Barren Encounter Chapter 22: The Wind Blows (1)
"I... I still have to leave beforehand," Dadi found a reason to escape before Xiao Si could speak.
Xiao Si turned his head again and saw Qian Zheng staring at him with a smile, as if to say that what I said was the truth. Xiao Si thought, forget it, anyway, this dinner is really delicious and delicious, so I won't worry about this person. However, there are some things that Xiao Si still wants to explain to Qian.
Xiao Si led Qian back to the basement, and now she feels that it is safe to stay in the basement. The two sat on the edge of the bed in the basement, looking at Xiao Si sideways, quietly waiting for Xiao Si to speak first. He felt that after tonight's events, Xiao Si would definitely have a lot to ask himself.
"Qian," Xiao Si was silent for a moment before speaking, "In the future, if there is such a thing in the future, can you ventilate first, tell me, so that I can have a mental preparation, otherwise I am afraid that if I can't cope with it myself, it will affect you,"
Qian chuckled in his heart, he thought that Xiao Si would ask him why he took her to such a dangerous place, why he didn't say a word and pulled her to make him a tool, but Xiao Si just hoped that he would tell her when he took action in the future, and he didn't have a word of accusation against him. Qian felt that she liked this girl more and more, so good, so kind and considerate.
"Xiao Si, if I don't tell you, I'm afraid that you will be nervous, and I'm afraid that you will show flaws because you are worried," Qian gently turned Xiao Si around and faced him, "In the future, if there is such a thing in the future, I promise you, I will definitely tell you in advance, okay?" ”
Xiao Si nodded. Xiao Si thought of what Qian just said, looked up at Qian and asked, "Qian, that, if you really lack funds, I can do without those money, and you give me too much, I can't use so much,"
Qian stared at Xiao Si quietly for a few seconds, and then took Xiao Si into his arms, he didn't know what he should say to express his affection for the girl, in order to live up to the girl's kindness to him. Qian gently rubbed the top of Xiao Si's head and gently told Xiao Si, "If you take this money, it should be saved for you first, if one day I am really poor and have no money, I will come to you again, okay?" ”
The little four, who was hugged by Qian, closed his eyes and enjoyed the feeling of Qian's warm breath spreading throughout his body. This feeling of being protected by someone has not been experienced by Xiao Si for a long time, and his face can't help but be filled with a satisfied smile.
After enjoying it quietly like this for a while, Xiao Si whispered to Qian, "No one has hugged me like this since my grandfather died, Qian, I like you to hold me like this, I have an indescribable sense of security, and you have been holding me like this since then, okay?" ”
Qian wanted to promise her, telling her that he was willing to hold her like this all the time, but his identity was always an obstacle between them, so that Qian could never make any promises to Xiaosi.
Xiao Si felt that Qian's body had become stiff, so he raised his head and saw that Qian's eyes were full of forbearance when he looked at him.
"Qian, what's wrong with you?" Xiao Si didn't understand why Qian suddenly stared at him with such eyes.
"Little Four, actually, there's something I've always wanted to tell you," Qian helped Xiao Si up and asked her to sit up straight in front of her.
"What's the matter?" Xiao Si can feel Qian's nervousness, what is it that can make Qian so nervous?
"Little Four, actually, I'm not an ordinary person," Qian's eyes stared at Little Four tightly.
"Not an ordinary person?" Xiao Si seemed to understand what Qian was going to say, but he felt that Qian was going to say more than that.
"I'm a mutant in your ordinary population, I'm a person with multiple personalities, and I'm just a sub-personality, I'm a sub-personality that may be suppressed by the main personality at any time, or even disappear," Qian lowered his head and closed his eyes in pain, not wanting to look at Xiao Si's eyes after hearing these things.
Qian, who had his eyes closed, could feel the stiffness of Xiao Si's body. Maybe she was shocked by her identity, or maybe she was angry at her deception, she didn't dare to look up, she didn't want to look at the angry and angry eyes of the little four.
After a long time, Qian didn't hear Xiao Si's angry questioning, just quiet, but this made Qian even more uneasy. When Qian finally mustered up the courage to raise his head and open his eyes, he saw not a pair of angry and questioning eyes, but a pair of sad and sad eyes. Qian's heart trembled slightly.
Xiao Si slowly raised a hand to cover Qian's cheek, her eyes gradually burst into tears, she wanted to comfort Qian, and wanted to make that painful look no longer appear in Qian's eyes.
"Qian," Xiao Si said softly, wanting to comfort Qian, "Don't be sad, it doesn't matter if you're not an ordinary person, it's just that it doesn't matter if you're a sub-personality, you're already very powerful, obviously you have multiple personalities, but you have to lead ordinary people to resist the oppression of those people." Qian, don't be sad, that, I've seen a lot of sub-personalities with multiple personalities that can coexist with the main personality forever, I like you, I won't change because you are a sub-personality, maybe I'll be worried in the future, I'll be afraid, but like is like, there's no way to change, I'll try a lot to be better for you in the future, don't worry, Qian,"
"Don't you blame me for hiding from you for so long?" Qian stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on Xiao Si's face, although there was no accusation, but Qian's mood became even heavier.
"Strange, how can it not be blamed, if you had told me earlier, I would have treated you better," Xiao Sihong swollen his eyes in thought, "Qian, I know that you are afraid that I will not be able to accept your identity, but you really don't have to worry, I can really accept it, and in my opinion, some ordinary people change their faces, it is really faster than turning a book, in comparison, I think you are much better than them in such a tangible face, at least I know who I am facing,"
Qian didn't expect Xiao Si to explain the difference between ordinary people and them in this way, but the fact that he might be suppressed also made Qian unable to let go, "Little Si, aren't you afraid that I will suddenly disappear one day, be suppressed, and never appear again?" Or when you're with me, and suddenly I'm not me, aren't you afraid? ”
"I'm afraid, how can I not be afraid, but I'm afraid to be afraid, I like to like to like, those are two different things, I've met such a patient before, and suddenly he became a different person, and he said a lot of things to me, which made my head bigger," Xiao Si tried her best to behave very relaxed, she knew that Qian must be very uneasy now, and she was afraid that she would dislike him.
Although Chimi Xiaosi was still a little nervous and cramped, he tried his best to talk to himself, obviously not wanting to worry about himself. Qian's heart was overflowing with gratitude and love for Xiao Si, "Xiao Si, thank you,"