Only An Jieyu's suppressed cough was left in the room, her eyes were full of incredulity, she pressed her neck and said, "Why forgive me?" ”

"Didn't everyone have the same attitude towards me at the time?" Chu Yuxi laughed at herself, but her eyes were straight and bright: "But what I should do and what I do, no one will stop what I have to do." How tiring it is to remember grudges, and it is even more exhausting to remember one by one. ”

An Jieyu suddenly laughed: "I know why the emperor likes you, you are very unique." ”

"Thanks for the compliment." Chu Yu was not polite to her, and nodded in response.

This made An Jieyu feel a little mysterious and unreal, and finally sighed and said: "Okay, you really have a hateful physique." ”

"It always has been." Chu Yuxi did not deny his shortcomings, and never thought of changing them, and looked at An Jieyu to propose again: "Is there really no need for me to give you advice again?" ”

"No need, the only way I can think of you is to be grounded, feed on decoction, live as a porcelain doll, and completely become one of the vases of the harem." An Jieyu shook her head: "I can't bear it, this is my final destination." ”

"It's better to take advantage of my own ability to walk, have a sense of self, pray for your blessings and redress my sins, I still want to have a good birth and be free in my next life." An Jieyu suddenly thought about it, and smiled brightly, it was the first time Chu Yuxi saw such a look similar to indulgence on her face.

"Congratulations, it's a relief for me to be able to think about it."

"You are not the only one who can be a hero, a weak woman like us can also be our own hero." An Jieyu tilted her head and looked at her and smiled, and then teased: "To be honest, I hesitated for a long time when the Queen Mother asked me if I wanted to go to Hanshan Temple. ”

Chu Yuxi didn't expect her to suddenly turn to this topic, and then asked, "Why?" ”

An Jieyu's expression darkened with gentle movements, and she pulled the corners of her mouth and said: "Because I know that An'er will also go, to this day, I see that An'er is still uneasy, and always thinks of my unformed child." If it weren't for these accidents, she would have been that big, right? ”

"Are you afraid that you will see things and think about people, and think nonsense?" Chu Yuxi can probably understand her thoughts.

"Yes, I can feel the unclean thoughts in my heart, but they are still not cleaned up. Sometimes, I always dream that I am holding a cute child of Yuxue on the swing, playing, and when I turn my head, he becomes a blood-drenched and terrifying face, asking me why I want to hurt him. ”

To be honest, Chu Yuxi couldn't quite understand this kind of thought: "Have you thought it out now?" ”

"Of course. At that time, it was just greedy for the emperor's gentleness, and the vanity and fame that he hid privately. An Jieyu felt a little emotional.

There are some things that you may not get at all the more you chase them, and the more you try to escape, the more you will find that you are simply going around a dead end.

Now it seems that the death hole is probably something called "fate".

Sometimes, I really can't help but believe in fate, and I will go around and go back to some of the established tracks that seem to have been set at the beginning.

Chu Yuxi also felt deeply about this.

For example, at the beginning, what she wanted was to escape from the palace safely and make the world and the world her home.

Who knew that until now, she has become a woman who favors the crown of the sixth house.

She lowered her head and smiled dumbly, talked to An Jieyu for a while, and returned to the Furong Palace.

In the Hibiscus Hall, Yahan has been here for a while, flipping through the books she has been looking at recently, as if she is looking at something of interest.

Chu Yuxi knew that there were some things that could not be hidden here in the Ye Han Division, such as why she knew about those advanced shortcuts thousands of years later, and why she always had some ideas that were different from ordinary people.

But she didn't plan to tell him this now, she could hide it for a while.

Hearing footsteps, Yahan put down the book and walked over: "Where did you go?" ”

"Seeing that someone's sprinkling of flower heart debts has gone, An Jieyu decided to cut her hair to pray for the nun and the country." Chu Yuxi's joking tone teased him, but his eyes were sad that couldn't be dissolved.

When she stayed with An Jieyu for a while, she could almost feel that this era and its cultural perception were binding a woman, and in the final analysis, she couldn't escape those dogmatic ideas. Fire extinguished

I can't tell if it's the sadness of the times or the lament of women.

Ye Hansi rubbed her eyebrows and coaxed, "Why are you sad, what did An Jieyu tell you?" ”

"It's good that she said it, the problem is nothing." Chu Yuxi puffed out her cheeks and leaned crookedly in Ye Hansi's arms, remembered and asked, "Why did you think about coming over today?" ”

"I called your brother and Lu Hong together, and they will meet here for a while, and they will go east the day after tomorrow. Let's have a few words and give them a small send-off feast. Ye Hanji slowly distanced herself from her long hair, inexplicably giving her a lot of soothing power.

This power made Chu Yuxi settle down a lot, and said, "When will they arrive?" ”

"It's time to arrive."

"Who's reading this king?"

The two sounded together, the first one was Ye Hansi said lightly, and the latter sentence was an indecent and very recognizable romantic voice, and it was Lu Hong's house when I heard it.

Chu Yuxi was puzzled for a moment: "Lin'er is not with you?" ”

"Yes." Chu Yulin's voice then sounded.

was ridiculed by Lu Hong: "This boy brother didn't want to shout vulgarly, so he asked his sister to wait a little longer." ”

Chu Yulin scolded with a smile: "Go away." ”

A few people sat down with a smile, Lu Hong was very sensible and brought the snacks of Cunmitang, and the greedy Chu Yu grabbed it with both hands: "Give it to me, I haven't eaten Cunmitang for a long time." ”

Lu Hong had the intention to tease her, but Ye Hanji's eyes were gloomy and followed, and she got her wish after two teases.

Chu Yuxi, who had eaten, was in a better mood: "You'd better bring more cloaks and windbreakers and fresh water the day after tomorrow." ”

"No problem, what else?" Lu Hong grabbed Chu Yuxi's plate of food inch by inch and asked leisurely.

That look, as if it was someone else who was going to the dynasty tomorrow, he just went on a spring outing.

Chu Yuxi, who was watching, shook his head: "You are going to persuade people to give you the place you have built, why don't you see a little positive color?" ”

"The sixth prince knows in his heart, my sister doesn't have to worry." Chu Yulin smiled and watched them make trouble, with a warm temperament, which always made people stand aside and slowly calm down.

Seeing that they were chatting about the same, Ye Hansi spoke: "The day after tomorrow is mainly to persuade to surrender, and I want to remind you that there are other people here who are secretly interfering and muddying the waters." ”

So, there is no need to hesitate to go to war as a last resort.

"How much?" When Lu Hong heard this, his face became serious.

The playful look was received, but there was a bit of lobbyist and envoy meaning, and the romance was closed, and everyone's demeanor and inviolable strength were faintly displayed.

"No less than three."

"Are you all involved?" Chu Yulin's face tightened.

"No, they're all waiting," Chu Yuxi explained, and then looked at his younger brother worriedly and pointed: "You don't have to think much about it then, follow Lu Hong's old fool, you can just do what he does." ”

Chu Yuxi was always worried that the situation would be weird and there would be too many black hands at that time, and Chu Yulin might be tricked.

In the previous battle of Northern Xinjiang, his combat ability was beyond doubt, but the way of using soldiers and the way to get along with ministers still had to be explored.