If I take the initiative to say these things, then if I don't say them, others won't know clearly, and others won't understand them, right?

Naturally, it is.

Since that's the case, then as long as I don't hide this matter and don't say anything, nothing will happen, and even my own mind can't be guessed by others, isn't it a good thing?

It's just that having said that, there is a good saying in this, this one foot tall magic is one foot high!

Since this path is one foot tall and one foot high, then after thinking about all the endings, I must need to think about the possible things and the consequences of my actions, then I must need to think about whether things are so simple.

Do you have... As beautiful as I imagined.

Not only is it not as rosy as I thought it would be, but things can be bad.

Yes, if only this thing were as beautiful as I imagined, but this is a partial... Partiality has become very bad.

As for what this bad refers to, and what exactly does this bad refer to, then from the heart, this is naturally not some miscellaneous things.

It's not a thing, so naturally it can't be done as I imagined.

Yes, as I thought about these things, a voice that I hadn't heard in a long time, but was very familiar, sounded.

The owner of this voice is none other than Xitong.

Yes, Xitong didn't contact me half a month ago, and her taciturn and her half a month of not contacting me once made something happen to me.

Yes, her taciturn and her lack of contact with me for half a month made me aware of the danger.

But frankly speaking, this danger is not a big deal, but I suspect that I was "abandoned" by Xitong, and Xitong has a "new love", and then he forgot about me, forget me if he forgot me, and he threw me to Jiang You.

Jiang has this serious "steel straight", where is Xitong good, where is Xitong, who is responsible and serious to the point of being too serious!

No, Jiang You is too far worse than Xitong, this is still Xitong, Xitong is more understanding, or Xitong is more obedient, or Xitong knows more about what should be done, what should not be done, what should not be said, and what should not be said.

Well, I'll admit that I just like to be a girl next to me, because it gives me a taste of what it's like to have an object.

Of course, experiencing the feeling of having an object does not mean that I have an object, as a person who has been single for so long, the object is a floating cloud for me, a floating cloud, and it does not exist.

Thinking of this, my frown slowly expanded.

It's a pity that although I say this, I actually need to do this, and whether I actually need an object or not, is a question worth pondering.

After all, I've been single for so long, and I don't know if I need a partner, what kind of object I need, what attracts me to this object, and where is there a place worth being with me.

Since I don't know anything, since I don't know what I don't know, since I don't know anything, then it's impossible for me to know what this means if I ask it a hundred and eighty times.

And the object of this thing... Cough let's call it this thing for the time being, as a single person for many years, I still think it's too far away, and I still think this is not very suitable for an idler like me to fix this, to get these haves and haves.

Well, yes, frankly, I'm not a good idler to look for this.

Since it's not suitable for this, then I just won't find myself bored, and no matter how I am, I'll never be sentimental to this point.

Because if I get to this point, if I don't do it at any other point, I'll be the one who will lose face in the end.

In the end, it's still me who will be in trouble and I'm the poor person who knows what the consequences will be, and I know what the consequences will be.

Since I'm a poor person who knows what the consequences will be but does it partially, it's better not to do this in the first place, and not to fix these in the first place, after all, there are many mistakes, this is too much, too much, and sometimes there is nothing good.

Nor is it... It's not something to boast about.

Because this thing itself is not something worth showing off to others, if I have nothing to do to talk about it with others, to get this with others, then there is no doubt what will happen to me.

Yes, there is no doubt about what happened to me, and this sentence is not an exaggeration at all, and there is no element of exaggeration in it, but a reality, a reality within a reality.

What's more...

What's more, I don't even have an object, this thing is clearly to have an object to be able to do, I have no object, I am a person who has nothing, what's the use of doing this!

It's useless!

Not only is it useless, but even if I get this, I won't have one more object, and I won't have one more person with whom I can talk to me, someone who can talk to me about all this mess and mess.

Since there is no such person, since there is no such person, then no matter how I am, no matter how I go, I will never be interested in this thing, and produce anything good about this thing.

It's impossible to have any thoughts about this thing.

No matter whether this thought is good or bad, no matter what it is, what it is, what it is, I will not have it.

Because there are no objects.

Let's talk about this when we have a partner.

Well, yes, wait until there is an object, and if there is no object, then don't talk about it all the time, anyway, others don't know and don't know this, and I don't have anything to be afraid of, and there's nothing worth being afraid of.

Since there is nothing worth me to fear, then what am I afraid of, fearless, not afraid of anything!

Thinking of this, I breathed a sigh of relief, and at the same time, I didn't think much about anything, but slowly relaxed.

Even if you are relaxed, you naturally don't think much about anything while relaxing, and naturally you don't care much about anything.

It's just that many things are not as good as I imagined, but unfortunately things are not as beautiful as I imagined.

It's a pity... It's a pity that I imagined it like this, and I just thought about it, as for how things were, as for what things were, only God, no, only Xitong, the system in charge of my affairs, is clear.