Father An looked at the closed door, his eyes shining with tears moved slightly, and in that moment, tears took advantage of the opportunity of that smile to fall suddenly.

Water marks flow, dark traces, obscure heart traces.

He smiled, people to people, after many years of life, is just a small detail that triggers a different state of mind.

When the two of them were facing each other, they had already sorted out their moods.

They were speechless, but they didn't feel embarrassed.

knows the other party's feelings, and there is no need to reveal it.

The one who can get the most out of the most authentic you should be your family.

The family's longings, disgusts, dark sides, longings.

How many words can be dissected.

After Father Ann chewed the last bite for a while, he put down the fork, and the loud sound was the collision of the texture of metal and porcelain.

Knock on the heart.

"Sir, do you want another one?"

An Chenglin's face was full of smiles, his elbows propped up on the table, his hands folded, and he looked at him.

"It's full, good service."

Father Ann gave a very low-key evaluation, such a level, the evaluation should be higher, far higher than what he gave at present.

"Worthy of my own son."

Father An found a good sentence and praised himself well, but by the way, he praised An Chenglin.

In this way, there should be no discomfort at all.

An Chenglin poured him a glass of water, warm, close to body temperature, it would not be hot, nor would it look cold.

"Well, you're in luck. There are children like me. ”

Father An nodded, and there was no negative voice in his heart at this time.

……

Ann's father's proposal, in France, did not come true in the end.

The two of them lived very peacefully for a week.

Talked a lot and thought a lot.

Provence is not big in the first place, and it doesn't take much time to get around.

The silence away from the hustle and bustle leaves room for the mind.

The surplus space, where more things can be left, will not make people feel empty, but set aside, a corner where you can breathe.

On the last day, when An Chenglin was cleaning up, he inadvertently found that his father, who was originally lying on a rattan chair and breathing fresh air, was gone.

Between heaven and earth, in addition to the spreading sea of flowers, is this empty rattan chair.

This feeling of emptiness made his heart a little uneasy.

Just, intuition.

Almost instantly, after he reacted, his face became a little solemn.

If a person leaves before he knows it, will there be such a thing for this last blood relative?

The thought was uncontrollable for a moment, and An Chenglin only felt that he was shocked by such an idea.

The heartbeat was almost out of control in just such a moment.

He turned around and ran to the backyard.

The eyes are full of vastness, and there is still no one.

This sense of sparseness in the space is even more frightening.

"Daddy......"

He began to panic.

He spoke with a trill.

The voice disappeared in the sea of flowers, and no trace could be found.

He screamed a few more times, and in his desperation, he tried to calm himself down as quickly as possible.

Where can he go, where to go, where to go?

He thought about all possible places.

This feeling of not being able to control is very bad.

He screamed a few more times, a flash of inspiration flashed in his mind, he turned his head sharply, his eyelashes chattering, and after running a few steps, pushed the door open.

This is Daddy's room.

No shoes at the door, very clean and tidy.

However, it is this kind of immobility that is terrifying.

What if he really lost his direction?

What if, what if?

He was reluctant to admit this possibility, and his reason kept clamouring.

"Daddy......"

When he pushed the door open, at that moment, his mood was extremely nervous.

Such a pole was almost stagnant, and at this moment, the space was frozen.

He heard his own heartbeat.

The curvature of the bulge on the bed calmed his restless heart a little, but his mental strength was not so stable.

Because, he didn't move when he shouted like this.

When you are nervous, even a smile is a detail that can touch people's hearts.

"What do you do......

A murmur permeated the helplessness and complaint of the speaker that his sweet dream was disturbed and he was forced to wake up.

At this time, it was a surprise to the people who came over.

He's still there.

It wasn't until this time that he knew that since he was a child, his requirements for his father were not very high in the end.

Really, it can be said that there are almost no requirements anymore.

As long as he's by his side, it's fine.

What he has been longing for is nothing more than the peace of mind of his relatives by his side. However, even anyone has their own encounters.

The more I experience, the more I know, the more calm I should be.

There are too many unsatisfactory things, I don't accept them, and some things can't be changed a little, but my heart is even more sad.

An Chenglin looked at his tired side face, his eyes moved, and he felt very hot in an instant.

He hugged his father.

The former attachment can be traced back to the distant youth, and he is no longer that kind of teenager.

However, it was those past that influenced him and made him what he is now.

Every step you take has an impact on the direction of your future life.

He exhaled heavily, and the heaviness in his heart slowly became lighter like an hourglass.

After the feeling of being freed from the shackles in my heart, it was very good, and when I went from the cliff to the ground, I was not less frightened after realizing it.

Father An seemed to smile, closed his eyes, and understood a little.

The person holding himself restrained, but the panic leaked out.

He smiled, patted him on the back, and for a moment, soothed the man, his child, with the not so powerful force in his hands.

There are some things that have not been said, but only two people know.

They are very similar, feelings are never spoken, but in every detail.

So you feel as if it's not there, but it's actually there all the time.

This panic of loss is all too real.

He has also had that when someone close to you leaves you, his heart is calm to the extreme for a moment, and the next second, it hurts to the extreme.

"Rest assured, okay?"

Father An smiled, the person holding him was tall, but he might not be able to bear such a thing in his heart.

He knew, and he was never willing to divulge his helplessness.

What one person can solve, he will never let the second person see. That's right, many of these practices have his influence.

This kid is better than him, more ruthless than him.

Not to others, but to oneself, seemingly gentle, in fact, harsh to oneself to the extreme.

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