Chapter 420: Confession

"I'm really sorry for what happened before, it's all because I didn't find it out!" Even if Chi Lei said that he didn't care, Fang Yuzhang was still very uncomfortable when he thought that he had misunderstood him.

"I'm really just worried about Xiaoya too much!" Fang Yuzhang thought about it and finally decided to tell Chi Lei the truth, lest he misunderstand anything in the end.

Chi Lei nodded, with that reasonable smile on her face, "You don't have to say it, I know everything!" I'm not that stingy. ”

"Xiaoya was often bullied by other children when she was a child, because he didn't want to talk to them, so they all felt that they didn't fit in! I've been with Xiaoya since I was a child, and I often help him get rid of the children who bully him, so I can't see him wronged! ”

What Fang Yuzhang said is the truth, after all, when Gao Yaqing was young, he didn't help him get rid of the children who bullied him.

"That day, I watched him die in pain, and I really couldn't bear it! What's more, he himself said that he didn't eat anything that day, and I stopped for a while before I ......"

Thinking back to what he did that day, Fang Yuzhang regretted it very much!

"Needless to say, how could I not know your feelings? It's not like I haven't experienced this before! I didn't blame you. ”

Since Fang Yuzhang knew last time that he had wronged Chi Lei, this matter has always been like a fishbone stuck in his throat, and he always feels uncomfortable, but he finally feels much better when he says it today.

However, he didn't believe what Chi Lei said that he didn't care about at all, he misunderstood him so much, if he really didn't care, it could only show that Chi Lei also had an attitude of not caring about him.

"Chi Lei, I'm sorry for that incident, can you give me a chance to make amends?"

Suddenly, Fang Yuzhang's tone became a little wrong, and his voice suddenly became a lot deeper and darker, with a demagogic magnetism.

"I told you, I didn't pay attention to that matter, you really don't have to care so much!" Chi Lei didn't notice that Fang Yuzhang was wrong, and was still trying to persuade him to let go of this knot.

"That's not what I meant! Chi Lei, I have misunderstood you in many places, but always when I decided that you were such a person, suddenly some people proved something to me, proving that I was wrong about you, and you brought me too many surprises! ”

Chi Lei raised her head and met Fang Yuzhang's eyes, and finally noticed the heat in his eyes.

"So I want to say, I really like you! I've told you this more than once, but you haven't replied every time, and you've always said a lot of unpleasant things to push me far, and now that there's no one else here, I can feel the change in your attitude in the past two days. ”

Speaking of this, Fang Yuzhang suddenly stopped, his whole person moved, and he tried to adjust his position, so that his eyes all fell on Chi Lei's body, and the expression on his face became solemn.

"I know you actually like me in your heart, don't you? Be my girlfriend! I don't want to see you always so close to other people, but you always push me out again and again, do you know how I feel every time I see you so close to Baixi? ”

This was said suddenly, Chi Lei didn't even know how to pick it up, when did he have such close contact with Bai Xi that he misunderstood?

"Fang Yuzhang, I'm ......" Chi Lei saw such a cautious expression on his face, and he couldn't say anything if he refused.

Fang Yuzhang slightly tightened the hand he held in his hand, "Chi Lei, promise me, okay?" I really don't want to be around you as a friend like that anymore. ”

Fang Yuzhang's hot gaze saw that his whole person seemed to melt, and he felt that he could indulge in his eyes next.

Chi Lei turned her head violently to avoid his gaze, "I, I'm ......"

Chi Lei hesitated, he had no such plans, and most importantly, he had his own worries.

He met Huo Ting in the previous book, and he was also assigned a task by the system, but the final result was skewed, and his final result was that he was punished and came to this book.

After coming to this book, he met Fang Yuzhang again, and he still completed it according to the task assigned to him by the system, but judging from the current situation, it seems that it is quite difficult to get Fang Yuzhang and Gao Yaqing together!

If you say that Fang Yuzhang doesn't feel anything in your heart, it is unrealistic.

There were many times when he could see Huo Ting's shadow from his body, and in many details, Fang Yuzhang was also able to make him feel the feeling of heartbeat, saying that it was impossible to say that he didn't have a feeling.

But he knew too well what would happen if he was with him.

It was enough for him to bear such a result once, he didn't want to suffer it a second time, and he never wanted to encounter such a heartache to death.

But what if you don't want to? In the final analysis, Fang Yuzhang does not belong to him, no matter what the result is in the end, Fang Yuzhang will not be much better than him.

Either he can't be with Gao Yaqing, a person, and he is as sad and sad as him, or he will slowly turn this past into a memory, and he will find another girl besides him who he likes so much.

No matter which of these two results is, for Chi Lei, none of them can make him less sad, rather than this, it is better not to let yourself have illusions in the first place.

"What are you worried about? Or are you worried about something? If you're worried about Xiaoya, I'll explain to him over there! But, Chi Lei, don't push me away anymore, okay? Just when I begged you. ”

Fang Yuzhang has already said so humblely, and now he has no face at all.

Chi Lei's brows were furrowed, the expression on her face was very complicated, and she couldn't tell what he was thinking!

Fang Yuzhang stared at him very hard, as if he hoped to let his eyes see through Chi Lei's heart and see what he was thinking.

Chi Lei didn't speak for a long time, but the expectation in Fang Yuzhang's eyes did not decrease at all.

"Fang Yuzhang, there are some things I know, and saying them will definitely make you sad, but no matter what, I have to tell you a fact, no matter what, the two of us will not be together!"

"Why!" Fang Yuzhang was not convinced, and roared in an angry low voice.

Chi Lei seemed to be iron-hearted, and the expression on her face also fell, "No reason, I don't like you, don't say these words again in the future, no matter how many times you say it, I still have the same answer!" It's simply impossible between us! ”

"You haven't tried it, how do you know it won't work?" Fang Yuzhang's tone was already a radical pleading, but Chi Lei was not moved.

"I just can't say no! I don't like you, and you're not for me! You have the brains to say these things to me here, so think about the topic I just told you! ”

Although Chi Lei felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, as if a knife was cutting at his heart, he had to be stubborn, so he had to turn his head away and not look at Fang Yuzhang's injured eyes.

"Why are you always like this? Every time I want to get close to you, you push me away like this, what? The feeling of someone chasing after you makes your vanity skyrocket, right? ”

Fang Yuzhang didn't know what kind of mood to use to face him, and he couldn't even control what he said, although he knew that such words could easily make Chi Lei feel hurt.

"Yes and what? I just have vanity, I just like a group of men to revolve around me, even if I am such a person, Fang Yuzhang, you still can't get into my eyes, don't you think it's sad? ”

Fang Yuzhang didn't expect that he wanted to taunt him, hoping that he could tell him the truth, but he didn't expect to be ridiculed by Chi Lei!

The heartbeat on the heartbeat monitor was noticeably faster, and he tried to take a few deep breaths and close his eyes again, which allowed himself to slowly recover.

"Can't you tell me why? Even if I die, let me die to understand! ”

He didn't ask for anything else now, he just wanted to know why he didn't have a chance!

"You don't know why, you just need to know that we are not suitable for each other, we have no results, and that's it!"

Looking at Chi Lei's resolute expression, Fang Yuzhang could clearly hear the sound of his heart breaking into several petals.

Chi Lei pushed him away again and again without any reason, which gave him a serious blow to his self-esteem!

"But when you were in the cave, and when you were in the hospital yesterday, I could clearly feel that you were responding to me, but why did you say that today?"

Fang Yuzhang was just not convinced, he just wanted to ask clearly!

"A hole is a hole, and yesterday is yesterday! It's just that you're a person who has just had surgery and don't dare to make you angry, so don't think too much. ”

"But ......!" Fang Yuzhang still has questions to ask, he still has a lot to say!

But at this time, the door of the ward had been pushed open, and Gao Yaqing walked in with the cloth bag she had just carried away.

"I'm so lucky! No one eats anymore, so it takes a while to heat them all up! Let's get ready and have dinner! ”

is completely different from the tense atmosphere between these two people, Gao Yaqing didn't notice that something was wrong with these two people, and he still looked like a mess.

kept chattering with these two people, talking about some trivial things he had heard from others along the way.

Chi Lei took advantage of Gao Yaqing's busy time and didn't notice them, and quietly pulled out her hand from under Fang Yuzhang's hand.

Fang Yuzhang felt his small movements, his fingers moved, he originally wanted to grab Chi Lei's hand, but found that he couldn't reach it.

After stretching out his hand twice at the air, Fang Yuzhang put down his hand completely.