablet and thought silently in his heart.
The cold tablet couldn't hear Bai Yuyi's heart, let alone respond. Bai Yu felt a little aggrieved for the first time, his mother was gone, and now Zhang Xubai was gone, he was alone, how should he live in the future.
On this day, Zhang Xubai stayed in the Buddhist hall for one night, and Bai Yuyi also accompanied him for one night. They never knew that the night could be so long that they would never see the light again for the rest of their lives.
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Three days later in the morning
Zhang Xubai did not give Heguang a funeral. He and Heguang are each other's only relatives in this world, and it is enough to have Zhang Xubai to send them alone. Zhang Xubai didn't put Heguang in the cold coffin, Heguang was afraid of the dark and insects, if she was buried in the soil that didn't see the light of day, she would definitely cry.
Zhang Xubai chose to cremate with the light. Early this morning, Zhang Xubai wiped Heguang's face clean, changed into a white begonia jacket skirt, and used the begonia hairpin he carved to pull her hair, put on a pair of silver ear bells he gave when he was a child, and finally put on a big red cloak for her, put on the hat, covered her face, and personally carried Heguang to the outskirts of the city.
Baifu is a little far away from the suburbs of the city, Bai Yuyi was going to drive Zhang Xubai to go, but Zhang Xubai refused, and he was not allowed to follow, only went alone, Bai Yuyi was not reluctant, but he was still not at ease in the end, and followed Zhang Xubai from a distance.
Zhang Xubai's body was not good, and it was even more difficult to walk such a long way with Heguang in his arms, but Bai Yuyi watched from behind, Zhang Xubai walked extremely steadily, for fear of turning the person in his arms upside down, even if she was dead.
Along the way, it is inevitable to meet people on the road, passers-by can't see the appearance of Heguang, just think of a woman as a coquettish, let her husband carry away, and some people muttered that this little couple is really affectionate, Zhang Xubai listened, but it was rare to show a smile.
After walking for an hour, Zhang Xubai finally arrived at the outskirts of the city, there is a begonia here, so he chose to sprinkle Heguang's ashes here, Heguang loves flowers, mercy flowers, she should be happy here.
Thinking like this, Zhang Xubai raised his hand and lit the pyre, the flames rose instantly, surrounded Heguang with a fierce momentum, Zhang Xubai stood in the firelight, slowly lowered his head and dropped a kiss on Heguang's forehead, delicate and affectionate, completely ignoring the fire that burned the corners of his robe.
Just as Bai Yuyi was about to save him, Zhang Xubai walked out with a calm expression. He can't die, he still wants to have a life with Kazumitsu......
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Lin House
Lin Fei woke up, and he also knew that his left arm was useless. Surprisingly, he didn't have any irritation, and even had breakfast quietly, and the whole person was calm and frightening.
When Lin Chang came over, what he saw was Lin Feizhuo leaning on the bed reading a book, frowning, a little worried. Lin Feizhuo is his son, and he knows best. His son has been the pride of the sky since he was a child, and he is the object of envy of others, he is smart, his family background is good, and he is even more proud, and now, he has become a waste, how can he be willing!
If something goes wrong, there must be a demon, and now it's like this, I'm afraid it's a depression in my heart, and I'm just holding on.
"Fei Zhuo, how are you going to go?" Lin Chang walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, and didn't say anything else, only asked.
Lin Chang knew that Lin Feizhuo couldn't listen to anything else he said now, so it was better to ask him how he planned to take revenge, after all, this loss, the Lin family couldn't bear to swallow it!
Sure enough, Lin Feizhuo's hand that was about to turn the page paused, raised his eyes, and looked at Lin Chang, his dark eyes were surging with monstrous hatred, far less calm than he appeared.
"Father, I want them dead!" Lin Feizhuo said word by word, gritted his teeth and spit it out, and his intact right hand pinched the book to the ground.
"Okay." Lin Chang saw that his beloved son was tortured in such pain, and he couldn't bear it in his heart, so he reached out and covered Lin Feizhuo's clenched right hand, patted it, and nodded.
Unlike the bleakness of the Lin Mansion, the Zhou family is very lively at the moment. Yesterday, I got the news that Lin Fei was crippled, and Thrush's mind became active. She is now a good age to get married, Lin Feizhuo is useless, but Lin Fu is afraid that he will not easily dissolve the marriage contract, if it drags on for a long time, he is afraid that it will be too late to find a husband again. It's best to prepare now, she is still confident in her means, as long as she finds the right person, she will envelop people, and she can marry after she quits the marriage.
The Lin family was originally the first person in the business community in Shanghai, but now that they have fallen, many people are enthusiastic about this son, and of course Master Zhou is among them. In addition, the business of the Zhou family has become bigger and bigger in recent years, so I want to hold a banquet in the near future, one is to win people's hearts, and the other is to make some business partners.
The thrush paid attention to the banquet, after all, the strength of the Zhou family is not low, and the people who can be invited are either rich or expensive. If she only relied on Thrush herself, she wouldn't have seen so many celebrities in a year, and now this banquet is a good time to make friends with nobles. made up his mind, and the thrush betrayed himself in front of Master Zhou, and he came up with an idea and made a contribution to the banquet today.