Chapter 248: Darkness
"Huh?" The butler looked at me with a confused expression.
"I..." My eyes crossed with a trace of obscure brilliance, and a pair of eyes also blinked, but this blink, just when I wanted to respond a few words, it showed my dignity as a master, and made this housekeeper who had followed Gu Changyu for so long convinced me as a "new master", and a voice sounded when I admired the new master.
And it's good that this business doesn't sound, this sound, it really kills me.
"Lord, are you stupid again?" The butler said, looking at me with sympathy on his face, "The old slave will find a doctor for you to see." You're always like this... I'm afraid it's not that there's something wrong with the bones of your body, eh, how did you get it at a young age, lord... How did you get this problem? In this way, how to make the old slave and the concubine in the palace explain. That's it, the old slave won't say it, don't say it, let the doctor take a look. ”
The housekeeper is a little old, and he speaks a little chattering, but this is a common problem when he is old, and it is human nature for him to talk so much, and there is nothing to say, nothing to be dissatisfied.
It's just that this person's normal feelings belong to people's normal feelings, and this person's normal feelings belong to the common feelings that everyone can understand, but this people's normal feelings do not mean that I will suffer this trumped-up crime and this unwarranted thing!
What's more, what the housekeeper said, what is called that I am young and stupid, what is called that my body and bones are afraid that there is nothing wrong with it, and what is called that I should ask the imperial doctor to take a look.
This doctor will definitely prescribe medicine when he comes, and that thing will definitely be told to boil, is it appropriate to let such a bitter thing appear in the world?!
Is he going to drink such a bitter thing?
Naturally, it is impossible, I will be the only one who will drink at that time, I will be the only one who will suffer at that time, and I will be the only one who will be rare at that time.
It's miserable to think about it like this, and it's miserable and miserable to think about it!
No, no, such a terrible thing is absolutely impossible for me.
Thinking of this, I rubbed my sore eyebrows, and reluctantly put on a smiling face, "This king is fine, butler, you think too much." ”
is cold and does not lose the demeanor of a king, just think about it, you can know how gentle I am, think about it, you can know how similar I am to Gu Changyu, the original master, think about it, you will know that Gu Changyu and I have begun to enter a state, okay!
So, so, I've done all this, they're not going to be doing, they're not going to look for anything, are they?
I've been like this for a long time, but there's really something to look for, and it should be nothing to find now, right?
Thinking of this, I can't help but feel complacent about my own perfection, for my earth-shattering idea.
Of course, complacency is complacency, but it's hard to say how this is, whether it's actually really complacent, whether it's really really like that.
After all, complacency can also be true and false, after all, this complacent can't be generalized many times, and I can't subconsciously make a decision based on my own opinion.
After all, this complacent sometimes still needs the support of others, still needs the help of others, and still needs the help of others.
If others don't help, don't say complacent, this is complacent, just want to be happy, then I don't know how to be happy, then I don't know what to be happy about, and I don't know how I should be happy.
Since they don't know why they are complacent, since they don't know what this complacency is, since they don't know what they are complacent, where their own joy comes from, it's useless to be happy.
Not only no, but even a very troublesome, embarrassing and overwhelming thing.
Because after this complacency, there may be nothing to be complacent, maybe there is nothing to be happy about, and if there is nothing to be happy in it, then no matter what, people can't be happy, people don't know where the joy comes from, and people don't know why they are happy, why they are happy.
Since people don't know these things and don't understand this, that's what is going on, and I can't be complacent because of this matter, and I can't be sad because of this thing, and I can't do it badly.
After all, Xitong is still there, after all, Xitong doesn't know where he is, and he doesn't know where he is staring at me, if I think too much, if I think about so many messy things, I think about so many messy things, maybe the next second will be said by others, maybe the next second will be ridiculed by others, how to be ridiculed by others, or even told the truth by others or something else, these are all possible.
Because although Xitong is good-tempered and good-natured, it is only manifested when he sees others, if he sees me, will he be so good-tempered? Would he be so grumpy if he saw me? What kind of dream is this?
What do you want to do with these things?
If he sees that I still have such a good temper, then where will I be thrown here, then where will I be thrown in this place, obviously no, obviously impossible, okay?
If he had such a good temper when he saw me, if he could have such a temper when he saw me, where would I be able to stay here, then where would I need to stay in this place where I don't know where? I know it's impossible, I know it's unrealistic when I think about it, I know it's impossible to stay here, okay?
If I really have the ability and ability, if Xi Tong himself is really the same as what he does on the surface, and what he does on the surface, this is how I won't be here, I won't be in this place, but I will leave this place early to enjoy the blessings, okay, so, where do I need to stay until now, where do I need to guard a second man, and I have to observe the second man's thoughts all the time, observe the second man's mind, observe the second man's mind, observe the second man's mind and observe his own wants, Observe what he wants to do, and give him a whole lot of trouble, and even give him a whole lot of trouble, and give him a whole lot of what he doesn't have.
It's okay to have a whole lot of what you don't have, if it's just like this, then it's okay, but this partial life, partial life still has to help others solve things, and he has to help others solve what he needs to encounter, what he will encounter in the future, and the crisis that he will encounter.