Chapter 19 The so-called living

At three o'clock in the afternoon, Ding Xia woke up from her sleep, opened her eyes but there was something wrong, this didn't seem to be her home?

As soon as she was about to sit up, she saw her husband Zhang Yan running in a hurry, pressed her back, and said anxiously while looking at her stomach worriedly, "Don't move, the doctor said that you had better lie down now, otherwise the child will not be saved." ”

"What child?" Everything that happened in front of her was like a dream, Ding Xia only remembered that she was about to go home to sleep, but her stomach hurt, and finally she endured the pain and called her husband, and then she was not impressed.

Hearing her husband's words, she finally saw that this seemed to be a hospital, and remembered the child he had just said, and finally realized something, with a happy face, "You mean I'm pregnant?" ”

Zhang Yan nodded, seeing that she was so happy, she finally couldn't bear to remind, "Don't be happy too early, the doctor said that the child's condition is not very good, our mother will go back to make soup for you after paying the consultation fee, you can lie down these days." ”

"That's not good, what about our store?" Although Zhang Yan has a stable job, it is obviously not possible for the family to rely on him, and the small shop is not very profitable, so he can earn a living expenses.

"When are you still thinking about the store, it's a big deal to let our mother have time to keep an eye on it, now we should think about how to keep this child." They have been married for five or six years, and they have always wanted to have a child but have never been able to keep it.

In their case, both men and women have a bit of a problem, he is inactive in sperm, and his wife Ding Xia has a serious uterine cold, half a month ago, the doctor prescribed a bunch of medicines that have not been eaten, and I thought that I would not want to have children in the past two years, but I suddenly became pregnant.

The two were rejoicing at the arrival of their child, and the doctor in charge pushed the door in, a woman in her forties with a pair of gold-rimmed glasses.

He was responsible for checking Ding Xia before, and this will be a review.

They all care about the child, so they are also very cooperative, but after the examination, the female doctor shook her head, and the couple's hearts were cold.

"I guess I can't keep it, you two be mentally prepared." Sure enough, the other party said.

Ding Xia's emotions instantly became excited, "Didn't you say that you just lie down?" I try not to move, the child should... I guess I can keep it. ”

"That's not very likely, I just checked, and there was blood from below, and the child will bleed sooner or later if it goes on like this." She's seen this happen to her, and it's 90 percent of the time since she couldn't save it.

After the doctor finished speaking, he remembered some more things, said that he would come back later and left.

As soon as she left the ward, she was silent, thinking that she could save it this time, but the result was the same.

Thinking that she will be thirty soon, and she doesn't have any children around her, her mother-in-law also openly and secretly said that she is not right and that she can't do it, and the pressure from all sides makes her more and more irritable, and tears fall silently.

Suddenly, Ding Xia remembered what the girl said to her at noon, and her tears were forgotten, as if she had fallen into an evil spirit, "No, that student... How did that student know I was pregnant? ”

Thinking back to everything at that time, Ding Xia couldn't remember the details, and vaguely felt that the other party seemed to know something, she still remembered that the other party said the word 'pity', could it be that she knew that her child couldn't be saved?

"Ding Xia, what do you say? If you can't keep it, you can't keep it, don't worry too much, I'll talk about it over there. Zhang Yan thought that she was too sad to accept, so she had to soften her heart and comfort her.

And he himself is not uncomfortable.

Ding Xia couldn't help but shake her head, I don't know how to say this, but when she thought of the mysterious appearance of the student at that time, Ding Xia's heart burst out with an irrepressible restlessness, she always felt that the other party could do something, and she couldn't lie down when she thought of it.

"Eh, don't move, aren't you afraid of accidents to your children?" But no matter what Zhang Yan said, Ding Xia acted as if she hadn't heard it, she put on her coat and shoes and got up and walked out.

Muttering something as he walked.

Zhang Yan was angry and uncomfortable to watch this scene, and he found out some time ago that his wife often got up alone in the middle of the night to talk to herself, and later heard that this was caused by high pressure, so he felt distressed and guilty.

At this time, I was afraid that I would hurt her, so I had to follow her closely and remind her to slow down all the way.

Ding Xia left the hospital and went straight to school, no matter how pale she was, her pace was fast, until her stomach hurt slightly, she remembered that the child was still on her stomach, but she still didn't stop, but her movements were a little smaller.

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The bell rang at half-past five, and the students rushed out of the classroom.

Jiang Ran sat in her position and watched the students of Class 4 each take a job bowl and run out at a speed of 100 meters, until there was also movement on her side, and she didn't think of her when she saw Ren Shuangshuang's angry eyes.

This time, I didn't feel embarrassed, got up and let the other party walk out.

immediately sighed that although he was not old before he was reborn, he looked a little old in a group of middle school students.

Then he packed up his things and left.

Jiang Ran walked slowly, and there were few students at the school gate when he walked out of the gate.

The doorman's eyes were a little strange when he looked at her, Jiang Ran was puzzled, and he caught a glimpse of the person running towards him, and he instantly understood.

Ding Xia came to the school before three o'clock, but forgot that the students were still in class, and wanted to find a doorman to accommodate, but she didn't have any family members at the school and couldn't let her go.

The doorman knew Ding Xia, the nearby shopkeeper, and he had said a few words, but no matter how familiar he was, he couldn't show favoritism, so he only promised to help find someone.

Even so, when I heard the appearance of the student she described, I was still a little surprised, it was really strange today, one or two came to the student.

Seeing that Ding Xia had come over, she didn't forget to stare at the two of them for a while.

Ding Xia's husband temporarily went home for something and said that he would pick her up later.

For this reason, Ding Xia was a person, and she didn't hide her intention when she saw Jiang Ran, "That... Do you remember me? ”

After all, I had just said something unpleasant before, and now I think about Ding Xia is also embarrassed.

She is also a person who doesn't like to laugh much, and when she speaks, her eyelids are under her eyes, the corners of her lips are wrinkled, and her bitter appearance is even more prominent.

Jiang Ran nodded, "Yes." ”

The more bland she was, the more embarrassed Ding Xia became, "During the day, Auntie spoke a little ugly, I'm sorry for you, it's also my own reason, I can't listen to what others say, you probably don't know, Auntie always can't conceive children, so..."

"Auntie, do you have something to say, such as what do you want me to do when you come to me, or what do you want me to do for you?" Seeing that she was talking more and more, Jiang Ran interrupted her with a loud voice.

Ding Xia looked stupid, although it seemed unrealistic to say this to a junior high school student, but looking at her determined appearance, with a lesson from the past, she couldn't be contemptuous, "During the day, you said that I had a child, and said that it was a pity, did you know that I was pregnant at that time, and the child may also..."

"That's right, I saw that my aunt had signs of miscarriage, and I wanted to warn her."

When she said this, Ding Xia only felt that her face was dry and panicked, and she completely forgot to ask her how she saw it.

Jiang Ran continued as if she couldn't see it, "Auntie remembers my words, right? Leave yourself a way out when you speak. ”

The more she talked about Ding Xia, the more uncomfortable she became, and she understood that her attitude was wrong at that time, but sometimes she couldn't control it and always wanted to lose her temper.

Jiang Ran didn't want to embarrass her, seeing that she looked lonely, she said, "I can help you, but not for free." ”