As a man, I can't fully empathize with those things that happen to women, so I can only simply understand Xiaorou's physical condition in the past few days as bleeding from internal injuries.

And Xiaorou's performance seems to be in line with my judgment, these dozens of laps... Maybe it was hundreds of laps down, and her whole body was obviously a little haggard.

So as soon as we got back upstairs, we went back to our respective homes and rested separately.

I don't know what Xiaorou did when she went home, and I'm not curious, and I don't mind, anyway, as soon as I got home, I leaned on the bed and began to flip through my mobile phone, check the information, and hope to find out more information related to the year from the Internet.

Suddenly, there was a knock on the door, and the rhythm sounded like Xiao Rou.

I got up a little puzzled and opened the door, yes, it was really Xiaorou, but at the moment her eyes were slightly red, no matter how she looked at it, it looked like she had just cried.

This is... Want to defend it? Wasn't it just a few minutes after saying goodbye?

I guess she wanted to Jingwei, but this fact was inconvenient to say, so I deliberately pretended to be stupid and asked, "What's wrong Xiaorou?" Auntie is in pain? Didn't you drink more hot water obediently? ”

Xiao Rou gently rubbed her eyes, choked up and said, "Just now Xiao Yu said that one of us has passed away and has a funeral, and you are now considered our person, so let me tell you, you can also participate." ”

"Died? Who? I also know? "I felt uneasy in my heart for a moment, could it be that some of them are not good enough? Fortunately, Xiaorou shook her head and said, "You don't know each other, but you are also our people, and you and I grew up together." ”

"That's not too old, why is it gone? What's going on? I asked again, and Xiaorou replied, "It was the injury I was injured during the mission, which was more serious than expected, and I didn't get it back..."

A flash of inspiration flashed in my mind, and I blurted out and asked, "It was the injured one sent by Chen Zhonghai two days ago... It's called 'Thirteen', right? Xiao Rou looked up at me, then nodded, not denying it.

"Oh—" I whispered, somewhat relieved than before.

To put it mildly, in fact, whenever something like this happens, I think it's not just me, everyone is probably the same, and they don't want this to happen to someone they know.

If it happened to a stranger or even an enemy, the feeling would naturally be completely different.

Now that it has been determined that such an incident has happened, of course, I hope that the accident will not be the old Gu Xiaoyu I am familiar with. As for this 'thirteen'... After all, I haven't dealt with it, so I really don't feel too sad.

However, I was still a little surprised and asked, "You can't save it with your medical skills?" Then the person who wanted to kill Chen Zhonghai at that time was very powerful? Xiao Rou nodded first and shook her head and said, "Then I don't know, these things are all handled by Gu Ye and Doctor Song." ”

Seeing her like this, I had to sigh and say, "Alas, mourn, see if there is anything I can do to help?" When is the funeral held? Where? Are there any special rules? I know you have a lot of rules, do you need to follow the rules? ”

Xiao Rou replied: "There is nothing you need to do, I will come to tell you before the funeral starts, we will do it on the roof of the building this time, you can come and participate when the time comes." ”

"The rooftop? Is it a symbol of being closer to heaven? I asked. Xiao Rou replied: "No, we don't have heaven, we just hope that his soul can return to his hometown without hindrance, and when he opens his eyes, he can see the light of the sky, and the sun, moon and stars can guide the way." ”

"Oh, then Chen Haobei, do they also participate?" "No, only those who have officially held a ceremony and entered the secret door are considered our own people, and you are the only one who has joined this funeral."

Understood, I nodded and didn't ask anything more.

Xiao Rou finally told me that the funeral was either held today or tomorrow, and then returned to her home.

I also closed the door and went back to my house, the first thing in my mind was not the person's funeral, but the place where Xiaorou said the funeral was held.

The roof of the building can only be reached through the secret door, and outsiders are not allowed to enter, Chen Haobei and I thought about going up for some reasons before, but the roof of the building was stopped by Ah San.

Also, that employing people. The place where the dried sausage made of meat is made is also on the rooftop.

So in my limited understanding, the roof of the building is already a bit like a forbidden area for me, where the whole neighborhood is closest to the sun, but it is full of the most associated with death.

Do not approach the living.

I don't even know how I'm going to feel when I get to the top of the building for the first time with them because of another death.

Fear? Glad? Happy? Sad? Surprise?

I don't know, I don't know at all...

I had a very dull whole day, and in the evening, Chen Haobei and Brother Chao both sent me WeChat and wanted to ask me for a drink, but I refused.

I didn't explain the specific reason, only told them that I wasn't feeling well, but it was okay and we would meet again another day.

When Xiao Rou came to bring me breakfast the next morning, I asked her about the funeral again, and Xiao Rou told me that everything had been decided, and it would be held at noon today, cremation.

"In... Cremation on the rooftop? "I deeply suspect that I heard it wrong. Xiao Rou nodded and confirmed: "Yes, cremation." ”

I asked, "This is how you always hold a memorial service for your deceased companions?" Are they all cremated on the rooftop? ”

Xiao Rou was silent for a moment before saying: "No, since we moved to the current community, except for Zhang Yunhua's special accident, this is the first time that one of us has died, so this is the first time we have held such a funeral... Compared to the past, it can be regarded as 'everything is simple'. ”

"Oh... That's fine. ”

Knowing that I hadn't burned anyone on the roof of the building before, it made me feel more comfortable.

At breakfast, Xiao Rou asked me to put on the groom's dress again when the funeral was held, because it was the closest thing I had to their traditional clothes.

As for whether this costume will conflict with the main theme of the funeral, Xiao Rou said that there is no need to worry at all, because in their opinion, it is mainly used to communicate. The marriage of reproduction and the funeral of death represent death, and to some extent the meaning is the same, both are the reciprocal alternation of life.

In fact, thinking about the color of the groom's outfit, I really think it matches the atmosphere of the funeral...

After breakfast, I changed into that dress, after all, the dead are great, and we should still be respected.

It was close to 11 o'clock in the morning, Xiaorou came to my house to ask me for the funeral. She also changed into that bridal outfit, and also switched her face to the real state.

"I don't know much about your funeral process, you can point me out some when the time comes, don't embarrass me." I said to Xiaorou. Xiao Rou nodded and replied, "Don't worry, just like a wedding, don't talk much throughout the whole process, just follow me." ”

I said yes and went out with Xiaorou.