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Summer vacation has passed again, every time this time, I always seem very sad, another year has passed, since ancient times sad spring and autumn, but I, but I am desperate summer, gray and cold winter.

That feeling is really gone, but at this time, the cold and the heat, the new and the old, always make me have a feeling of ice and fire traffic, always make me prone to an illusion of time and space blending, always reminds me of the midsummer miss of the Yiren, always reminds me, the person who sighs lonely in the dark night against the stars, always reminds me of the once upon a time, when I was still in junior high school, when I was lonely waiting for the train by the station sign, looking at the silence and the light snow flying in the sky, That loneliness, that gloom, that despair, want to think about it but it's so beautiful, because as long as you have it, it's all worth it.

The cold wind was blowing, but it reminded me that before the unknown fate was guided, in the biology examination room randomly selected by the whole school, right next to my desk, you were asleep, I secretly looked at your hair, your feet, that kind of apprehension, called love.

I'm like a thief, but I'm more like playing with fire, knowing that it's dangerous, but always because of its inexplicable attraction, in the end, it can only lead to you not being hurt.

I still remember, in that long ago, once once, that more ignorant than ignorant years, there was a coincidence, but let me have an experience that I have never had, I sat in the car, you stood beside me, suddenly a gust of wind, hair was lifted, wisps, scratched face, but so unforgettable.

I still remember that under the unknown fate, we went our separate ways, on the bus, I sat next to the back door of the car, you sat in front of me, although the small bench was small, but it could not hide your voice and smile.

Later, although they were in different classes, they were in the same school, I don't know if it was fate or God's joke, the two people who rarely or almost didn't see each other, the two who never started to talk to each other, and even the end was the same, but for some reason in each other's hearts, they left such an unforgettable experience.

I believe that you are the same, although you and I have not talked, the small dirt slope leading to the cafeteria in the school, the evergreen ginkgo on the side, I have really walked too many times, maybe because of this, I am so unforgettable, because the scene is emotional, as long as one day in school, one day will not forget, even if out of school, it will not be forgotten, because that scene, that scene, as long as the engraved disc, it will never forget, only because of the long time, which will cause it to be spent, resulting in blurring.

An unforgettable time during military training, but just because of you, I have never seen you so heroic, like a Valkyrie, I am in front of you, I always feel ashamed, I always dare not look at you, but I can't help it, because I can't help it.

Once when I was eating in the cafeteria, I met you, Huang who was sitting next to me, you chatted with him for a few words, and then I didn't say anything, I knew what you were waiting for, what you were looking at, I was really sitting on pins and needles at that time, but later, I hated! The past is always like a knife, it is so scraping the bones, making you want to cry without tears, making you depressed and wanting to die.

The corridor on the second floor connects the classrooms of the two buildings of you and me, at that time I always looked, looked at the class, looked after the class, I thought I was crazy, I promised my mother that I would not affect my studies because of my feelings, but when it came to practice, I knew that I couldn't do it.

I couldn't believe it, not that I couldn't accept it, but I didn't recognize you for a while, you seemed to be looking at me, and I would have been suspicious, but then I found out that it was really you, and I was very glad that it was you, because if I had known, I would not have dared to look at you.

I don't remember the date of a certain year, a certain month, a certain day, but I only remember that on the way to borrow a book from a group of classmates, a girl suddenly appeared, the warm winter sun dyed her hair golden, and her misty eyes were like stars, high above, looking down on all beings, and then, we passed by, but we didn't expect that we would never see each other again.

Later, every time I go to the corner of the stairs, I will remember, that time because of sleepiness caused by eyelid fighting, suddenly, a hand shook in front of my eyes, I turned around, you smiled, time seems to freeze here, an eternity, your morning smile in my heart, has always been in my heart, so that every time I think of my smirk and intoxication in one or two classes, I can't help but sink, because I feel happiness in despair, confusion, gloom, sadness.

Later, you are gone, you have long disappeared into the sea of people, I haven't seen you for a long time, on the one hand, I feel normal, on the other hand, I always hold a fluke, always think you are still there, but always hope that you are still there, but you are still gone, I never thought it would be such an ending, you say goodbye, it means that we are really over.

For this reason, I was silent for a long time, compared to you scolding me, because it was a long time when the bet confession failed, because I would never see it again, but the last side, it was so dramatic, every time I think about it, Xiaotupo's parting, is it the last declaration of fate for us, I don't remember anything else, but I only remember one thing, that is, your eyes, your still complicated eyes, but I always don't understand, what do you think, women's hearts, sea needles, for goblins who can't stay, even more so.

Later, I knew that your long hair was gone, and I knew that you had changed, and I had changed, and I didn't know if you were good or bad, but I was always sad, but it was just because, I figured it out, and when I saw this, I had to ask, what do you think I have figured out? Hehe, but I just figured it out, your love, and, mine, that's it, that's it. Alas.

30 August 2016