Chapter Eighty-Nine: Weakness of Heart
only heard Lou Yan snort softly, and subconsciously wrapped his arms around his neck, letting Zhou Xi'an carry her forward.
Heart, beating so fast......
I feel that the man in front of me looks very good. He seems to be very serious about what he does, and it feels like he knows everything, understands everything, so amazing......
Carefully put Lou Yan on the meadow, looked at her stunned and cute little expression, and smiled lightly: Eat something. With that, he turned around.
"Where are you going?" Just been bitten by a snake, Lou Yan is still scared, seeing that Zhou Xi'an is leaving, he hurriedly said: "I'm afraid ......"
"I'm not going far, it's around here." Seeing that she was injured, Zhou Xi'an's tone of voice became a lot softer. After saying that, he picked up the stick on the side, walked into the distance, and began to make a sound in the grass.
When Lou Yan heard his voice, he felt steady. I picked up the dry food I bought and ate it happily. She was full, and Zhou Xi'an also came back.
Looking at the smoke of the building resting on the meadow, and the scarlet on the ankles. Bowed his head, removed a piece of cloth from his clothes, and squatted at Lou Yan's feet to carefully cover the wound.
Seeing Zhou Xi'an bandaging his wounds, Lou Yan's heart beat faster again. Although, this feeling is not unfamiliar, and it can only be felt when you are with Zhou Xi'an. She knew what it was, and she had fallen in love with the man in front of her before she knew it.
Although he was always a little impatient with himself, he was the best man for her besides his father.
"Brother Zhou, thank you." Lou Yan looked at Zhou Xi'an, who was eating, and said, "I'm afraid, can you sleep next to me today?" ”
Zhou Xi'an turned his head sideways and glanced at Lou Yan meaningfully. Seeing that her eyes were clean, Zhou Xi'an nodded in response.
Seeing that he agreed, Lou Yan smiled softly, then turned around and slowly closed his eyes. Fang was frightened, and suddenly the whole person lost his spirit.
Close your eyes and feel like he's right next to you. Anxin fell asleep after a while.
After filling his stomach, Zhou Xi'an was also a little tired. Looking back at the quiet figure, he found that Lou Yan was very quiet when he slept, like a child who had not grown up.
I don't know, one day she found out that it was her subordinates who caused her to be lonely now, will she hate herself......
I don't want to think about it and feel tired. Picked up the blanket at the foot of Lou Yan and carefully covered her. The night was quiet, and Zhou Xi'an drove away the things hidden in the grass by beating the grass and startling the snake, and there was no need to worry about the snake coming at night at this moment.
In the warm night, Lou Yan woke up in the middle of the night. She turned around and saw the face facing her. His face was very close to her, less than a prickly away.
His breathing could be heard clearly.
Smell the peculiar smell of his body.
"Brother Zhou, if I like you, will you hate me?" Lou Yan asked with a slightly tentative look in his eyes.
However, as soon as he finished speaking, he saw Zhou Xi'an suddenly open his eyes.
"You...... You ......" Lou Yan looked surprised, and his eyes were still quiet, but at the moment he glared at the boss because of surprise.
However, Zhou Xi'an looked indifferent. I saw him sit up slowly, because he didn't want to be scared anymore, and he didn't want to think about what kind of eyes she would look at him every day when she knew the truth of the facts.
He felt open his mouth and told her.
"I was originally the prince of Luota, and when Luota entered the Liang Kingdom, the general in charge was also a person under this king." He spoke slowly, his voice distinctly muffled.
His head went blank suddenly, and his eyes grew moist. After a while, the images of her parents before their death kept coming to mind, and those images tore all her reason hard.
She clenched her fists hard, retracted her gaze, and tears flowed out of her eyes instantly. She kept sobbing, and after a while she burst out crying.
Looking at her sad appearance, Zhou Xi'an's heart was also full of self-blame, as if he finally understood the difference between himself and Zhao Yu. Zhao Yu entered Luota and never harmed a single person, but his subordinates were cruel, no wonder Jiang Youxi chose Zhao Yu instead of himself, a man with blood on his hands.
He also understands that the Lou Yan in front of him is just one of the family members who have lost it.
"I'm sorry......" After a moment, Zhou Xi'an said in a somewhat hoarse voice: "I think, you shouldn't want to see me again now, leave the horse to you, go where you want to go, I'm leaving." Although he had been mentally prepared for a long time and knew that the result would be like this, he still felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.
Seeing Zhou Xi'an get up to leave, Lou Yan subconsciously grabbed him, and looked at the face with some surprise with teary eyes: "I don't care, if you make me become the way I am now, you must be responsible for me!" She spoke, her voice trembling, "Besides, I like you, I want to be with you." ”
I felt a sudden pain in my chest, and this feeling was somewhat familiar. I remember that when I saw Jiang Youxi cutting his abdomen, he felt like this. Since then, my heart has been filled with that woman. And at this moment, because the woman in front of me had that feeling again......
He was stunned for a long time, slowly turned around, and looked at the small figure condescendingly.
Wanting to know his answer, Lou Yan kept looking at the man in front of him closely. Even, worried that he would miss something, he didn't dare to blink his face and eyes.
Zhou Xi'an looked at the expectation and worry in her eyes, and suddenly smiled lightly. Slowly squatted down and gently hugged her in his arms: "Okay, I promise you, I will be responsible for you." I'm going to spend my whole life making up for it......"
Lou Yan instantly let go of his worries. Raised her hand and hugged him tightly, as if she was afraid that the man in front of her would be like her parents, leaving herself: "I don't want to be alone anymore, I'm scared ......" she cried, her voice hoarse.
Listening to her pitiful voice, Zhou Xi'an couldn't help but tighten his arms and hugged her apologetically.
And at this moment, far away in the palace on the horizon. Jiang Youxi and Zhao Yu are completely different, happily enjoying the excitement in front of them at the moment.
Such a unique birthday banquet, Jiang Youxi is really the first time. In the past, every birthday was celebrated with the help of colleagues, but this time it was several ministers and family members in the court who helped to celebrate.
The dinner had just begun, and the gifts from the ministers were already piling up into a small mountain, and each of them was a priceless treasure, I really didn't expect these ministers to be so rich.
It's no wonder that people nowadays are trying to be officials instead of doing business.
"Queen Mother, the Taifu has brought the second lady and the third lady over." thought that he could still see the interesting mother and daughter, so Jiang Youxi asked while Zhao Yu was not paying attention.
Jiang Youxi pouted helplessly: "I thought I could see the two of them again." ”
"Don't worry, the third lady is also ready to dance for the queen." After Gonggong Li finished speaking, he smiled meaningfully.
"The drunkard doesn't mean to drink...... Jiang Youxi smiled lightly and said, "Okay, you can go and get busy in this palace." ”
Zhao Yu listened to the whispering of the two people, and couldn't help laughing. Seeing Gonggong Li walking away, he looked sideways at Jiang Youxi: "You want to have fun, no wonder you are so excited." ”
Unexpectedly, when Zhao Yu heard it, Jiang Youxi smiled weakly: "Hehe, I just feel a little boring." If only there were some activities that could leave the palace. ”
"Didn't you just go out a few days ago?" Zhao Yu was surprised, and then thought of something: "In another month, it will be the day of the annual hunting, and then you can have a good time." ”
"Really?" When Jiang Youxi heard this, he suddenly looked excited: "Too! It's been a long time since I've hung out with you! I miss the time when we were playing around, and now it's boring to be bored in this palace all day. ”
I saw Zhao Yu chuckle: "It's not because you're too playful, this palace is so big, you can also walk around." If they found it boring, I had them arrange for them to be admitted to the palace again in a few days. ”
"Uh-huh." Jiang Youxi's chick pecked at the rice and nodded: "Then don't forget it for me." ”
"When did you see me forget about you?" Zhao Yu said with a light smile, and before his words fell, he suddenly felt that the music had changed.
The two of them raised their heads very tacitly, and saw a woman, wearing a long golden dress, her belly and arms were exposed, writhing like a water snake.
That picture is really a little spicy for Jiang Youxi...... What the hell is this? Indian Dance?
Looking at Zhao Yu sideways, he also looked at it directly, probably thinking it was fresh.
People's good Indian dance, it's a little disgusting to put it on this woman?
Jiang Youxi didn't think it looked good, but everyone felt that their faces were fresh, and their eyes were full of admiration and appreciation. Seeing this, Jiang Youxi rolled his eyes speechlessly, he really hadn't seen the world.
"Up?" Feeling that Jiang Youxi seemed to be a little unhappy, Zhao Yu couldn't help but smile, looked at her seriously, and asked.
"Is it pretty?" Jiang Youxi was stunned, looked at him with an indifferent expression, and spoke.
I saw Zhao Yu turn his head sideways, put his eyes on Na Xunxin again, and then nodded: "It's not bad." ”
Jiang Youxi snorted coldly without hesitation: "Heh, man ......"
Seeing that she seemed to have some taste, Zhao Yu felt happier, coughed with a smile, and then picked up the fruit wine in front of him and was about to drink it, but Jiang Youxi snatched it up: "Don't drink the wine I made, don't eat the dishes I made." After speaking, he looked back at Ruyi behind him: "Remove all these things and ask the imperial dining room to make something that the emperor doesn't like to eat!" ”
"Angry?" Zhao Yu hugged Jiang Youxi in his arms: "So cute? He also kissed her on the cheek dotingly.
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