Listening to Master Feng talk about this, I also felt worried about Xiao Cui, maybe Master Feng described it too delicately, told it too realistically, and in my mind, the scene at that time really appeared. I suddenly had the illusion that I was the little Cui, I felt that I was holding a box, sitting on the ground, and I felt extremely lost and sad in my heart, it was an extremely real feeling, so real that it was as if I had experienced it myself. Everything that happened after that was like a movie was constantly replaying in my mind, and as I played it back more and more, these images became clearer and clearer, even so clear that even my heart felt very painful, very painful.

And at this time, I inexplicably felt a sharp pain in my head, and involuntarily knelt down, and at the moment of kneeling, I subconsciously snatched the box in Master Feng's hand and protected it tightly in my arms. As if I was afraid that the box would be hurt in any way, I hugged the box and fell heavily to the ground, probably for fear that the box in my arms would fall to the ground and be damaged, so I instinctively turned around and hit my back on the cold ground. Due to inertia, the back of my head also hit the ground hard, and I lost all consciousness after that.

When I woke up, I found myself lying on the bed in the hospital room, with some tingling in my wrist, bursts and bursts, like needles pricking my veins, probably on a drip. I looked out the window, and the night was already dark, and the moon in the sky was not very bright, and it seemed to be very sad, just as I was feeling at this time. I remember that in the storeroom before, I was listening to Master Feng tell me the story of a young man named Cui Yi, and when I listened to it halfway, many inexplicable memories came back to my mind, causing my head to hurt very much, and my legs were weak, so I knelt down. When I was about to fall to the ground, I seemed to be holding a box, and the moment I fainted, I heard Master Feng seem to be eager to shout: "Xiao Cui, are you okay?" At the moment of fainting, with the awakening of those dusty memories and the exclamation of Master Feng, I finally understood that I was that Xiao Cui, and it had been ten years, and I had lost my memories for ten years.

Just when I lost my mind, Master Feng walked into the ward, and we chatted for a long time, with Master Feng's patient narration, combined with my own memories, I finally knew everything that happened to me. After being hit in the head by a heavy object falling from the shelf, I was in a coma for ten years because there was too much blood in my brain and it was difficult to remove it quickly. Although I woke up a few months ago, it was difficult to completely diagnose and treat the trauma to my brain, and although the doctor conducted several medical examinations on my brain and confirmed that the blood was completely removed, my memory still did not recover, and I can't say why, just that maybe some kind of stimulation or chance can be recovered.

At that time, my memory was blank, I didn't know anyone in my family, and I didn't know who I was, so I slipped out of the hospital and walked on the street blankly while my family wasn't paying attention. Inadvertently, I came to the vicinity of the warehouse. When the family mobilized all their relatives and friends, and with the assistance of the police, they searched almost all of Hangzhou. Finally, a week later, I was found in a rental house near the warehouse where I had worked. When my family asked me, I couldn't tell why I had come to this house inexplicably, and I had inexplicably settled in this house that had been empty for a long time.

But at this moment, after recovering all my memories, I remembered that in the first few days in the hospital, I often had a dream in which a woman in white cried and said something to me and an address. So, I slipped out of the hospital alone and searched around to find the address. When I came to this house, the landlord and aunt received me very warmly and asked me if I wanted to rent a house, I didn't answer, but inexplicably walked to the door of a house in the corner, stared at a white windbreaker hanging on the clothesline in front of the door and fell into thought, the landlord came up and asked me in surprise if I wanted to rent this room, I didn't think about it, so I nodded and agreed.

Luckily, when I was in the hospital, my mother put my wallet on the bedside table, which contained a photo, an ID card, a letter, and a lot of cash, so that I could recover my memory. When I came out, I was in my pocket by the way. During my hospitalization, every time I wanted to look at my ID card and letters, my head suddenly ached inexplicably, so I never looked at it, and I didn't know what my name was. I only knew that there were thousands of dollars in it, but I didn't expect it to come in handy now. I used the cash in it to pay the rent, went to the supermarket and bought some necessities, and stayed in this house. When the landlord asked me for my name, I made up a random one and lied that I had lost my ID card and was in the process of reapplying for it, but the landlord didn't suspect it and never mentioned it again.

Although I live here alone, I think it may be the best choice for me who is currently amnesiac, rather than watching strange family members with me in the hospital and watching everyone feel sad about my loss of memory, it is better for me to live quietly by myself for a while, and then go back to them when I recover my memory.

On the night of moving in, when I returned to the gate of the courtyard after eating outside, I overheard the neighbors inside talking about me, which meant that I would definitely not live long before I moved out. It was said that the house was haunted, and it was in this house that the landlord's youngest daughter died. I was also shocked in my heart, the woman in white who I dreamed about in the hospital before, told me that this is the address, is she the ghost in the mouth of these neighbors? Did I know this woman before, thinking about it, my head hurt again, I hurriedly went to a nearby convenience store, bought a bottle of liquor, drank a few sips, felt better, and went back to the house I just rented and slept.

The night was fine, I didn't have any dreams, just a week passed so plainly, this week, I found that I did have a problem with my memory, I can quickly forget what I just did, and I can't remember it a few days ago. But only this neighborhood road, I am very familiar with it, and it seems that I will never forget it, always walking alone on the street, looking at everything around me, walking aimlessly all day long, sitting on the side of the road for a while when I am tired, or buying a fight of liquor, getting drunk, and going home and falling asleep.

When my family found me a week later and persuaded me to go home, I insisted on staying here, but my family couldn't persuade me, and felt that this was near the place where I had been smashed and lost my memory, and maybe it would help me recover my memory, so they didn't force me anymore. My colleagues from the company and Master Feng also came to see me in the rental house, but I don't remember them, and Master Feng felt extremely guilty because he had been accidentally knocking down the shelves and causing me to be in a coma for ten years. Seeing that although I woke up, I lost all my memories and wanted to do something for me, so after discussing with my family, I asked the company to continue to go back to work in the warehouse and let him take care of me. My family also felt a lot more relieved, and I didn't refuse, firstly, it is a good thing to have an income to support myself, and I can't always rely on my parents, and secondly, maybe the familiar working environment will also help me touch the scene and recover my memory.

In this way, I went back to work in this warehouse, but I didn't expect that on the first day of work, the woman in white appeared again. It's just that at that time, my memory was very weak, and the symptoms of amnesia were more serious, although I dreamed of her a week ago, but that day was a very strange meeting, and I still can't tell whether I really saw her, or an illusion in my own mind.

It wasn't until three months later, when I received that strange text message, cleaned up again, and saw the dusty box, when Master Feng told me the story of the past, maybe it was really touching the scene and recovering some memories. With the recovery of my memory, I had a splitting headache, my legs were weak, and when I fell to the ground, in order to protect the box in my arms, I landed on my back again, and the back of my head hit the ground heavily, but I completely recovered all my memories.

When I was in the ward, accompanied by Master Feng, I finally regained all my memories, and I hurriedly asked how the box was, it was not damaged. Master Feng said that after the shelves arrived ten years ago, I fainted, and Master Feng also fell and injured himself, and when he was discharged from the hospital and returned to the warehouse, the warehouse had been rearranged by other colleagues. He also looked for the box at that time, but he didn't find it, he knew that the box seemed to be really important to me, and he also asked his colleagues who helped organize the warehouse during his hospitalization, but it took too long, and those colleagues were not familiar with the products in our warehouse, and they didn't know where to put it. And when they helped tidy up that day, they also disposed of a batch of old boxes that they thought were useless, so it is possible to throw them away.

Master Feng also had a big fight with those colleagues about this, so he was so excited when I found the box again from the corner and handed it to Master Feng. And then, when I fainted again, I subconsciously hugged the box again, preferring to hit my head on the ground to protect the box intact, Master Feng naturally understood that although I lost all my memories, I still cared so much about this box, which shows how important this box is to me. He carefully helped me put it away, and when I mentioned the box again, Master Feng hurriedly took the box from the cupboard in the hospital and gently put it in my hand.

Looking at the familiar box in front of me, my handwriting from ten years ago, and the Braille carefully pricked out one by one, I was also excited, and tears continued to rotate and condense in my eyes, and then quietly slipped down the corners of my eyes. Seeing me like this, Master Feng quietly withdrew very understandingly, I gently stroked every needle on the courier list, and my mind went back to the day I first met Zhiying at the Conservatory of Music more than ten years ago.

One day more than ten years ago, when I was on my way to the Conservatory of Music with a hand-made birthday gift box, I didn't expect that this hand-made gift box would bring glory to my future life, and also bring extremely heavy painful memories.