I nodded, indicating that I understood what he meant.

"I ...... Can I ask you a question more? My voice trembled, and I said to Zhang Qingxu.

Until now, all this happened as if it was just a dream. I shook my head and pinched my flesh, you make sure you're not in your personal dreams.

The clear pain on my skin made me realize that I was indeed in reality. And it's still happening today. But I couldn't believe that I had to make a choice between Ouyang Qian and my life.

It's almost hard to choose. Life, you often can't make a choice. There is no high or low.

But if I do, it means I'm going to give up my life.

I do not know. I only know that in my heart, Ouyang Qian's life is more important to other people.

"I've made my own choice." I looked at Zhang Qingxu and said.

"Have you already decided?" He looked at me and asked coldly.

"I know, I've done a lot of shady things. I also know that people like me really don't deserve to be a police officer. My voice sounded a little ridiculous, and maybe my expression was just as ridiculous as my voice at this point.

Hearing what I said, Zhang Qingxu went to squeeze his fist, and then released his fist again. He began pacing back and forth, as if thinking about something.

"Do you mean to say that you are going to give up your life and choose to save Ouyang Qian?" He asked, looking at me.

"That's right. I believe that this is not what you call a test of humanity. I looked at him, raised the gun in my hand, and pointed it at my head.

"It's understandable, but it's not." He snapped his fingers, then turned to look at me and said:

"But if you've already made your choice, then I'm not going to stop you. Actually, I think you're very courageous. But I also know that you are just trying to prove that you can give up your life as well. ”

As soon as he said this, I was suddenly stunned. The hand holding the pistol kept shaking.

Zhang Qingxu is right, in fact, I am not for Ouyang Qian, but just to overturn the so-called human nature test in his mouth. Because I know that I don't have the kind of thing for Ouyang Qian that I can love to give up my life for her.

Actually, I'm pretty useless.

"So, please get started." Zhang Qingxu made a gesture of please, and then nodded and looked at me.

"Officer Shao, until now you still naively thought that you could really kill yourself?" The corners of his mouth went up slightly, and he looked at me with a smile in his eyes. At that moment, I suddenly understood the meaning of those smiles.

"Do you really think that you can easily give up your life for the sake of Ouyang Qian's life?"

At this time, my hand holding the gun began to tremble violently, and my whole body was shaking, and I squatted on the ground with my head in my hands in fear, and began to mumble to myself.

"I don't dare, I don't dare shoot!" I yelled.

"I'm glad you have such an idea." Zhang Qingxu sighed, and then gently touched his forehead with his hand.

"Forget it, it's all over." He stretched out the gun in his hand and aimed it at Ouyang Qian's temple again.

I suddenly felt as if I was in a very big whirlpool. The vortex was so large that I couldn't see how deep the black hole beneath it was.

But what I do know is that our once worldview was simpler than ever. I used to simply think that human life is human life, that this is the proof of a person's life, that this is the most precious thing we have.

But now it seems that human life is not so important to others. At least, for one's own life, other people's lives are nothing more than mustard.

His hand holding the gun seemed to freeze in the air, and my mind went blank, completely relying on my previous training to respond subconsciously. I picked up the gun in my hand and aimed it at his wrist, and I knew that it would be difficult for him to hit the wrist with the gun.

But I had no choice, so I immediately raised the gun, condensed my breath and aimed, and before pressing the trigger button of the pistol in my hand, I also saw the sinister smile on his face by the way.

I pressed the trigger, but the gun in my hand didn't respond. Zhang Qingxu, who was standing across from me, didn't shoot, he just looked at me with a blank face.

"Test ended." He said.

Only then did I realize that the gun he gave me was an empty gun with no bullets.

"If you aim the gun in your hand at yourself instead of me, I can choose to spare your life. At least I think you still have the spirit to sacrifice yourself. But now it seems that you are of little use. ”

With that, he raised the gun in his hand and aimed it at my face, and I saw the muzzle of the gun spew flames. At this critical moment, Ouyang Qian actually twisted her body tied to the bench and hit his hand, the bullet of the pistol just missed, and Zhang Qingxu almost lost his balance.

I didn't think much of it, I rushed straight up, snatched the gun from his hand, and then, without the slightest hesitation, I shot him, hitting him in the head. In an instant, gunshots and blood from Zhang Qingxu's head splattered all over the house.

Looking at Zhang Qingxu lying on the ground, I gasped for breath. Then, I gradually calmed myself Qingxu, slowly walked out of this room, lowered my head, walked out of this building, and then completely left this place and returned to my home.

That night, my mind was messed up all the time. I distinctly remember that from the time I was out of the house, I didn't even look back at Ouyang Qian. I even forgot if she still had tears on her face when I left there.

After that, I no longer dared to face my identity as a policeman, and I no longer dared to face Ouyang Qian's eyes. In all the cases after that, I couldn't face myself.

I quit my job and went back to the old countryside with my parents, which has now become a very small county seat. I worked there, but sometimes I remembered that I used to be a police officer.

But never again. Because I may never be able to sacrifice my own life for someone else's life. On that basis, I am not qualified. I completely lost in Zhang Qingxu's personality test.

But sometimes, in the night when there is no sound, I suddenly think that maybe I made the right choice that day.