Chapter 190: Flowers Fall, People Don't Know Death. 12
Yan Bai picked up the porcelain white teacup and took a sip, just as the wind blew the white silk tied to his eyes and gently hit the back of his hand.
The hands of men are cleaner and cleaner than the white silk.
"People who may not be able to see will have a clearer heart, and you are here of your own accord." Yan Bai pursed his lips and chuckled, tied Bai Aya's blind eyes, and looked at her intently, as if he could still see her appearance clearly, his words were soft, and he was spoiled for no reason: "Since you have found a way to solve the situation, why are you still not happy?" ”
He knows her current situation, and he knows that if she wants to solve her current predicament, she can only come to him, and she can only be him.
Since she knew what to do to solve her urgent need, she should be happy, so why should she struggle and be sad like this?
It's really redundant.
He was too clever and clear-minded, her heart couldn't help but tremble, and she said in a dumb voice with difficulty: "Do you know how I am going to solve the game?" ”
Yan Bai smiled and replied to the question: "You didn't kill me back then, but you just poisoned and blinded my eyes, you are really stupid." ”
is stupid and soft-hearted, if you killed him back then, why would you be in today's predicament?
The man's elegant and indifferent smile deeply pierced Xie Ronghua's heart, she really wanted his life back then, and at the last moment, she was soft-hearted, and she could save his life, but these eyes could not be saved.
In the face of such a betrayal, in the face of a vicious woman like her, this person has not been harsh from beginning to end.
Let her go, as if she had never hurt him.
Anxious and struggling in her heart, she couldn't bear it anymore, her emotions exploded, and she roared in a low voice: "It's you who is stupid, why don't you know how to escape?" ”
Since he can be counted as a matter of heaven and earth, why don't you know what the outcome will be if he stays?
He should go, go far, stay away from her, so that she will never find him, so that no one in the world can find Gongzi Yanbai.
The smile on Yan Bai's face faded a little, and he drank the cup of tea in one gulp, and said with a faint smile: "Whether you are stupid or stupid, you can't win a deep love in the world." ”
In the years they were together, she was often irritable, always reminding him that in order to be with him, she gave up everything and was desperate.
He returned her a desperate love.
"In this way, can it be regarded as a consolation for the grievances you have suffered over the years?" He smiled and smiled, and those smiles faded away.
Xie Ronghua choked, his proud head finally lowered slowly, and he laughed bitterly: "If there is anything to be wronged, it is all self-inflicted." ”
She was the one who had to follow him back then, and the hardships she suffered were really not bitter.
"Follow me with a cloth cloth, how can you not be wronged?" Yan Bai condensed, sounding a little ethereal: "In those years, far away in a poor country like Suizhou, no one knew when you went out, you were angry outside, and you always complained when you returned home, blame me for not being able to make you glorious, the small house, you live uncomfortably, compared to the wide mansion compound of the Hou Mansion, the subordinates are always clumsy, disturbing you unhappy, follow me, it really hurts you." ”
He wanted to pluck the stars in the sky and give it to her, but what she wanted was never these stars and moons, and it was indeed his fault that he couldn't give her what she wanted.
Listening to his words, Xie Ronghua remembered little by little those who were deliberately forgotten by her, bit by bit, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea.
At first, she thought she had met love, but after she really got this person, she suddenly regretted it when she encountered those trivial things in the world.
Those fireworks in the human world smoked so much that she didn't even open her eyes.
She did not like that kind of life, for fear that her body would be covered with dust, so she would forget the nobility and pride of her lips and become a vulgar thing.
Yan Bai, he is a person, no matter where he goes, in what kind of situation, he doesn't seem to have changed at all, he still has a fairy aura and a smooth ink painting.
He lives in the fireworks of the world, but he is not the slightest bit cheesy.
She can't stand such a gap, obviously, the two of them are in the same house, but she is becoming more and more irritable, looking forward to the outside world more and more, but Yanbai, just like that, is lifeless, leisurely stuck to one side of the world, happy and happy.
At that time, she realized that she and Yan Bai were really people from two worlds.
It's really ridiculous, there is not much contradiction and estrangement between her and Yan Bai, but the more she looks at her, the more unpleasant she becomes.
Even when it was time to separate, Yan Bai never quarreled with her.
She lied that she wanted to go back to Chang'an to visit her parents, but in fact, she was determined not to return to Suizhou again, and she wanted to come to a smart and transparent person like Yanbai, which can be seen.
That day, he hugged the three-month-old who was still there, standing on the street in the cold winter, watching her leave, always smiling.
The man gently shook the crying little milk baby in his arms, coaxed softly, and was gentle to the extreme.
The snowflakes slowly shook around him, and she occasionally turned around and saw him standing on a snowy street corner, unspeakably distressed.
But she's still gone, isn't she?
The past was floating in front of her, and she couldn't help but reddened her eyes, tilted her head slightly, and asked in a choked voice: "Do you blame me?" ”
It must be resentful, although his words are light, but the meaning of it, no matter how you listen to it, I feel that there is some ridicule.
However, Yan Bai is a person who sees everything very thoroughly, sees it very openly, and is wanton and ruffian, these words cannot be said to be resentment.
"No complaints." Yan Bai replied simply, smiled slowly, poured a cup of hot tea into his cup, and was not afraid of being hot, took a sip of it, and seemed to have a heat when he spoke: "In Yan Bai's life, the last thing he will do is regret." ”
The person he chooses, the path he chooses, he never complains, and he never regrets it.
Xie Ronghua heard him say so lightly, and his heart was even more like a knife, and he could be so comfortable and free, it must be because he didn't love it.
Realizing this, she slowly hardened her heart.
It's better not to love it, she can do it, can she be more reasonable?
Unconsciously, a hint of sarcasm appeared, he couldn't see it, but his heart was as bright as a mirror, and he felt it.
The man put down the teacup and suddenly picked his lips and smiled: "If I ask you, since you have left the palace, are you willing to give up today's plans and fly away?" ”
He is still making his last efforts, and I guess he has some illusions about her, right?
Xie Ronghua thought so, it was ridiculous, as usual, her choice was still firm, looking at the direction of the palace, and stubbornly raised her voice: "You don't regret your choice in your life, so how can I regret it?" If you choose the supreme power, you will never retreat. ”
"It's a shame." Yan Bai shook his head infinitely regretfully, and when he laughed, his white face was mostly the ruthless appearance of the child, he turned his head to drink tea, and whispered: "This is your last chance." ”