The third diary

Lin Xiao, yesterday I went to the Qing Bar to sing our favorite song, oh, I forgot to tell you, I cut my hair short and wore a black peaked cap, you are because singing in the Qing Bar will have a bad impact on the family, uncles and aunts will not agree, this kind of thing is the most taboo in officialdom, what about me, I am here to imitate you, that's all.

After singing, everyone said it was very good, Brother Tie said that I look like you from the back, but I know that I am not like you anymore, you have left me, you have left me forever, you bastard, why haven't you come back? What do you want Uncle Lin to do? He's not too young, he's about to retire from that position, do you know how many people are eyeing that position, you're still the only seedling in the family, what do you want them to do? After you left, the Lin family's vitality was greatly damaged, and many people fell into the ground, how do you want them to get through this difficulty? Now the company is Yingchen to help you take care of it, but what about the army? The position of colonel originally belonged to the Lin family, but now that it is vacant, they are all robbing, the power of the Lin family has been weakened again, the Lin family has encountered difficulties, if you don't come back, who do you call to resist?

Lin Xiao, after you left, we all had a bad time, yesterday I asked Liu Yu's kid to accompany me to set off fireworks, the fireworks are very beautiful, you are not there, I think such beautiful fireworks can't make me happy anymore, Liu Yu said, I want to have a thought, if I think you are alive, I will take care of everything for you, and then find you back, return what you care about to you in a better attitude, protect everything for you, if I think you are dead, I will avenge you, he said I don't believe in fate, I have to believe that things are man-made.

I think he's right, I'm going to protect everything you have and avenge you, so you'll be happy if you're here

If you're still there, come back quickly, or I'll run away with someone else, you don't know how charming I am, Xie Shao came to give me flowers today, but I blasted him out, because, I'm waiting for you, but if you keep playing peek-a-boo with me, I'm going to be angry, I'll definitely run with others, I know you're most afraid of this, and I can only threaten you with this.

I'm sorry, I lost my temper again today, I had an argument with someone else, I hit him, in fact, he was not wrong, he was comforting me, it was my fault, despite this, I couldn't help but beat him, he told me, you are a martyr, a hero, sacrificed your life for the country, died well, I should be proud of you, not indulge in sadness.

As for why I hit him? Because I'm angry, I'm angry like never before, who has asked your relatives, asked the people who care about you, asked me, do we want you to be a hero, what's the use of this name, we just want you, can the word hero sum up everything? Has anyone considered our feelings? No one, never, I know that I am very selfish like this, because, this is the duty of a soldier, because, if there is an evil force, someone must be responsible for destroying it, and someone must shed blood and sacrifice, but I don't want this person to be you, Lin Xiao, come back quickly, everyone is waiting for you