Chapter 36: Can't Go Back to the Past
Yan Heng was shocked and entered the promised ward, and at this moment, he didn't even dare to look up at her.
Xu Yu didn't know what Dr. Ye said to him, making him so depressed, but she didn't care.
"When you married me, did you suffer from major depression?" Yan Heng suddenly knelt down in front of her bed and asked her.
Xu Yu was slightly stunned, and said lightly: "Doctor Ye even told you about this kind of thing." ”
Yan Heng looked at her steadily: "Is it because of me?" ”
The promise did not speak, but this was clearly already a tacit acquiescence.
"I liked you when I married you back then, but I didn't expect you to blame Xia Xue's matter on me, and you would ...... me like that" Speaking of the back, the tears of promise flowed uncontrollably.
"I ......" Yan Heng couldn't say anything.
"You deliberately hung a photo of Xia Xue in the marriage room, deliberately mentioned Xia Xue's goodness in front of me, deliberately let your friends humiliate me, you said, it's all to torture me......" Xu Promise expounded the past word by word, this memory was too deep for her, and she couldn't forget it if she wanted to.
"Don't say it, don't say it......" Yan Heng couldn't listen to it anymore, he couldn't deny the past he had done, but it was because it was all true that he was uncomfortable, his heart seemed to be grabbed fiercely, and his breathing hurt badly.
"The most you say is that you hate me, you listed the study as a forbidden place, it is full of Xia Xue's things, you never celebrate the holidays with me, and you never admit my identity in front of outsiders, all banquets, you will never leave me alone......" Speaking of the back, Xu Yu has closed his eyes.
"Don't say it, don't say it......" Yan Heng's head was buried lower and lower, and he didn't dare to look at her at all.
"You said a lot of things, I remember them all, you said that I can't compare to Xia Xue, you will never love me, Xia Xue and I are the same heaven and one place, and many more, do you still want to hear it?" Promise looked at him and asked for his opinion.
She remembered every word he said, and she could repeat every sentence.
"Don't say it, Nuo Nuo, it's my fault, it's all my fault, you hit me, you can do whatever you want......" Yan Heng suddenly looked up at her, grabbed her hand and slapped him in the face.
Xu Yu suddenly withdrew his hand, looked at him with a cold face, and denied: "No, it's my fault, it's my own willingness, and I made it up myself!" ”
"No, it's not, Nono, don't say that about yourself." Yan Heng couldn't see the appearance of promising to belittle himself, which would make him feel extremely distressed.
His Nono is so good, how could it be her reason.
"It was my fault!" Unexpectedly, the promise became more intense, she stared at him, and all the love-hate intertwined broke out at this moment: "Why should I fall in love with you at first sight, why should I be unable to extricate myself from you, why should I fall in love with you, if I don't love you, none of this will happen......"
Speaking of the back, Xu Promise muttered to himself: "Nothing will happen......"
Yan Heng looked at her painfully, and called out to her almost pleadingly: "Nuonuo, don't ...... like this"
Don't say that, don't kill him.
Xu Yue took a few deep breaths, and her tears were wiped away by her, and she regained her composure a little: "But I don't need to worry about it now, I've already let you go, Yan Heng, I don't blame you, it's all over, you can let it go too, okay?" ”
Yan Heng knew what she meant, let her go, and let go of everything.
From now on, all the past that belongs to them is gone, and they don't owe each other.
But how could he let her go.
If you let her go, you will never see her, can he still live without her?
"Promise, I beg you, I can compensate you as much as I want, you give me a chance, just the last time, you don't go, I beg you to ......" Yan Heng had already left everything behind at the moment, just hoping that the person in front of him would not leave him.
Xu Promise's expression was complicated, and he finally shed tears: "Why bother, Yan Heng, why do you bother?" ”
Yan Heng held her hand tightly, unable to answer, but refused to give up.
The promise was finally locked up, Yan Heng didn't do anything, he guarded her every day, Yan's father and mother were sad but helpless.
I don't know what will happen to their sick relationship in the end?
She can only take one step at a time.