Wan
She remembered the void light in that temple.
Every bundle comes from the person in high position.
At the beginning, she was not called Bai Wanwan, she was born with him, he was the dark side of the world, called the name of the bird.
As the bright side of the donkey, her status in the temple is dispensable.
"I don't need light, you know."
Just like the high in memory, the people on the stage looked down, and their eyes were mostly disdainful and indifferent: "You go." ”
She lifted the hem of her skirt, her back was resolute, but her expression was confused...... I was born with you in heaven and earth, you are darkness, I am light, without you, where can I go?
Soon, she won't have to think about it anymore.
She was pushed into the world by the newly ascended heroine.
With no name and no origin, she seems to live in this world, and when she is hungry, she rummages through the garbage that can be eaten, and when she is sleepy, she finds a place that does not leak rain and lies quietly.
She had met many people, some of whom slept under the dirty bridges like her, and they were willing to give food to themselves, even though they were not full.
Those who made her feel slightly warm finally disappeared into the bitter cold winter nights.
The money she didn't know from her grandmother bought her a pack of cheap shrimp crackers, which she heard was called a snack. She hadn't eaten a snack, and she seemed to have eaten again.
As long as it can sustain life, she will eat it.
The gentle big sister held her in her arms and shook her gently every cold night.
"You're so well-behaved, whose child are you..."
Shrewd? She doesn't understand, she probably came to this world alone because she was not well-behaved.
All the warmth she could absorb dissipated little by little, and she remembered the light in the eyes of the strangers who had accompanied her when they finally died.
"You're so well-behaved, someone will definitely take you back...... Don't be afraid. ”
The man had blood in his mouth, and bright red covered his entire face.
She crouched quietly beside the big sister, surrounded by a bustling crowd, but no one wanted to stop and care about the poor child who had been hit by the fleeing driver.
The human world is cold.
She let out a soft sigh and looked up at the pure white icy snowflakes covering the corpse that was gradually losing its temperature.
So I, am I human, or what?
Without remembering, without memories, without relatives, she can only continue to wander alone in this alien world.
The first time I saw him in my memory was a chilly night.
His expression was very ugly, and he looked at her in disbelief. It's like, she shouldn't be what she is now.
She stumbled after him barefoot, but he quickened his pace as if he wanted to shake her off.
Finally, she reached for the man's clean sleeve.
What's my name, you know, who am I...... Huh?"
The little girl had no emotions on her face except for confusion, she really just wanted to get her name back.
However, even the former one who was the light of the temple had no name.
The young man stopped, but he still squatted down and touched her hair: "Your name is ...... Wan. ”
"Silk?"
Why is it called Juan, she doesn't understand, and so is he. The temporary name was strange, and he was just trying to search his mind for all the good words in the world at that moment.
绾 is the meaning of the mind.
He looked at her with almost unheard pity in his eyes.
No one has ever missed you.
Thinking so in his heart, the fake smile on his face was still very deceptive: "Because of the pronunciation of the silk, it will make people bend the corners of their mouths and look like they are laughing." ”
She learned to laugh, the first time she laughed, and only smiled at him.
The Owl didn't want to raise children, especially the children who were discarded by himself, but when Wanwan followed him, he always had the heart to drive her away.
This kind of pity should not appear in him, he should not have any kindness, although the cognition is clear, but looking at Wanwan's face that is not stained with any dust in the world, he still feels that he is terriblely sick.
The villain doesn't need the front, the darkness doesn't need the light, so he doesn't need her, as it should be.
The second time he abandoned her was on the night when he took the child to watch the fireworks, he handed her a bouquet of fairy sticks, and she never looked back in the crowd.
She didn't understand what it meant to miss the appointment, from the splendor of the fairy rod to its annihilation, to its turning into a handful of burning ashes, she had been standing there obediently waiting.
Remembered, no repercussions.
The smile on her lips disappeared little by little, and she returned to the lonely wandering she had at the beginning.
The threads and thoughts are just lies.
The rabbit was the first official gift she received. She didn't expect him to come back, and even brought her a crappy gift for fear that she would be angry.
"Why is it called 001?"
"Because this is the first one, the future gifts are called 002, 003 ......"
She took his hand and interrupted him: "So, you won't go buy fireworks alone anymore, will you?" ”
She barely evoked a little smile: "Actually, I don't like those, I only ......"
I just like to watch it with you.
Light is born in the dark, and she is born with an indelible dependence and trust on him, even after being let down.
For the first time, the young villain touched someone's hair so gently: "Well, I'll take you to buy it in the future." ”
He's lying.
She carried the rabbit named 001 alone to the door of the orphanage, and began to live with the cold humans.
He said he would come back to pick her up when everything was done, but he didn't.
So she willfully set fire to the whole yard.
"001, what do you mean by a villain?"
"It's the one who does bad things."
"Then I can stand with him even if I do a lot of bad things? Can you follow him too? ”
She looked at the raging fire and smiled, her face full of tears: "But I'm so sad..."
Obviously a well-intentioned light, why would he forcibly smear himself with dirty ashes in order to chase the darkness?
Unable to laugh, unhappy, sad, all kinds of negative emotions were accumulated, she hurriedly walked on the street, looking at every passerby in a dull manner.
You didn't come back.
You didn't come back.
You didn't come back......
I've always been alone anyway, so I don't feel scared, do I? Anyway, no one ever cared about him from beginning to end, and the name was just a joke.
The little girl hugged the rabbit doll in her arms and sat under the cold overpass, quietly watching the street lights at night.
The world is cut off from her, and the people who should live in the light and warmth are left with endless loneliness.