Yun Jin sighed softly: "At first, when he first found out, he hid it from everyone, but then he probably couldn't hide it, so he could only tell his colleague, and his colleague asked him to go for treatment, he said that he didn't need to spend that money, and then he went to a big hospital to see it when he had money, and he was sentenced to death by the doctor." Such a good person let him go like this, you say that I am righteous and angry, naïve and stupid. But I was really touched by him, so I called him, and I advised him not to give up, because his life is not his own, it belongs to the school, it belongs to the children, and if he is gone, what will happen to those children, but do you know how he answered me? ”

Su Hui was a little shocked that Yun Jin and Chen Da hadn't met, "Hmm." ”

"He said he wouldn't see it, he wouldn't be cured, because it hurt so much, it hurt all night long, he was so tired that he couldn't do it, he just wanted to go home and see."

Yun Jin replied speechlessly, but he knew that the pain of bone cancer patients was very strong, and if chemotherapy was carried out, it could really be described as life worse than death.

His hand holding the cigarette trembled slightly, "Since I heard his story, I feel that the principal is very great, and he sacrificed his life for the sake of the child, so that when he was sick and sentenced to the advanced stage, I still blindly hope that he can get better, at least he must continue to live, so that the school can continue to support, but I forgot that the principal is also a human being, he can't resist illness, he can't resist aging, and he can't resist the fragility and fear in human nature." He has dedicated his life to it, and I still selfishly hope that he will never grow old and never die, and he will not rest, which is really too much......"

Su Hui has always known that Yun Jin is a very emotional person, so she naturally understands his mood at this time, when she clearly saw his appearance, his face blown white by the wind in the night, and the fragile, helpless, and somewhat unwilling eyes, she couldn't help but feel a little distressed.

"Birth, old age, sickness and death are natural laws, everyone has to go through this journey, you don't have to be too sad, and a disease like Principal Chen, the treatment process will indeed be very painful, maybe death is a relief for him." It sounds cruel, but it's true.

Yun Jin felt like he was holding his breath, and he finished the last bit of cigarette with all his might, and pinched it on the balcony fence, "The doctor said that if he doesn't have chemotherapy, he will live until this spring at most." ”

Now it's almost March, and it's only a month before spring, life is in a hurry, Yun Jin looked up at the gloomy sky, and he felt that he was about to send someone away again.

Recently, it seems that they have been constantly separating and saying goodbye, "Do you think that in this world, there is really good and good and evil is rewarded?" ”

Su Hui's brows tightened: "Why do you suddenly ask that?" ”

Yun Jin sighed and said, "It's just that sometimes I will be disappointed in life. ”

Su Hui took a deep breath, "Disappointed that someone as good as the principal would still get this disease?" ”

Yun Jin couldn't help but smile bitterly: "Yes, I would think so, although I know that this kind of thinking is very naïve, but I always feel unfair." ”

Su Hui, "What's unfair?" ”

Yun Jin, "You see, the principal is only 50, and he has been in a place like Qingshan Town for 20 years, and he has spent almost half his life for the children there, but in the end, he will be riddled with bad diseases, but some people, such as Liang Kuan, are careless and do whatever they want, but now they can sit on thousands of family fortunes and get away with it." ”

Liang Kuan is a very contradictory person in Yun Jin's heart, how can you say it? Although I appreciated his charity, I was almost moved by him at one point.

Yun Jin is not a person who likes to hold on to the past, Liang Kuan has not read any books, and he has climbed from the bottom to his current position little by little, and it is inevitable that he will do something wrong.

If he could realize his mistake, or if he didn't do these so-called charities with other purposes, Yun Jin still admired him, but judging from the situation he had now, he was not simple in doing these charities.

Although no direct evidence of his violation of the law has been found for the time being, with his keen sense of smell over the years as a reporter, he feels that Liang Kuan must have his ulterior motives in doing these charities.

This is really a naked comparison, Su Hui had to admit, "Without you settling accounts like this, I can't say that Principal Chen is sick, but Liang Kuan has not yet reached the end, and no one knows his ending, maybe it's not that there is no retribution, it's just that retribution has not arrived." ”

Yun Jin laughed out loud after hearing this: "You don't have to comfort me, after Xiao Zhang's incident, I knew that there was probably no retribution in this world, she was obviously deceived by her bastard cousin, but in the end, that bastard was forgiven by his wife, and Xiao Zhang was spurned." What's more, people like Liang Kuan are everywhere, like devils hiding in the dark, manipulating, entrenched, powerful and invincible. ”

"It's not invincible, isn't his brother a good example? It is said that Liang Kuan's hands and eyes are all over the sky, isn't his younger brother still subdued? So, you don't have to be so pessimistic. ”

"Yes, there are always flaws in them, but those flaws are no longer enough to defeat them, because the accumulated wealth and power have left them with few enemies, and those who hate them, those who are hurt by them, like me, are cowardly and insignificant, and they don't even have the courage to expose and resist except for the sore on their backs."

"I admit that you have what you said, but you must also understand that this society is generally good, just like our Mr. Zhou, what happened to her back then was so miserable, almost no one thought that she could turn over. Because the opponent is too tough, but she has come to this point step by step, I don't deny that she has an element of luck, but you admit that she has a good mental quality and self-regulation ability, as well as perseverance and faith. ”

If it weren't for these, she really wouldn't be able to persist until now, which is also where Yunjin admires Zhou Yimo, "After all, there are very few people like her." Sometimes it's one thing to understand the truth, but it's another thing to not do it. Because of my personality, I can't get rid of it, and I probably won't be able to get out of it in my life. ”

It's so hard to be human! Yun Jin gasped again, and the night wind blew away the white mist he exhaled.

"I'll adjust slowly, but I think I'm lucky to get to know Principal Chen Da." When he called Chen Da, Chen Da said that he was happy to meet a young man like Yun Jin at the end of his life.

How could he not be like that? Just when he was about to lose his nerve and give up his ideals, he met Chen Da, a person who has been working silently for his ideals for decades.

How strong a heart must be to persevere until now.

When the takeaway was delivered, Yun Jin had already started smoking the second cigarette, and it was very windy on the balcony, so it was really cold, so he hastily pinched it and went into the house to eat. A cucumber, a stewed egg with minced meat, and a guest of white porridge, this is Yunjindian's dinner.

Su Hui glanced at it and shook her head: "You just eat this?" ”

"That's enough."

"Not afraid of malnutrition?"

"It's okay, I ate worse than this when I was a kid."

"......" Yunjin is from the countryside, and his family has never been wealthy, Su Hui can't refute it, and looks back at the empty living room, "Do you have time on weekends?" ”

"I'm afraid not, Mr. Guo asked me to do an interview with Liang Kuan. You know how busy he is, and I have to accommodate his time. ”

Su Hui's face was slightly sick, but it was only a flash, "If you don't have time, forget it, I plan to ask you to go to the class reunion together." ”

Yun Jin also received an invitation, what he said to the convener was similar to what Su Hui said, although the convener was a little regretful, but he also knew the nature of his work, and did not say anything.

"Recently, he went to Qingshan Town to do charity, and Mr. Guo asked me to go too, but suddenly I had other tasks. Liang Kuan promised me that he would try to meet me as much time as possible when he came back. Yun Jin was worried that Su Hui would be angry, so he explained again.

"Go ahead and get busy, I'll tell you." Su Hui said, paused for a moment and said, "Be careful with Liang Kuan, in case something happens, call Mr. Zhou directly, you have her number." ”

"I know that there are very few rich people like her now, not only do they treat me, a little reporter, as a friend, but they are also so concerned about Chen Da's affairs, and they are entrusting people and arranging wards, but in the end, no one came, which made her busy in vain."

"She is your sister, and it is natural to help her brother. She asked me to tell you not to feel embarrassed, she didn't feel this way when she asked you for help, and if you do it again, you will treat her as an outsider. ”

"I see. I have one more thing to tell you, it's all packed up over there, and I'll move in on Monday, and it's been cleaned up, and I'll give you back the keys when I get back; Don't look at me like that, I know this house is actually yours, and you told me it was rented because you didn't want me to be stressed. I brought a few pots of green plants on the balcony, but the place over there is too small to fit so much, so some of them can only stay here, you can take a look at them then, if you like them, you should move them back to your place, otherwise it would be a pity to die. ”

He talked about everything in detail, which made Su Hui look at him in a daze, why did it sound like confessing his last words? He lifted the frame on the bridge of his nose in a bit of a distraction.

"In the future, we ...... Won't we see each other again? ”

"What?"

"I mean...... You told me all this, and you plan to stop talking to me in the future? ”

"......" Yun Jin was speechless for a while, "Did I say that?" ”

"No, but that's what you mean between the lines."

“……”

Well, he didn't know where Su Hui understood the meaning, so he felt helpless and smiled: "You think too much, you are my girlfriend, the person I love the most in my life, how can I not associate with you." ”

"It's good if you know......" There is another sentence after it, "I know that I have to move out", but it is not spoken.

Yun Jin didn't speak, holding his arms and smiling lightly, at first glance it was really gentle and beautiful, but Su Hui's heart was like a thorn.

After sending Su Hui away, Yun Jin cleaned up for a while, and it was close to eleven o'clock after taking a shower and entering the bedroom, and there were still some things on the table that had not been sorted out, among which the top diary was pressed under an old desk calendar that had been used up last year.

Yun Jin took it and flipped it over, put all the diaries and desk calendars into the cardboard box next to the bed, sealed it, and planned to bring it with him after getting off work on Friday, and then took a book that he had been reading recently, ready to read a few pages and go to sleep, but as soon as he opened the cover, the bedside computer suddenly "ding", prompting that there was a letter entering the mailbox.

At first glance, the sender was an unfamiliar address, Yun Jin only thought it was an invitation letter from a magazine, but when he opened the text, there was not a word, only a video was attached.

Yun Jin felt a little strange, clicked on the video, the screen went black for a second and then suddenly jumped out of the picture, and then the picture began to move, at first Yun Jin didn't understand the scene in the picture, because the pixels were not high, or his thinking hadn't had time to jump over, but after a few seconds, Yun Jin only felt stiff, as if there was an electric light from his heavenly spirit cover straight down, shaking his limbs numb and dull, and he couldn't even breathe.