Su Ruoyun's voice became ethereal, and her eyes became more hollow, as if she was reminiscing.

"That year, I rekindled my old relationship with Yang Haoran, and he encouraged me to take me away. I was also confused, so I packed some clothes and went with him without hesitation.

We went to the south to look for a job, but the job was not so easy to find, we were not familiar with the place, we suffered a lot, and we suffered a lot.

Later, I got pregnant, and I was quite happy at the time, but he started drinking too much that year, and when he was unhappy, he went home and me off, and when I was more than four months pregnant, we had a fight, and I was kicked by him until I had a miscarriage.

The doctor said that I was so badly injured that I would never have any more children in the future. Before my little confinement came out, he began to scold me and beat me again, saying that it was because of me that he was able to live this kind of life.

He threatened to sell me, but I thought it was just angry talk, after all, we were so in love with each other in the first place......

Until one day, I overheard his conversation with some other people, and it turned out that he had already set up a line and really wanted to sell me.

He also said that whether it was sold into the mountains to be a wife for a poor family, or sold to that kind of place to pick up customers, he was willing, even if it was sold abroad to be used for research, he didn't want me. ”

Saying that, Su Ruoyun covered her face and cried, obviously it was already a matter of the previous life, and it was impossible for it to happen now, but when she thought about it, she still felt a chill in her heart, and her whole body was cold.

Lu Qingqing casually took a towel and handed it to her, without making a sound.

Su Ruoyun took it, wiped her tears, forced herself to stop her sorrow, and said, "Before he could do it, I escaped."

I didn't have a penny on me, so I had no choice but to beg for food and beg for alms. I suffered all the way and finally returned to the provincial capital.

But I didn't have the face to see my family, so I had to ask from others. I only learned that my parents quit their jobs for me and searched all over the world.

Yingjie was undisciplined, mixed with those bad people in society, stealing, and even robbing and injuring people, and finally went to prison.

It's all because of me! If I hadn't insisted on going my own way, if I hadn't been stubborn, if I hadn't regarded Yang Haoran as the most important person, I wouldn't have ended up in that miserable situation! ”

Su Ruoyun was heartbroken, beating her heart, her sadness was overflowing, "At that time, I also secretly looked at Brother Yu, and I inquired that since I left, your family has not been doing well, and the gossip has made everyone in the family lose face."

And at that time, Brother Yu, you were still alone and did not remarry. Maybe you're also hurt by reality! I once followed you for a while, I looked at you, still so handsome, so handsome, but there was no smile on your face.

I really want to see you and say sorry in person, but I don't have the face to go out. When you noticed someone was following you, I hurried away.

At that time, I only had four words in my heart, and I had nothing to love. I'm sorry for everyone, living only gives people pain. What's more, I don't want to live anymore, a woman who can't even have children is worse than dead to live.

After that, I chose to end my life. I thought that maybe if I died, everything would be over, but I didn't expect that I would live again, just after drinking medicine and being hospitalized......"

Lu Qingqing felt that Qiao Yu's hand, which was held by herself, moved. She turned her face to see that his gaze was just right.

The two stared at each other silently, and although they did not speak, there seemed to be a thousand words in their eyes.