Chapter 105: You Are Me, I Am You
"Who are you?" The woman on the soft bed writhed uneasily, her face pale from the aqua blue bedding.
In the distance, a woman in white couldn't see her face clearly, but she walked over vaguely.
"I'm you." Her voice was filled with a sigh and a gloom.
"You, me?" Huo Shui'er looked at her as if she was looking in a mirror. The same beautiful face, but a different skirt.
"yes." She walked over slowly and smiled at Huo Shui'er, as if there were small stars in her eyes, and soon disappeared again.
Huo Shui'er pointed to herself, "Why am I here?" ”
"You belong here." She nodded, as if affirming her own Fa.
"And who are you?" Huo Shui'er pointed at her.
"I'm you." She smiled.
It felt so weird that she suddenly got goosebumps. I even wondered if this was an experiment done by some crazy scientist.
Everything is yourself, a big dream.
It's like someone, suddenly a person who looks exactly like you appears and tells you that she is you and you are her. Isn't that ridiculous?
"Don't be afraid." She seemed to know what Huo Shui'er was thinking, and explained. "You just forgot something, I'll tell you about it, maybe you remember."
"What did I forget?"
"We've had no mothers since we were kids, you know."
The word "we" always made Huo Shui'er feel weird. It's just that I desperately want to know the truth, so I can't care about these details. "Hmm."
"It was really cold that winter." In order for Huo Shui'er to be immersive, the woman changed her narrative perspective. "You are wearing a new red jacket and skirt, you want to go to your father, you want to go out of the house to play, he has always been very strict with you, even indifferent to you, but you wear red, and he is always extra tolerant of you."
"But as you passed through the garden, you met Zhu Zhu. She speaks ill of you. At this point, the woman stared at Huo Shui'er without blinking, wanting to see if she had anything to think of.
The girl's joy and admiration for her father were all shattered in one sentence.
"Do you know why Uncle hates you? Because you are your mother's wild seed, you are nothing but a wild seed. ”
"The water is so cold. You're most afraid of the cold, but you don't struggle for a moment. I really want to sleep like this, forever and ever. ”
Huo Shui'er hugged her head tightly, tears flowed down unconsciously, and muttered to herself, "I'm not a wild seed, I'm not, I'm not a ......"
"Of course you're not. She's nonsense. She hugged her softly and murmured. It's not going home. ”
"You ......" Huo Shui'er held her hand, it was as cold as heavy snow in the middle of winter, and the woman's body seemed to be gradually transparent. Will it disappear? ”
"I am your divided mind, and if you are sober, it is time for me to leave." The woman smiled.
"So, I can't go back?"
"This is where you're going to be."
"But...... In that world, I also have good friends...... "They are so warm and real."
"That's the future you, she's still alive, it's just you, it's time to come back."
"What you think is true is nothing but confusion of mind. What really exists is you in this world. The woman hugged her with a hazy body.
"In this world, there are people who love you, people you love, and you still have so many things to do, don't you?"
"Someone I love?" Huo Shui'er muttered.
"Someone I love?" She repeated the phrase as if she had returned to that sunny afternoon.
The girl raised her immature face, and her smile was more dazzling than the sun, "Brother Prince, do you eat sugar?" ”
"Lonely is not a child, a child eats candy."
still returned to the endless darkness, "Brother Prince, the water is really cold. ”
"Don't be afraid, I'm here."
That knocked over the ink, "In the book, my fair lady, the gentleman is good." Shui'er also wants to be a lady, will the prince's brother marry me later?"
"Half of my daughter's family is reserved and there are no cherry blossoms" Although the man's tone was reproachful, the corners of his lips were slightly hooked, and his eyes were full of unconscious spoiling.
"The one I love ......"
"His Royal Highness the Crown Prince and the girl of the Su family are really a wonderful couple, and they built the land."
"You are calculating Lonely's heart step by step, calculating Lonely's sincerity, you want to marry me, in fact, just to ask for the truth in your heart?" The man's almost crazy face, his paranoid eyes, and the woman's pale tears didn't seem to matter that much.
Weak explanations, crazy thoughts, days and nights of waiting.
"Since you don't believe me. Why bother to wronged you, be my queen. The man brushed his sleeves away.
The big red candles, the mandarin ducks in pairs, and the glasses and wine...... The shy bride, it's not her. If you can really do it all over again, if you do it all over again......
"I'm leaving." The woman's body slowly shrank into light and shadow.
"Remember, this time, don't make a choice that you regret." The woman's voice vanished.
Huo Shui'er opened her eyes suddenly, it was still a swaying tent, and there was no room in the room, only the sound of the wind blowing the window.
Tears wet the pillow towel.