feeling

Fortune is like a sea, fate is bumpy, looking at the vast darkness, the long road is endless, I don't know where to go, scattered people in the world, maybe you already have a home, what is the meaning of my thoughts, in fact, I have long known that my thoughts are not for you, just to tell myself that I am still alive, because only pain will remind you all the time that you are still alive, because the dead have no feelings.

The seventh month of the flowing fire is about to pass, and my pain for you will be temporarily returned to the bottom of my heart, and now I don't like sad words very much, because the sound is loud, the elephant is invisible, and here is silent, and it is better than the sound.

The sad tune reminds me a lot, about the bits and pieces between us, the boss is not a small person, and I don't want to be too obsessed with the past, but the new beginning has not been seen for a long time, and unconsciously, I think of the past again.

It is said that with time, everything in the past will be diluted, but I still can't forget, I can't forget, the pure love at that time, or the stupid love.

I don't understand the expression, I don't dare to look at you with low self-esteem, people, always suffer in missing, regret in the long future, I think of a lot, without tears wet eyes, why, why, I am so affectionate.

I still remember that year, we were all very young, and we didn't know how to dress up, looking at the new generation now, dressed brightly, I didn't think that five or six years ago, we had never been like this, but the likes at that time were very real, because what I liked was not to dress up, but because you are worthy of being loved and worth paying.

You are always fast-talking, lively and cheerful, in fact, such girls are very likable, but they are very stupid, always like to say that you are a man and wife, but it is just a self-deceptive expression of their impatience towards you, and I have never said this to you, but you, why do you seem to have some affection for me.

I still remember the first time I met, just like the plot in the novel, the male and female protagonists will always love and kill each other, happy enemies, you see me unpleasant, I see you are rude and willful, I have long forgotten what to do and unhappy, I want to think about it, I am crying in a smile.

Later, once, you and I quarreled, you were very spicy, smashed me with the book at the same table, I was also anxious, and also smashed you with his book, but later, we arrived okay, I was anxious at the same table, I still remember it vividly, he said, you have to fight while fighting, don't beat me with my book, haha, it's really funny, but my heart, why is it so painful.

When the second year of junior high school was just divided, you sat in the first row, and I sat in the second row, just like that, I looked at your back, and I still remember that before school that day, you said to me viciously, Zhang Wei, you are waiting for me! My heart tightened, this woman, won't take revenge on me, what kind of person is this.

Later, in fact, there was nothing, but since then, you haven't given me a good face, others asked me to borrow tape, you tell others, don't pay attention to him, what kind of person is he, the snacks he ate, the bag also deliberately kicked me here, I asked you to pick it up, you didn't do it, and rushed at me, and then I told the head teacher, the head teacher reprimanded, you were reluctant, pick it up.

I really, really, I like you so much, I like you so much, you look at you at that time, rude, willful, unreasonable, and deliberately bad, but I don't know why, I gradually, I have your back in my dream, lingering, can't erase it, I try to tell myself, try to convince myself, I just have a good impression of you, not like you, but, in the end, I gave up, I said, yes, I just like you, Wu, Wu of Wu country, Xiao, dawn of dawn, good name, people are like their name, like the first ray of sunshine after dawn, all of a suddenAnd it shone into my heart.

Since then, I have begun, the first meeting with you that I will never forget until now.

21 July 2017