Chapter 253: Farewell

Probably hearing the sullenness in his voice, Nie Qingwan raised her brows, and then looked at him seriously.

Do you want to say that Nie Qingwan is not angry? How is it possible not to be angry.

It's just that although she is not very old, she is also twenty-three years old, after two dynasties, she is a person whose mind and city government are higher than many people, and she is three years older than Yin Xuan, leading and teaching him for so many years, even though Yin Xuan has grown to the point where many people are afraid, even if Yin Xuan's current mind and city government have begun to be unpredictable, but in front of Nie Qingwan, his heat is still much worse.

Nie Qingwan wasn't angry, Yin Xuan couldn't see it at all.

Seeing Nie Qingwan's gaze coming over, Yin Xuan also raised his eyelids lightly and looked over.

He thinks about her torment these days, but he doesn't dare to come again, although he always loses his temper during the day, he feels that he can't be irritable, but at night, he is lying in bed alone, and keeps telling himself that this kind of love is not right, he has embarked on a dead end, this road is not going to work, and it has to change.

Yes, Yin Xuan knows better than anyone that he can't love this woman, let alone think badly about her, he wants to correct himself.

He didn't want to ruin his relationship with her for his own reasons, and he didn't want to let this kind of untolerated feelings drag him down.

But every time he opens his eyes and thinks clearly, he understands it, and as soon as he closes his eyes, he can't help but dream of her.

There is no control at all, yes, no control at all.

The one in the dream he couldn't control at all, and he faded the restraint in the daytime, faded away from the forbearance in front of people, and became a complete beast, doing what he wanted to do but didn't dare to do, enjoying the bone-loving taste that he missed every day.

Because of such a dream, all his thoughts before going to bed were all in vain, and then the next day such a scene was repeated, repeated until now, Yin Xuan no longer knows how to settle his love.

But he knew very well that he could not continue.

The deeper he sinks, the more painful he becomes, and the easier it is to expose and the more dangerous it becomes.

only raised his eyelids and glanced at Nie Qingwan, and he quickly lowered his heart as if his heart was empty.

What he was weak in heart was that he was afraid that his feelings for her would be exposed, but in Nie Qingwan's eyes, his weakness came from the fact that he deliberately didn't go to see Longyang Palace, deliberately didn't try on the crown clothes, and deliberately made the child lose his temper like this!

At this time, you are still showing an unhappy look, what are you unhappy about!

Nie Qingwan didn't want to talk to Yin Xuan anymore, otherwise because tomorrow was the ceremony, and he didn't even try on clothes, Ao Jiang was forced to come to see her helplessly, explaining the reason, how could she send him to dinner!

Nie Qingwan turned her head and said to Ren Ji on the side, "Is dinner ready?" I'm hungry, so let's go ahead before I set it up. ”

Ren Ji sighed and reached out to help her.

Nie Qingwan stepped over and stood up, not waiting for Yin Xuan.

Yin Xuan saw her get up and leave, sat in silence for a while, and quickly stood up and followed.

He didn't get close, but he didn't fall far either, but seeing the distance between her and him, Yin Xuan still couldn't say how uncomfortable, this discomfort was like an invisible needle, piercing his heart, and every breath would hurt.

Yin Xuan thought about how to keep herself from hurting so much, and not letting her exclude herself from her world so much.

Isn't it, as long as he marries a wife?

Yin Xuan's eyes drooped slowly, at this time, he weighed the pros and cons, and felt that no matter how he resisted, in the end, he would have to compromise in the end, he had to marry a wife, he had to have a concubine, he had to have three palaces, he had to have six courts, and there had to be many, many women.

Rather than making her unhappy now, the two of them had a disagreement, and in the end, under pressure from all parties, they married a wife and accepted a concubine, so it is better to rely on her now.

Even if you can't marry her, you can see her every day and get along happily with her, and that's enough.

All he had to do was have her in his dreams.

After making a fuss for several days, he finally knew that he couldn't beat Nie Qingwan's Yin Xuan, so he accepted the reality of marrying a wife and a concubine.

So he went to the dining hall, and when he was eating, Yin Xuan said flatteringly: "Duke Xia gave me the list of concubines he listed today." ”

Sure enough, when this topic was mentioned, Nie Qingwan, who had been ignoring him all the time, and was even reluctant to throw a look at her, raised her eyebrows, looked at him, and asked, "Have you seen it?" ”

Yin Xuan said: "Not yet, when I ascend the throne tomorrow, I will take a good look." ”

Nie Qingwan was a little surprised, staring at him with big eyes for a long time, probably not understanding why he was suddenly so good at talking.

used to be dead or alive without marrying a wife or taking a concubine, but now he has suddenly opened his mind.

Although he couldn't figure it out, Nie Qingwan was still very relieved that he could think about it.

Maybe because he will ascend the throne tomorrow, he will soon become the emperor, and he knows what kind of task he should shoulder.

It may also be because the person in charge of this matter is Xia Qian, and Xia Qian can pacify most of the territory of the small country that has returned to Shun, so how can he not deal with him? It's not right to deal with it, Xia Qian is eloquent, and now he is the one with the highest merit on the merit record, Yin Xuan may not dare to go against him, so he can only compromise.

And whatever he compromised, it was good to compromise.

Nie Qingwan didn't force him, gave him enough time to choose, she said: "Ascend the throne tomorrow, but there are still a lot of things to be busy after ascending the throne, and marrying a wife and concubine is not a moment, don't be too anxious." ”

Yin Xuan said: "Hmm." ”

Well, I'm in a much better mood.

He thought, sure enough, he had to follow her.

And because he backed down and agreed to marry a wife and concubine, Nie Qingwan's attitude towards him really took a 180-degree turn, and after eating, he didn't drive him away directly, but called him to go for a walk, which simply flattered Yin Xuan, he had a long ...... I didn't go for a walk with her.

Yin Xuan smiled, and when he saw Ren Ji enter the house to carry the lamp, he reached out and snatched the lamp, walked up to Nie Qingwan, and carried the lamp for her.

Nie Qingwan looked at him.

That look made Yin Xuan quite uncomfortable.

He glanced down at the lantern in his hand, then turned his head to look at Ren Ji behind him, whose expression was difficult to describe, and Sui Hai, who followed from a distance, pretending not to see anything.

Yin Xuan: "......"

It seems really strange to be so attentive.

He was so excited that he forgot his identity for a moment.

Yin Xuan coughed lowly, pursed the corners of his lips silently, quickly found a reason in his mind that could match the number, and said softly: "Last time and last time, I didn't think it through, you think about me, but I always make you angry, you don't punish me, but I can't help myself, so tonight, I carry the lantern for you, which is my punishment for myself." ”

He didn't mention anything, only used words like "last time" and "last time", but Nie Qingwan understood.

Ren Ji and Suihai, who followed behind, also understood.

The prince said "last time", which is nothing more than the flower viewing banquet four years ago, when he criticized those young ladies for nothing, which made the queen mother angry.

This "last time" is really long enough.

It's hard for the prince to keep it in his heart.

It seems that he blames himself.

But the "last time" that the prince said was nothing more than the fact that Jade was sleeping in the bed, but he was ruthlessly killed.

The prince did not solve this matter correctly, the queen mother did not punish him explicitly, but in fact, if she didn't see him, she punished him.

It's hard for him to know self-punishment.

It seems that he is quite self-reproachful.

But you know that you blame yourself, why do you have to commit it?

Fortunately, I blamed myself a few times and figured it out.

Ren Ji lowered his eyelids, but he was very relieved like Nie Qingwan in his heart.

After Nie Qingwan heard Yin Xuan's words, she was completely angry, if she didn't let him carry the lamp, it seemed to refuse his confession.

Nie Qingwan thought for a while and said, "Then you can carry it." ”

Yin Xuan said in a low voice, "Hmm." ”

Well, the mood is much better.

Nie Qingwan walked forward, and Yin Xuan hurriedly entered the light to follow.

Because before the meal, Nie Qingwan said that she would take Yin Xuan to Longyang Palace to have a look, so the trajectory of this walk was towards Longyang Palace.

Nie Qingwan didn't bring the palace maid and eunuch when she came out, so she took Ren Ji alone, and Yin Xuan didn't bring the palace maid and eunuch with her, so she only brought Sui Hai, and the four of them walked slowly.

Yin Xuan walked beside Nie Qingwan with a lantern, in fact, there were palace lights everywhere in the palace, they were all walking on the main road, and the hall was very bright, but Yin Xuan still carried the palace lantern all the way.

It was the first time he had done something like this for her in all the time he had known her.

Is it a farewell to his feelings for her?

Yin Xuan thought quietly, sort of.

She illuminated the path of his life, and he also illuminated the way for her.

The Purple Gold Palace is quite far from the Longyang Palace, and it took more than an hour to arrive.

Because tomorrow is the ceremony, after the ceremony, Yin Xuan will move here to live, so all the decorative utensils in Longyang Palace have been completed, and even the palace maids, eunuchs and even the guards have been distributed, just waiting for the opening of Longyang Palace tomorrow and the emperor moving in.

The door was closed, and it was not locked, because it was still empty.

In those days, because of Yin Xuan's anger, Nie Qingwan didn't come, but Nie Wujing reported to her about the layout in Longyang Palace, and also asked for her opinion, and she also gave some suggestions, such as the main hall where Yin Xuan lived, and the decoration style was what she suggested.

However, Yin Xuan didn't seem to like it very much.

The two of them entered from the door, all the way to the main hall, which is the main hall where the new emperor wants to live, it must be full of golden, this color Yin Xuan actually doesn't like, what color does he like?

Yin Xuan thought about it, before the age of seven, he was not fond of any color.

After the age of seven, I was in no mood to think about it.

When he was eight years old, he fell in love with the red maple in the imperial palace and thought that red was the most beautiful.

Thinking about it now, he thought red was beautiful at the time, and then he was excited when he saw blood, just because she was obsessed with that red maple at that time.

It turned out that at that time, he had already begun to fall towards her.

Yin Xuan raised his handsome brows, followed behind Nie Qingwan with his hands behind his back, and entered the main hall.

As soon as he arrived at Longyang Palace, Yin Xuan handed over the palace lamp in his hand to Ren Ji, and now the palace lamp is carried by Ren Ji, but after entering the house, the palace lamp was placed in the foyer by Ren Ji first, so at this moment, the four of them walked into this brand-new palace that is about to usher in another emperor in the history of Dayin.

As soon as he crossed the threshold and saw the golden inlays in the room, Yin Xuan's brows furrowed, and the further he went, the more obvious the disgust in his eyes became, until he came back from looking at the main hall and even the master bedroom, he expressed his opinion on this color, and he said to Nie Qingwan: "I don't like this yellow, can you change it to red?" ”

Nie Qingwan said, "No." ”

Yin Xuan discussed: "Only change the carpet?" ”

Nie Qingwan said: "You don't have to toss the people below, this palace has been decorated two days ago, you didn't come to see it yourself, and now you are not satisfied with it, then you can only do it first, and when the enthronement ceremony is over, you want to change it yourself and change it yourself, but this color is set by me, and it is also the standard for the royal family to decorate the emperor's palace in the past, if you want to change it, I won't let you change it, you have to remember, outside the universe, see red is auspicious, within the universe, see yellow is auspicious, rely on killing when fighting, rely on benevolence when dominating, red is blood, yellow is good, Why does the emperor wear a yellow robe, that is to warn the kings with colors, to be a wise monarch with good deeds and virtues. ”

Yin Xuan just wanted to change the carpet, and he didn't say that he would change it all, just change the one in his bedroom, where he slept every day, decorate it with a carpet of the color he liked, what's not to do?

But he just said that, and she gave him so many words, and so many big truths.

Isn't it Mingjun if you change the carpet?

Yin Xuan pursed his lips, sometimes he felt that she was stereotyped and outrageous, but he didn't dare to disobey her, of course, if he didn't like her so much, he wouldn't care if he disobeyed her.

Yin Xuan said "oh", and stopped mentioning this stubble, it was rare that she was in a good mood today, he didn't want to ruin their good relationship because of an unimportant carpet, and Yin Xuan didn't mention it anymore, even if he later ascended the throne as the emperor, he could cover the world with a word, and he didn't replace these carpets and decorations that he didn't like.

In the early days when designing Longyang Palace, Yin Xuan had seen the drawings, and Nie Qingwan had also seen it, at that time, there was no estrangement between them, and the design of many places was a common idea of two people, and the original decoration had to be seen by two people, but a few days ago, Nie Qingwan was angry with Yin Xuan, and Yin Xuan deliberately did not come to Longyang Palace, so Yin Xuan didn't know that his main hall was personally decorated by Nie Qingwan, and later Yin Xuan knew, and he didn't dare to touch every scene and thing here.

After coming out of Longyang Palace, Nie Qingwan was tired and didn't plan to go back, so she asked Ren Ji to send someone to get Feng Yuan, and when she waited for Feng Yuan, Nie Qingwan asked Yin Xuan if she would go back by herself, or take her Feng Yuan back.

Yin Xuan said: "I'll walk back by myself." ”

Nie Qingwan said: "Well, go back and rest early, you have to get up early tomorrow." ”

Yin Xuan said: "I know, you also rested earlier." ”

Nie Qingwan smiled, this smile was really a shining light, and it illuminated Yin Xuan's heart alive, Yin Xuan saw her smile, the corners of her lips were slightly raised, and she was in a good mood and said, "You go to Fengyuan, it's already late." ”

As he spoke, he lifted his footsteps and stepped forward to help her and helped her onto the phoenix.

Originally, Ren Ji had already stretched out his hand to help Nie Qingwan, but he was preempted by Yin Xuan, Ren Ji was bored for a while, thinking that it was really the Queen Mother who had dried the prince for too many days, so that the prince was so attentive, and he rushed to light the Queen Mother at that time, and rushed to help the Queen Mother to go to Fengyun at this time, how could he be so obedient in those days.

Ren Ji shook his head again, laughed, and saw that Nie Qingwan was seated, Feng Yuan got up, he hurriedly saluted Yin Xuan, and followed Feng Yuan away.

Yin Xuan stood in front of the door of Longyang Palace, watching Feng Yuan disappear from front of his eyes until he couldn't see it, and then he walked back in another direction.

Follow the sea and follow suit.

After returning to the East Palace, Yin Xuan was not sleepy, probably because of the reconciliation with Nie Qingwan today, he was in a good mood all the way, and even flew around on the eaves wall with light skills a few times, and the galloping and jumping appearance obviously showed his heart of also galloping and leaping.

After entering the door, Yin Xuan asked Suihai to wait for him to change his clothes.

After washing up and leaving with the sea, the door was closed, and Yin Xuan wore a clean bright yellow undershirt and sat on the edge of the dragon bed.

The sheets have been changed, and the breath of last night has long disappeared, and every time he wakes up at night, he will open the window to disperse the smell of his bed, in fact, it is just the taste of his own person, but he is weak-hearted, and he has to open the window every time to feel stable.

Before, the bed was just a place of rest for him.

But now the bed is a paradise for him to secretly tryst with the woman he loves.

Yin Xuan reached out and touched the bed, his body fell down, and he was covered in the quilt.

Holding the quilt in his arms, as if holding his beloved woman, he thought silently, this is good, during the day he is the emperor, do the duties of an emperor, govern the country and the people, during the day he is her son, do the duty of a son, marry a wife and concubine, at night he is a real man, is her husband, he is in love with her on his dragon bed, enjoy everything that a couple should enjoy.

No one will know his secrets, he will not anger her again, he can take wives, he can take concubines, he can accept many, many women, but he will never touch them.

As for the troubles and problems that no heirs will bring, that is something to think about in the future, it has nothing to do with the present, he is still young, at least no one will bother him with this matter for at least five years, and she will not either.

In those five years, he was able to quietly enjoy the happiness of a tryst with her in a dream.

Yin Xuan thought about it, and he already felt very satisfied, really, his requirements are not high, he is willing to rely on her in everything, follow her in everything, and live with her for the rest of his life.

Sweetly fell asleep, he got his wish and saw the grace of his heart again, and spent a night of winding cotton.

The next day, Yin Xuan opened his eyes, his breath was slightly panting, but he quickly got up skillfully, opened the window, and went to get a new sheet and spread it on the old sheet, and the palace people would directly take off all the sheets when they came to clean up, so the new sheets would cover the traces on the old sheets, and then mix with other things, and after rubbing around, it was really in the hands of the laundry palace maids, and they couldn't see anything.

Yin Xuan did this every time, and after doing all this, he lay down again, pretending to be asleep, and closed his eyes, until he came to serve with the sea, he opened his eyes and sat up.

Sui Hai smiled and said, "Your Highness, today the slave is waiting for you to wear a crown robe. ”