Mom continued: "I'm sorry baby, we thought that learning was the most important thing for you, so we ignored too many things, and we thought that by providing you with the best learning environment, we could let other things go unnoticed to you."

I've always brought home the emotions from work, and my most precious daughter almost left me forever because of my negligence and resentment, I'm not a good mother, and I don't deserve to be a mother, I ......"

The mother cried bitterly as she spoke, she has been doing wrong for so many years, and every time she encounters something, the first thing she thinks about is that parents are so difficult, why don't children understand them, but she didn't think about it, and the pressure on the children themselves is not less than theirs.

When she saw the test report, when she heard what Fang Zhan said about Xi Fan's recent situation, when she pretended to inadvertently see the scar left on her daughter's wrist, it made her heart twist like a knife again and again.

Xi Fan is the baby she conceived and born in October, how could she not love it, it's just that her love is in the wrong way.

It was she who was wrong.

"Mom, don't cry." Xi Fan wiped away her tears for her mother.

For a long time, the stone that pressed on my heart suddenly disappeared, and it turned out that many things, as long as you say them openly and honestly, will always be solved.

Parents may not understand, but if they don't say it, how can they possibly understand?

She should have been braver.

For the first time with my parents, in addition to studying, I talked about it late at night, during which there were laughter and tears.

It also mentioned the thing that made Xi Fan the most painful.

That year, a child was abducted from their neighborhood, and the mother had been very worried about it.

When she came back from grocery shopping and saw Xi Fan outside, her mother's mind was blank, especially when she heard that the doll was lost, her first reaction was that if Xi Fan was also lost, the world would collapse.

Therefore, she was very angry and committed that irrational behavior, which caused irreparable pain to Xi Fan's young heart.

The past is irreversible, and the future can be expected.

Only then did Xi Fan understand what the uncle always said to her meant.

Let the past pass, those pains have already happened, irreversible, and the future is what she should grasp.

Since both parents had already talked about the matter, Fang Zhan during the summer vacation went home at night as if he had grown up in Xi Fan's house.

Every day is like a piece of dog skin plaster, and I can't wait to grow on Xi Fan.

"I said you're almost enough, get up, I'm going to be crushed to death."

The two of them were watching TV on the sofa, and they were sitting well at first, looking at it, Fang Zhan's whole body was crooked on her.

Xi Fan felt like a big pillow, and Fang Zhan's head, hands and legs were all resting on her.

"No." Fang Zhan tightened his arms again and rubbed Xi Fan's cheek: "I like to hold you, it's comfortable." ”

"But I'm not feeling well!" Xi Fan rolled his eyes: "It's hot!" ”

Fang Zhan suddenly laughed evilly, and whispered in Xi Fan's ear, "Is it hot...... That's not as good as us...... Ouch! ”

Without waiting for Fang Zhan to finish speaking, Xi Fan put his elbow on Fang Zhan's stomach and didn't let him continue.

"Don't play hooligan!"

Fang Zhan sighed, and then said very aggrievedly: "What I want to say is, it's better for us to eat a popsicle when the weather is so hot, Fan'er, where do you want to go." However, if you really want to, I can't do it...... Ah, you really beat, murder your husband! ”

Xi Fan really had to give Fang Zhan an elbow! Then he broke free from Fang Zhan's embrace and walked back to the room.

What kind of boyfriend did she find, it's so shameless!