Both of them are too arrogant in their bones.

A young and vigorous, unmistakable, and sensitive.

One has lost his love, lost his mind, and said nothing.

No one refused to let go of the pride in their bones first, bowed their heads and spoke.

Since then, he has been in a state of not seeing the king, and has gradually drifted away......

Come to think of it, it was really-

It's naïve.

A wry smile appeared on Ming Ge's lips.

Jiang Xinger cried all the time, as if he wanted to cry all the negative emotions in the past three years.

In the end, she silently shed tears and opened her mouth, as if she was talking, and as if she was muttering to herself: "Ah Zhao has a good water nature, the dean's mother once said that he was an abandoned child by the river, and the name was taken from the poem 'The breeze blows the hills, and the bright moon shines on the river', Ah Zhao said that he didn't care on the surface, and he always minded abandoning him by the river in his heart, and wanted to drown his parents, so he knew water when he was very young, unlike me, I was a landlubber, he swam very well, so he was ...... at the beginning."

"The one who went to die should have been me."

Ming Ge's voice fell from the top of Jiang Xinger's head, "You are the ones who value each other more than your own life, and it was his choice to save you." ”

"There is nothing in this world that should or should not be, only willing or unwilling."

"He is willing to die for you, and you are willing to live hard for him."

……

This sentence made Jiang Xinger inadvertently think of the moment when she and Jiang Zhao fell into the river with a car, when Jiang Zhao rescued her, he hugged her hard and said in her ear: "Xing'er, promise me to live." ”

Just because of Jiang Zhao's words, even if she has lived so painfully and so hard all these years, she still forces herself to live.

Even with Jiang Zhao's share.

Jiang Zhao wanted her to live, so she worked hard to live.

Jiang Zhao likes music, likes to write lyrics and compose, and has outstanding musical talent, she has to work harder than ever to live like Jiang Zhao.

She now has a smooth star journey, full of stars, and glory, as Jiang Zhao once hoped.

So—

Jiang Zhao, did you see it?

……

After crying happily, Jiang Xinger's whole body has a lot less negative, gloomy, and world-weary emotions.

Half of Ming Ge's shoulder was wet with tears, she didn't care, she was very happy when she saw Jiang Xinger's changes in her eyes, she only hoped that Jiang Xinger could figure it out, and stop continuing to be decadent and disgusted with the world, and embark on the old road of cutting her wrists and committing suicide in her previous life......

Jiang Xinger pursed his lips and asked, "You came to me today just for "Immortal in the Clouds". ”

She was like a hedgehog covered in thorns, revealing her softest belly when she cried out, but once she came to her senses, she turned into a cold appearance again.

Compared with three years ago, it reveals an impersonal taste that does not eat the fireworks of the world.

However, Mingge didn't mind, she already knew what Jiang Xinger's personality was, she looked cold and difficult to contact, but once you walked into her heart and were taken to heart by her, you would find that she was really a very good and gentle person.

Jiang Xing'er is in a cold hedgehog state, just because of ...... It's just insecure.

Abandoned by her parents since she was a child, she grew up in an orphanage, and lacked the most basic love from her family, such a girl has self-pride and deep anxiety in her bones.

Once Jiang Zhao was the faith and light of her whole person, after Jiang Zhao's death, the pillar of her spiritual world collapsed, plus Ming Ge said some heart-wrenching words in the past, even if the misunderstanding is solved now, but the rift still exists, and it is impossible to act as if nothing has happened, so it is reconciled as before.

Back then, after calming down, Jiang Xinger probably knew in his heart that he might not be the police of Mingge.

This matter is full of suspicions, and she just ...... Angry.

If Jiang Xinger really believed that Ming Ge had called the police, so that she and Jiang Zhao did not escape from China, but were chased and surrounded by the police, causing Jiang Zhao to fall into the river and die in order to protect her, then she would not have been able to say so many words to Ming Ge before.

Ming Ge fully understood Jiang Xinger's vigilance and precautions at this moment, just like in his previous life......

So, she shook her head and said good-naturedly, "Yes, not exactly." ”

"It's not a secret, the Praruo of "Immortal in the Clouds" was written by me based on you, and Liao Jiasheng, the director of Liao, has not found a suitable person to play the two heroines in this drama, so the heart of one of the two heroines is topped by me, and he knew that Praruo was written based on you, and he intended to invite you to play Pranya, so he contacted your agent Lisa, who knows, you refused."

"Director Liao is such a talented director, he has his own arrogance, he wanted to change his mind, I told him...... Able to convince you. ”

Jiang Xinger pursed his lips, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and he didn't speak.

Ming Ge's lips naturally curved in an arc, "Of course, don't get me wrong, I said that I didn't come entirely for "Immortal in the Clouds". ”

"You're the right person to play Prajna, but you're not the only one, and if you don't want to, I don't force it, I just think it...... I owe you an apology, an explanation, and a name for myself. ”

"Although I Mingge is not a good person, I am doing right, sitting upright, what I haven't done is what I haven't done, and I really didn't call the police back then."

"After all, Jiang Zhao ...... It's also my friend. ”

She and Jiang Zhao don't have much deep friendship, they belong to the relationship between good friends' boyfriends, and they meet a few times occasionally and get along well.

At that time, the 18-year-old boy would intimately bring her a cup of white peach oolong flavored milk tea that she liked when she bought milk tea for Jiang Xinger, and said, "Thank you for taking care of Xinger." ”

So—

Ming Ge said: "Jiang Xing'er, even if it's for Jiang Zhao, please come out." ”

"My musicianship can't compare to you, from the group to now, but I will listen, in your new songs in the past three years, I heard a kind of world-weary dull air, your soul was cut in half, and the living half sank into the icy bottom with Jiang Zhao, and the rest of the ......"

"Withered, decayed, dull."

"The reason that supports you to live must be what Jiang Zhao told you before he died."

"You work hard to live like Jiang Zhao, writing songs day and night, constantly pushing your limits, in fact, when music becomes a burden, you are not happy at all."

"I don't think Jiang Zhao would want to see you like this, watching Jiang Xinger, who he saved with his life, become a walking corpse."

"So, Jiang Xing'er-"

"Come out and try to live differently."

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(2000 words)