Chapter 279: Rising from "Me" (37)

Seeing Xi Fan standing there stiffly, his body seemed to be covered with a layer of gray, and Fang Zhan still didn't understand something.

With a silent sigh, he stepped forward and hugged the person in his arms to comfort him.

"I like you, whether it's lively and cheerful, gentle and demure, even if it's gloomy and indifferent, it's all you, as long as it's you, it's all right. Don't be afraid to back down, I'm not that superficial. ”

Xi Fan knew that his state was wrong, but he couldn't help but deny it: "Impossible, 'she' is right, rather than you think I'm boring, pathetic and hateful in the end, it's better to let it go now."

Don't waste time on me, I'll drag you down, you could have gone to the best university, but you gave up for me, you see I'm already dragging you down, I also want you to be happy, I hope you can live better, give up on me, you deserve better people. ”

Fang Zhan just listened quietly, letting Xi Fan vent all the uneasiness in his heart, and when she finished speaking, he touched her hair and said, "I said, I won't give up on you, I won't leave you, you can't get rid of me." ”

Someone once said that when the emotions of depressed patients come up, even dogs dislike them, which is enough to prove how tormenting that emotion is.

At that time, Emperor Chaoyuan went to find his uncle, and what he asked in his dream was how to cure Xi Fan, how to get that red Xi Fan to leave her.

The uncle said that if Xi Fan can be completely healed, it is not something that can be completed overnight, no matter how good and perfect her external performance is, it is just pressing the hidden danger in her heart, and if she doesn't break out now, it doesn't mean that she will never break out.

If you want to solve it completely, you must find the motive for the appearance of Red Xi Fan, and then let "her" completely let go of the obsession in her heart, as long as she lets go of the obsession, "she" will dissipate.

Only in this way will Xi Fan's hidden danger be completely eliminated.

Until then, companionship and understanding are the best medicine for people with depression. This is very demanding on the other half, and when a person with depression is at the onset of the disease, being her other half will also be quite painful, which is not something that ordinary people can bear.

But depression can be cured as long as it persists. It's just time.

Now, Fang Zhan already roughly knew the motive for Red Xi Fan's appearance, and all that remained was to let "her" let go of her obsession, and all of this could be solved.

When Xi Fan recovered from that desperate state, she found that she didn't know when she was carried back to the room by Fang Zhan, and the two of them were hugging each other and lying on the bed.

Fang Zhan had already fallen asleep and seemed to be very tired.

Yes, in the face of her hysterical denial and rejection, how can you not be tired in the face of her hysterical denial and rejection, not only to control her not to hurt herself, but also to constantly appease her feelings of loss.

Stretching out his hand, slowly drawing Fang Zhan's eyebrows, Xi Fan felt guilty in his heart.

I said silently in my heart: Actually, I don't want you to leave, I hope to be brought to the sun by your light and feel the beauty of the world, but at the same time I don't want you to stay, I am afraid that you will be led into the abyss by me, and there will be no return. I'm sorry to make you sad to meet me like this.

The hand that was depicting the eyebrows of the person in front of him was suddenly caught.

Fang Zhan gently put the finger that grabbed Xi Fan to his lips and kissed it, and said in a daze, "Honey, it's early." ”

Xi Fan's face turned red, and then spit on him: "It's early, it's going to be dark, get up quickly, my mother is coming back." ”

Stretching out his hand to hug the person who was about to get up, Fang Zhan controlled the person in his arms like an octopus and didn't let him go: "Don't, I haven't slept enough, stay with me again." ”