Chapter 10 Diary

In a dark room, rows of calligraphy and painting antiques were placed on the gray and old furniture.

In one corner of that room, there was a small lampstand, about fourteen centimeters or so. The bronze table was tattooed with some very complex light patterns, which shimmered faintly in the darkness.

Very beautiful lines, like countless auspicious clouds competing with each other...... Quaint and beautiful.

The small lamp shook slightly, and then fell silent.

In the dark environment, there is an element called sleep.

............

The rain of the day finally passed, and Nanya City showed a moonlight beauty under the bright moon.

Not far from the hotel where Xiao Rin and his entourage stayed, it is a famous snack street.

Under that glorious moon, all those who had been suffocating in their cramped homes all day because of the rain poured out. It's like bathing in the moonlight, enjoying this rare dryness.

Loud laughter, smiling faces......... Chat on the street in twos and threes, talk about the latest news, or a group of friends order a table of exquisite snacks and feast on the side of the road.

Very plain everything, every city will have a microcosm like this.

Xiao Rin did not deliberately avoid the crowd, although he liked quiet places, he did not deliberately reject some lively places. She had forgotten for a moment what had just happened.

After buying a few skewers of barbecue in front of a stall, Rin heads straight back to the hotel.

The hotel where a few people stayed was arranged by the city government, and it should be good. Although I don't know what star it is, it must not be low if you look at a gorgeous and clean environment, humble and thoughtful service!

When she came back, Xiao Yin and Mo Li had already returned. After Meimei took a shower, the two little guys were watching a movie together on the bed without heart or lungs. Mo Li leaned half on the head of the bed, his mind focused on the computer screen in front of him. Xiao Yin was squinting slightly, lying in her arms, and her slender hands were exploring Xiao Li's body for a while......

And Mo Li didn't seem to care...... No, I guess I'm used to it. As the plot of the film develops, her eyes glow.

"Ahem, aren't you little couple too laid-back......" knocked on the door, but no one paid attention. Xiao Rin opened the door directly and came in, but what caught his eye was a scene that made him feel ashamed when he looked at it.

"Really, why didn't Sister Rin knock on the door!" As if stimulated, Xiao Yin suddenly got out of Mo Li's arms. His cheeks were a little red, and his hands were waving wildly as if to justify something: "We... We're not...... That's right, we're researching, yes, we're researching!"

"What's the matter...... The director himself is not the same~~" Mo Li didn't care at all, and clicked on the screen to pause with a big grin: "My sister is very beautiful in the month when I often go to the Affairs Department recently~~~ And I have a good relationship with Sister Rin~~ I also saw them hugging ......"

"Xiao Li, you want to die, shut up!" This time Cheng Xiao Rin blushed, and knocked Mo Li's head angrily. "I brought it to you, it's not bad~" handed over the barbecue in his hand.

"How's it going, are you done with it?" Rin asked earnestly as he picked up a bunch of big bites and took a bite.

"It's delicious............ Well, except for some corpses in the suburbs, the rest have been resolved, and they will probably all be done in two days. After nodding and swallowing the grilled squid in her mouth, Xiao Yin wiped her mouth and entered serious mode.

β€œ...... That's good!" Xiao Rin breathed a sigh of relief, he finally heard good news today. Tonight's incident left a very bad shadow in her heart, and she always felt a little ominous!

"Oh, it's delicious...... One more string!"

"Don't eat too fast, your soul is light, leave some for Xiaoyin!"

"It's okay, it's okay...... Xiao Yin has already eaten a lot today, and if she eats again, she will become fat!"

"Xiao Li~~ Are you looking for death!" With a black face, Xiao Yin snatched the half-eaten grilled squid in her hand and swallowed it in one bite!

"Woo...... My grilled squid ~~"

............ Game Midnight ............

"Sister Rin...... What do you think will happen to this fifteen? Will there be a lot of zombies?"

"Probably, the bodies that were found were only a handful after all...... There are always some corners that are missing. The fifteenth full moon night is the time when the zombie city descends. ”

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At night, Rin lay on her back on the bed and reached out from her clothes and pulled the notebook out.

The pitch-black cover is a bit worn, but unusually neat. Sniffing it gently, there seems to be a faint fragrance...... It's not like the smell of books, it's more like a girl's body fragrance. Unlike the faint sandalwood on Tsuki's body, this is a dark night fragrance.

The font is small and delicate, and even familiar people will not associate the elegant woman who writes this kind of character with Su Yun. Because in the office, when she signs documents, her words always look dignified and atmospheric.

Maybe the meaning of those things is too heavy for her.

"February 10, the moon is beautiful today......... The child I helped was very happy, and looking at the smiling cheeks, I suddenly felt that I had found the meaning of life. "This is the first page of the diary, which records the old events from more than ten years ago. It seems that she helped a child, but she didn't write down the specific experience.

Xiao Rin glanced at it and continued to flip through it.

"February 15. Today I helped a child who was out of school. Although I couldn't sponsor her to complete her studies, I did get her a chance, and if she could study hard, I believe that her future would be bright...... It's a good feeling!"

"March 18. Caring for an elderly person who is critically ill until her loved ones return. ”

"April 30. I was disappointed that the world was not as beautiful as I thought...... The people I helped, hurt me. I don't blame her, I'm sure there must be some kind of reason I can forgive...... But the heart hurts!" suddenly changed the originally passionate words, and it seemed to be a little sad.

In the next few pages, I regained the excitement of working hard for my dreams -- until that page.

"May 13th. Rain. Today...... One man died in front of me............ It turns out that people die. He's dead...... Gone, nothing. When a man dies, he disappears. All that's left is a pile of lifeless meat............... Isn't there a lot of people who are immersed in grief because they don't have my help...... Seems like it's time for me to do something...... Man, can you not die?" Thick sadness, through the diary, she seemed to see a figure crying in the rain.

The rest of the content seems to be lost and has no purpose.

"May 14th. Stay home all day and don't know what to do. Irritable, terrible......"

"May 15th. Stay home all day and don't know what to do. Irritable, terrible......"

"May 16th. Stay home all day and don't know what to do. Irritable, terrible......"

............ For a month in a row, the empty text was filled with all kinds of complex negative emotions, and the handwriting became more and more sloppy, and some of them could no longer see the specific meaning. The neat paper was messy and even scratched by the heavy nib.

"October 3. A lot of people go out for a walk, maybe I should go out for a walk......"

Turning the page...... Turning pages all the time. I don't want to see Su Yun like this, I don't want to peep at her cowardly...... She knew that if Su Yun was there, these things would never be willing to be peeped at. It's a taboo for one, a vague taboo!

Before you know it, it seems that a few years have passed.

has traveled to many places, and even left its footprints in the whole of China, but the sadness between the lines is becoming more and more profound. Perhaps, she can't hold it anymore. As he turned the page, Rin thought uneasily.

Suddenly, a bright red piece of paper caught her eye. Blinding Crimson ...... It's like being deliberately dyed red with blood. Deliberately leave a mark, leave a last mark of yourself.

"March 29. I think I've found the answer...... I think I can afford it!" she didn't say anything about the specifics, but......

"It should be this day......" sighed, Xiao Rin turned the page directly, not wanting to read it...... This is her last day as a human being. She wouldn't want to see her for herself, like that.

Journals were scarce in the future, sometimes months between pages.

It's been about two years or so now, and the boring words have a little bit of active notes.

"April 1st. I found it, and I was not the only stranger in this world...... It's just that that guy is so unconscious! No, I have to teach her how to survive. There was a heartfelt joy, different from the one that preceded it - it was narrower here, but it was also more real.

"Huh...... This guy!" Seeing this, Xiao Rin couldn't help laughing. 'The old mistake has been repeated...... No, it's not. It should be said that the character of the rotten good person who likes to help people turned out to be more than ten years ago. ’

"April two. Stupid, stupid...... This stupid!" is a very simple page, through the outline between the lines, it seems that the image of an angry big sister jumps on the page. Thinking of Su Yun's disobedient appearance of the calm guy who smashed the cup and still booked, Rin couldn't stop laughing anymore: "Haha...... Funny guy, what does the angry Su Yun look like? I don't seem to have seen it~"

A few months ago, even when she revealed the secret she should have buried deeply in front of her, she was still smiling.

"April 3. What a sloppy guy......"

"May 8. This guy is the most unconscious guy I've ever seen...... is obviously so weak, and he doesn't know whether he is alive or dead, and he actually braves the big sun to go out. What's even more infuriating is that the reason is just a small mouse...... I really want to hit her little head hard!!"

"June 1. Really, ignore her, stupid!"

"June 5. Maybe...... I was wrong. It's also a choice, no matter what, her choice, I respect!" The thick sleepiness is more of a doubt, and it is like a relief.

At this point, the account of her ends.

............

A few months ago.

"June 20. , Today Xiyi is gone, this person who has been with him for more than ten years is finally leaving him. The successor was a very young girl. But, it's a person I can't understand......"

Is this the first impression you made on her?

"June 22. Xiao Rin, her name is Xiao Rin...... Very hard-working, hard-working kid. There is always a smile on his face, but I don't know why, he obviously has a very mature temperament, but he has an immature baby face............ In short, he is a very cute child who likes to laugh. ”

"June 25. Rin always inadvertently tempted me, perhaps reminding me. A long-overdue ...... But, it doesn't matter...... Really, maybe that's the best outcome. I'm looking forward to it, even if the diary is only here, I don't have any regrets in my heart~~"

"July 1st. Tonight, I invited her to dinner...... She didn't say anything, just quietly accompanied me, and with her, there was a different feelingβ€”a feeling of tranquility that spread out from the depths of my heart. I love this kid very much, really...... Loved it!"

"The beginning of everything, the beginning of life, how many beginnings in life...... Maybe what awaits me this time will be an unimaginable beauty, and the heart that has been silent for a long time will start beating again...... Feeling the bright red flowing in my heart, it belongs to me and belongs to her............ This time, live for yourself!"

Seeing this page, the corners of Rin's mouth could no longer be calm, and a subtle arc bloomed for a long time when she was not paying attention. It is like the most beautiful flower in the world blooming, and it is like a brilliant moment of fireworks.

--- Turning the page again, the back is all blank.

'Erased or not written?'

"Su Yun, you troublesome guy, since you write a diary, you will keep writing it down~!" Rin scratched her head, her mouth broken in annoyance as she didn't get any more clues.

............@ya