Chapter 263: Rising from "Me" (21)

Xi Fan was stunned, thought for a moment and replied: "It's me who is not good, I lost the doll without listening to my mother's words, it is my fault, my mother is right to educate me." ”

"Since you think so, why do you say that your mother loves money more than she loves you?"

Xi Fan pursed his lips and said with a gloomy expression: "Maybe compared with money, money can help my mother more, and I am useless." ”

The uncle continued to ask: "Then who do you think is more important than your mother's life and yours?" ”

"Mom."

"However, you once said that your mother could give up her life for your studies, do you feel that you are more important than her in this matter?"

Xi Fan was silent for a moment again: "...... That's also why it's more important than me. ”

"And for whom?"

The uncle paused for a moment and continued: "When we judge a thing, we don't judge the process and the result, because the process may be difficult, and the result may not be good, but the motivation for doing this thing is the person's truest thoughts, you can think about it." ”

Is motivation the real idea?

So what does mom really think?

Xi Fan seriously recalled, bits and pieces from childhood to adulthood.

In her memory, except for her mother, her father almost didn't exist at all, but after listening to her uncle's words, Xi Fan actually found that in addition to those memories that made her miserable, there were many beautiful things left in the depths of her memory.

She actually ignored it.

"My baby Fanfan, are you having fun with the children in kindergarten today...... Well, she gave you a piece of candy, did you say thank you...... Say thank you, my Fan Fan is awesome. ”

"Don't be afraid, you ride forward boldly, Dad will support you in the back, and you won't fall, right! Just ride it like that! My daughter is amazing! ”

"We are a primary school student from today, and we have to study hard when we go to school, which is the most important thing for us now, and you may not understand it now, but it is about your future, your life, and it is very important to you. In addition to studying, Mom and Dad will take care of it for you, you don't have to worry about anything, just study, come on, baby! ”

"Recently, I see that you haven't rested well, and you have eaten less, although you are about to take the high school entrance examination, but you should rest or rest, drink a glass of milk and go to sleep, tomorrow is the weekend, don't worry about this moment."

Thinking about it, Xi Fan's tears flowed again.

Her mother has been very strict with her since she was a child, especially in her studies, and she watches her very closely, as long as she does something wrong, she will be scolded and even beaten by her mother, which makes her very painful.

And Dad, who has never had requirements for her, is relatively harsh compared to her mother, and her father seems to be very indifferent to her, she has always thought that her father does not love her.

She really didn't expect that in the depths of her memory, buried under those unpleasant memories, there was also their love for her, which flowed into the sea bit by bit, but the pain was too heavy, and the beauty was completely overwhelmed by a little wave.

All she remembered were those painful memories.

Xi Fan was confused, she cried and asked her uncle: "Since she loves me, then why does she treat me like that, give me an ugly look in public, when I am wronged and bullied, and she doesn't believe my words but comes to blame me, is this also love me?" ”