Su Wanxin came back this time, and Fu Shihan did find that she was different from before.

Her personality is not as good as before, not so cheerful. Even if he laughs sometimes, his eyes are always a little gloomy.

She no longer goes for a morning run every morning, but she hates that she always has a sickly look on her face, so she will always put on makeup when she goes out.

She became timid and restless. Becoming a ......

It's not the same as before.

Fu Shihan saw all these in his eyes, but he really didn't think that she would have something to do with the word depression.

Fu Shihan closed his eyes and had a splitting headache.

It's his fault.

He's stupid.

"When she went to spend the night with you, she didn't take any medicine, but she also slept. I thought you could make her better because she was even willing to see a psychiatrist, which is really nice. ”

Mu Suyu whispered to him something that he didn't know.

"She hates psychiatrists because ...... Because he was once sent to a psychiatric hospital by a psychiatrist. ”

Fu Shihan breathed and turned his head to look at her.

"Yes, the same place that we thought only a madman should enter, and she was locked up."

Later, when Mu Suyu found her, she hugged herself and cried like a child, trembling with fear. Since then, there has been no mention of seeing a doctor.

"I asked her why she wouldn't tell you the truth. You should be able to feel that she's back this time...... It's not to make peace with you.

She said she didn't know she would make it to that day and didn't want you to be as scared as she was. I thought about it and thought it was right, because I didn't know how long she would live. ”

The reason why life is awe-inspiring is because it is impermanent.

Those who leave due to car accidents, air crashes, drowning, and other unexpected ways may be laughing with friends and family one moment ago, but the next moment, they are already separated by yin and yang.

No one is not afraid of life, and Su Wanxin is the same.

After all, she's just a girl in her early twenties.

When she was 2 years old and forced to leave due to a car accident, she opened her eyes again, and she was not even sure what had happened, but she had to bear the infamy and pain of being burdened.

Everyone said she was wrong, that she was ungrateful, that she was a white-eyed wolf, that she had lost her conscience.

But what did she do wrong?

She didn't know it herself.

All she knew was that she had just slept a little longer. When she woke up, she lost the whole world.

How happy she was in the Fu family for more than ten years, and how depressed she lived in the days after waking up from the car accident.

During those countless sleepless nights, she cried and hugged herself, and searched the Internet over and over again for news about the Fu family.

She knew that Li Mo's leg was broken and could not be cured.

She knew everyone was waiting for her to give an explanation, but ...... She can't give it.

She didn't dare to live, she didn't dare to die.

She wanted to go home, but she couldn't.

She was isolated and opposed to the people she had once been closest to.

She was so tired, so tired that she didn't have the strength to continue to persevere.

If it weren't for Fu Shihan's persistence and believing, perhaps, she wouldn't even be alive today.

It's not the first time that sleeping pills have happened wrong, just like Zhong Hyun said, taking antidepressants and sleeping pills in large doses for a long time will happen sooner or later.

Hallucinations, trance, restlessness. She became more and more like a psychopath.

So others said that she was not worthy of Fu Shihan, and she felt right.