"And her other way is moral kidnapping, rules and regulations, shackles, all on Yanzhou."

"On the one hand, she used the existence of our brothers to mobilize Yanzhou's desire to survive, so that Yanzhou would survive for us and not hurt people's lives, and strive to get out of prison as soon as possible. On the other hand, she is also fundamentally strangling Yanzhou and destroying Yanzhou. ”

"If you taste it carefully, you will find that Yanzhou is actually a person with no self-confidence. And all this is because of the brainwashing of those years in prison. ”

Qi Suya took a deep breath.

These topics are too heavy.

He gently stroked her head, like a kitten, squinting and laughing at the touch.

Her hair was of good quality, plush, like silk satin.

"You know too little about us. Like us, we don't really know you. What we see is the appearance of each other, layer after layer of protective color. ”

She clenched her hands and stared down at her pinched white fingertips.

There was silence for a long, long time.

She spoke softly.

"I've killed a lot of people."

She brought up the old days.

The corners of Jiang Jingyun's lips turned up: "I can imagine, it must be a very free world, I yearn for it a little." ”

"The living, the dead, have killed many. If I meet you in that world. So...... As early as when I found out that Erjin Xiuzhen had joined forces to poison me, I had already shot and killed them. ”

Jingyun paused: "That's really ...... Glad. ”

She said without expression.

"I've seen people eat people, I've seen women who can be exchanged and bought at will like goods, lowly women are playthings, and no one will respect a toy."

"I've seen ...... A teammate who thinks you can trust you with life and death will push you to a dangerous source with a backhand, or a family member who turns against each other and counts everything for a bite of food...... It's really not a great world, and it's a test of people's hearts. ”

He patted her on the shoulder, "It's all over." ”

Her back was stiff, but now it suddenly seemed like she had lost her strength.

Like a dough soft in his arms, she was in a trance.

"I may also be sick, I may have been tortured and crazy for a long time, although I think I am not crazy too completely, I think I am still sober, but some ideas in my heart are precarious, sometimes it is easier to go with the flow, and it is actually tiring to adhere to certain beliefs."

"I sometimes think that I might as well kill all the people who make me unhappy, but I don't want to do that, because I know that if you let this kind of thing happen, once you have the first time, there will be countless times. At the end of the day, I was no longer me. ”

"There, I often feel very tired, too tired to live, a lot of unhappy things, bad people, injustice everywhere. I'm also wondering, what the hell am I holding onto? ”

"Later, when I was here, I first found that there were too many rules to restrict, and I couldn't do what I wanted, but I was actually relieved. At least I can convince myself that I can limit myself because of these rules, which is something that cannot be helped, this is to not be an enemy of the whole world, and it is also to make my life more comfortable. ”

"Then I know you, there is one more reason to bondage, I am no longer alone, I like you very much, you are very important in my heart, so even if it is for you, I must take care of myself, and I can't do those things that are too out of line."

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