Chapter 231: My Heart's Wish (Part II)
Qianqing pecked the top of Qianyuki's head, "No, I won't be angry with you, I'll only blame myself for hurting you,"
Qianyuxue turned around, hugged Qian, and smelled the good smell on Qian's body, "Qian, don't blame yourself, this kind of thing is originally what you and I want, and children are angels, they are gifts from God, we should be happy, some couples want children yet,"
"Well, I know, I'm just afraid that you'll suffer like last time, and I'm still a little scared when I think about it now, so I've been hesitating just now whether I should be with you," Qianjiang Qianqixue hugged him tighter.
"Don't worry, it's normal to work hard the first time, but it won't be the second time," Qianyuki didn't want Qian to blame herself for what happened that time.
"Oh, you're a doctor, you say normal is normal, I don't understand, I just don't want you to be so hard and uncomfortable," Qian knew that Qian Ruxue's words were just comforting herself, in fact, it wasn't what she said at all.
In fact, Qian can feel that Qian Qixue's body is obviously not as good as before. In the past, no matter how many times I wanted it, Qianyuxue would take the initiative to cooperate with herself, even if she was tired, her consciousness was clear. But this time I haven't asked for it a few times, and Qian Qixue obviously has no physical strength, but she is barely holding on to her spirit to cooperate with herself, not wanting to make herself unhappy, and finally even her consciousness began to blur.
Qian Ruxue felt Qian's heartache for herself in Qian's silence, so she reached over Qian's waist and patted him on the back, wanting to comfort Qian.
Qian understood that Qian Qixue didn't want to blame herself and feel guilty, but the feeling of heartache couldn't be suppressed and couldn't be alleviated at all.
"Qian, do you know, in fact, I am a very insecure person, even if you say that you will not leave me, but I just can't be stable in my heart," Qian's hand still patted Qian's back again and again, "Only when you have me, when you want me to be extremely gentle, lingering on my body, when we are so tightly snuggled with each other, when I am pregnant with your child, I feel that you belong to me, I also belong to you, my heart is stable, so, Qian." ……”
"I know, don't say it again," Qian interrupted Qianyuki's words, "I understand, I understand, I'm just worried about you, I'm afraid that you only care about my mind and ignore yourself,"
"Who said it, I don't have it, I just follow my own heart to want children, it's because I want to make myself stable that I want you to accompany me to do this, otherwise I won't let Lan Sheng send you a message at all," Qian Ruxue just wants Qian to understand, and she did it specifically for them to meet tonight.
"You?" Qian suddenly lowered her head as if she understood something, and lifted Qianqixue's chin with one hand to make her look at herself, "You, did you deliberately ask me to come over to accompany you today, because you still want children?" ”
"Well," Qian Qixue nodded, "I've calculated, today is the easiest day for me to get pregnant, I want to try to see if I can conceive a child again," Qian Qixue's face became a little nervous when she said this, she was afraid that Qian would be unhappy, so her eyes also stared at Qian without blinking.
Chi just stared at Chiruyuki in silence, not knowing what to say for a while.
"Qian, that, if you don't want children, I'll take some medicine when I go back, you, don't be angry," Qian Qixue saw Qian's eyes staring at him with complicated eyes, wondering if it was because he didn't tell Qian, Qian was unhappy.
"I'm not upset," Qian Throat choked up a little and said, "I, I'm just a little surprised, like snow, I thought you didn't care about this matter anymore, I didn't expect you to let go of this matter in your heart, I'm not angry with you, I'm angry and angry I didn't see your mind,"
"Really?" Qian Qixue asked again uncertainly.
"Well, I'm really not angry, why should I be angry with you for such a thing?" Thousand nodded. Worry-free Literature Network
"But, Qian, if I hadn't gotten pregnant this time," Qianyuki was actually very worried in her heart, she was really worried that it would be difficult for her to get pregnant in the future.
"It's okay, I'm here," Qian lowered his head and pecked Qianxue's lips, "I'll let you get your wish, as long as you're not afraid of hard work,"
"I'm not afraid," Qian Ruxue smiled and kissed Qian back.
"Well, then let's have another child," Chi whispered as she kissed Chiyuki deeply again.
Before Qian Qixue could react, she was hugged by Qian and lay on Qian's chest.
"If you want to have a child, you have to take the initiative yourself," Qian kissed Qianyuki while holding Chiniyuki's waist with two hands.
"I, I'll try," Qian Yuxue was still a little unaccustomed to taking the initiative on her own.
"It's okay," Qianxiao squinted, pecking at Qianyuki's ear. He knew that this was her most sensitive part, and as long as he kissed it, Qianruxue would definitely not be able to escape.
Because of her lack of experience, she failed on her first attempt. Qian Qixue was also teased by Qian, which made Qian Qixue, who was originally very thin-skinned, so ashamed that she wrapped herself directly in the quilt.
Qian took Qian Bixue, who had already been buried in the quilt, into his arms along with the quilt, and gently pecked at Qian Bixue's black hair.
Qianyuxue felt Qian's deep love for herself, turned around in the quilt and whispered in Qiande's ear, "Qian, don't let go of me, I just want to be with you, I only want you in this life, I just want to be with you, please, don't leave me, I'm really worried that you will leave me because of this matter,"
Qianxin actually knew very well why Qianyuki did this, and she had always felt uneasy about whether she could get pregnant. Qianyuki had always worried that she would leave her because she couldn't get pregnant.
Qian didn't know what to say so that Qian Qixue didn't worry, and she didn't have to be afraid that she would leave her, and in the end, she could only cooperate with Qian Qixue and do everything she wanted to do, so that she could rest assured.
Qian loosened his hand holding Qian Qixue, so that Qian Qixue could look up at herself, looked at Qian Qixue's eyes and said softly, "Like Xue, I love you, I will never leave you in this life, whether you can still have children in the future, if not, it's good, if you can have children, then you want a few children, I will satisfy you, I just want you to understand, I only want you in this life, you are the only girl I Qian,"
"Qian, I'm sorry, forgive me for my selfishness, I didn't mean to hide it from you, I really, really want to have many children with you, I won't leave you, but if I really can't have children with you anymore, I think it will be the regret of my life," Qianyuxue lay in the crook of Qian's arm, closed his eyes, and a tear slipped down and dripped on Qian's arm.
Qian raised his hand to help Qian Bixue wipe away her tears, and gently pecked at Qian Bixue's eyes, "Fool, we can meet, love each other, and make each other for life, this is the greatest happiness, there is nothing to regret, we should learn to accept the present, accept everything we have now, enjoy the happiness we have at the moment, leave the future to me, give yourself and your future to me, I will definitely let you live happily for the rest of your life,"
"I believe in you, Qian, I believe in you, we will be happy for a lifetime," Qian Qixue still read silently in her heart, "I hope God can fulfill my wish once, so that Qian and I will have another child, so that Qian is no longer lonely in this world, even if I am not by his side in the future, he can also have a pair of children to accompany him,"