Chapter 588
It seems like this.
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But if this is the case, don't my own nonsense just now become empty talk, don't they become a real joke, and don't they become a useless exercise?
Forget it, I don't want to think about it, anyway, useless work is not useless work, these things are just Jiang has his own thoughts, and I don't know when I don't say it.
But if people say it and I listen to it, then I just don't know it, it's a little difficult, after all, I don't have any problems with my own hearing, even if I really have, then I won't let this matter be put in the open, let alone really let everyone know my own thoughts, and I won't let myself make my own thoughts known.
But what I'm saying doesn't seem to be of much use? But I just don't put things on the surface or even put them in everyone's place, and others will understand my own situation from the changes in my expression?
It seems to be true.
It's true that I'm like this, but Jiang You's personal identity is one hundred and eighty times more special than the rest of the people, I just want others to not see my mind, I'm afraid it's a little difficult, unless I hide my mind very deeply, others can't see it.
If I don't hide my mind enough.,Others can also come across something they can know with the calculation and guess.,It's not difficult to guess my thoughts in Xunyou.,In the final analysis, it's for the protagonist group of a few.,To put it bluntly, I hope that I can live.,Be able to live happily.,Instead of something happening at every turn.,Just cry yourself.,There's no way to laugh.。
I don't know how to cry and laugh, to put it bluntly, it's just a wooden flute that goes too far, what others say, I just do it and don't say it, and I don't have my own thinking mode at all, I don't want me to be that, so people think about it, as long as they don't say it, I would like others not to know anything, I don't know, I want my own mind only I know, except for myself, others don't understand this.
Even if I understand, it's just that my own thoughts are too obvious, so people guess these things, not because they have any means or ability to express my own thoughts on the surface.
Although my own thoughts are a little unreasonable, but to be honest, this is also what most people mean, and this is what our people want, Xitong and the others are because they have maintained the balance of this matter, so they decided to hide this matter from me.
Unless my own thoughts are expressed too obviously, those people generally don't say it and embarrass themselves, the other party is embarrassed, everyone is embarrassed, and there is not a single one of them who is not ugly.
If I do that, I will probably lose trust, and I won't be able to stay here all the time as people want, I always need to have a time to go out, a place to go out, and I always need to go back to the modern age, instead of staying here all the time.
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If it's really like that, to put it bluntly, the two of us have already been assimilated, I am Gu Changyu, Gu Changyu is me, and the two of us will become exactly the same existence, which is something I don't want to see.
Because I'm not him, even if I've been with him for a long time and even I've become him myself, I'm not after all, but Su Jiu, a modern person, so I definitely need to go back to my modern world after this incident.
After all, that place is mine, and the rest of the place is no matter how good it is, it is also someone else's, for example, which of my fathers and queens, for example, these people who are good to me without asking for anything in return, they are all Gu Changyu and not mine, I just like them, and it is impossible to rob them with others.
What's more, I now just have these because I occupy Gu Changyu's identity, if I don't have this identity, where are people looking at me more, how can people be so good to me as an insignificant person, isn't this just that it's impossible to think about it?
Thinking of this, I have some feelings in my heart, but in order not to let the people in front of me see any flaws, my own thoughts are still in my heart, not on the surface, let alone told everyone.
This is a good thing, not only a good thing, Jiang You is not happy with me now, after all, his own task is to look at me, as long as I am good everywhere, others can't see any flaws, just see it, that is also after I go back by myself, that is a good thing, this is also a key point in the successful completion of his own task, and the rest of the things have nothing to do with them.
As long as I can go back safely, even if there is really something, they will help me solve it, and they will definitely not look at me like this, because I can guess that there is something that I can't solve, if they insist on doing this.
After all, it can't be solved...
If that's the case, then it's better for them to solve it for me directly, get all those things that are not there, sort out all those bad things, and deal with all the troubles, so that it is much easier for me to do these things myself, and I don't have to work hard for this matter all day long, right?
Theoretically speaking, this is indeed the case, but these also need their willingness, if the other system is unwilling, I just do more, make things perfect, people are not willing, let alone choose to help me.
That's a big loss.
Thinking of this, I didn't choose to say this to Jiang You after all, but said, "I still have something to do, so I'm not here yet, Seventh Brother, goodbye." ”
"Goodbye." When Gu Changling saw that I was about to leave, he naturally didn't have the thought just now, but quickly stood up, "You can go." ”
After walking out of here, my original mood gradually improved, and I began to be happy.
And this happiness is not fate, but happiness without a source, I don't know why it suddenly happened, why I was so happy in a moment, and even when I didn't think of many things, it became like this inexplicably.
But now I can't imagine that I will always know in the future, and it will be a long time around, so even if I can't think of it, I can know this.
It's just a matter of time.
I didn't think much of it and just left.
The other side.