Qian, who opened his eyes again, smiled self-deprecatingly. I broke my oath again, and I made such a decision with a thousand snow on my back, and I will never see my child again, as I said in my oath.

At this time, Qian felt that he had finally realized that what he wanted most was not the future of the entire planet, which was important, but it was not as important as the peace of Qian Qixue and the child.

Qian felt that Gong Beiyu was right, love made him a person with no ambition and no vision, but he was willing.

Qian's thoughts were interrupted by the soft sound of the door opening, and he turned his head and saw a vague figure, which should be Qianyixue. Qian let herself relax and showed a shallow smile, "Have you rested?" ”

"It's time to rest, it's time for dinner," Qian Ruxue sat down next to Qian with the food.

Qian stretched out her hand as before, but found that in her blurred vision, she couldn't tell which one was the meal and which was the dish.

Qian Qixue immediately put a bowl of rice in Qian's palm, and also put a lot of vegetables in his rice bowl, "You eat slowly, I'll clip it for you when the dishes are gone,"

"Okay," Chiba began to eat as she took the bowl. At this time, Qiancai felt how inconvenient it was to not be able to see clearly, "Like snow, during the time when you can't see, it must be inconvenient to do anything,"

"At first, I was a little unaccustomed to it, but then it gradually got better, I knew where it was, and I could touch it as soon as I touched it," Qian Qixue said in a flat tone as she ate.

"Well," Qian nodded, and after eating two bites of food, he spoke again, "Like snow, if you were to go back to live in the barren area now, would you be used to it?" ”

"I don't know, I'm probably not used to it, I'm used to being so busy every day, and I'm still a little unaccustomed to it when I'm not busy all of a sudden," Qian Qixue didn't care why Qian suddenly asked herself this question, "However, if you go back with me, I think I'm used to it, as long as I live with you, where or how I live, I don't care,"

"What if it weren't for me? What if you were to turn back into that little four? Will you get used to it? "Chi wants to know what would happen to Chiyuki if she didn't have herself.

"I won't be without you, in this life, I will only be with you, no matter where you are, I will be by your side, even if it is outer space, I will accompany you," Qian Ruxue could hear the meaning of a thousand words, so she also told him very clearly that she would not leave him.

"Like snow," Qian put down the chopsticks in his hand and sighed, "I've always been thinking about what the two of us would be like now if we hadn't met at that time, and I might still be alone with the Thousand Wings Army like before, and you would have lived peacefully in that small pharmacy in the deserted area," Beauty's nest

"Chi, what the hell are you trying to say?" Qian Ruxue also put down the dishes and chopsticks in her hand and stared at Qian with a frown.

"I want to say, I really want to give you a peaceful life, even if it costs my life, I also want to give you a peaceful and peaceful life, don't worry about those deceitful things every day, and don't surround the test bench every day, you just sunrise and sunset every day, peaceful, light," Qian raised his head and looked at the blurred figure in front of him.

"Qian, we will have that life, if you want, we will live that life, we will leave everything here, we will hand over the ruling power of this planet to Lan Sheng, we will live that life, Qian, as long as you want, as long as you can let go, I Qianqixue is willing to accompany you to live any life you want," Qianruxue reached out and held Qian's hand tightly, "Qian, you remember, no matter what you want, I am willing to accompany you to do it, but it is one point, that is, no matter where you do, You're going to have me by your side, you know? ”

"Like snow, I don't want you to be by my side, I'm afraid that I won't be able to be by your side," Qian gently raised his hand and gently pressed the hand holding his hand to his lips, "What kind of situation I am in, I know best, no matter how we fight, we will not get rid of the shackles given to us by fate, I am a sub-personality, I want to exist all the time, I want to suppress other sub-personalities and exist, this is just an unrealizable wish after all,"

"No, Qian, as long as I work harder, we will definitely be able to achieve this wish, I am already very close to the goal," Qian Ruxue said in a trembling voice, tears falling silently from the corners of her eyes, "Qian, our child will be born soon, we will have a new life, I will not give up,"

"Like snow, I know, I know you've been working hard, but I don't want you to keep working so hard, for a wish that may never be realized, in order to keep a shadow like me, do your best, no happiness, no life," Qian felt that he should make everything clear, if one day his consciousness suddenly disappeared, he would not have a chance to say this.

"But, it's enough for me to have you, I don't care about those, what shopping, what goes out to play, I don't care, Qian, I just want you to accompany me," Qian Qixue listened to Qian's words and wanted to be frustrated by a file in her heart.

"Like snow, that's not right, you're still young, you can't be the only one in life, you should enjoy life, have fun, go shopping and eat happily, instead of being locked up in the laboratory all day to do experiments, this is not right, what I want to give you is not such a life, what I want to give you is a colorful life, what I want to give you is a happy life, not a life that is so gray that there is no light now," Qian's two hands also held Qian's hand tightly, trembling slightly because of emotional excitement.

"No, Qian, you are my light, you are my happiness, life with you by my side, life is colorful for me, it is happy, have you forgotten how happy you were when you spent the New Year with me? We will have a lot of such happiness in the future, Qian, don't be discouraged, I believe that as long as we continue to work hard, we will succeed," Qianyuxue didn't understand why Qian suddenly became so depressed, but she couldn't see such a Qian, and her heart hurt so much that she couldn't describe it in words.

"Like snow, I didn't give up, I also know that you will succeed one day, I just want you to know, if one day my consciousness suddenly disappears, or my consciousness and killing are chaotic, and I can no longer manifest, you don't feel sad, don't lose yourself, you don't stay in the laboratory every day for me, I hope that after that day, you can start your own life, take our children, continue to be an archon, go back to the barren area, I just hope you can start a life of your own," Qian's tone was extremely gentle, and he also prayed silently in his heart, hoping that his wish could be realized.

"Qian, you," Qianyuxue didn't know what she had to say to make Qian no longer so depressed, "Qian, you have to believe me, I will definitely let your consciousness appear all the time, Qian, you must believe me, you can't give up on yourself easily,"

Qian fumbled to put the dishes and chopsticks back on the plate, gently hugged Qian Ruxue into his arms, and whispered softly, "Like Xue, I have confidence, I just want you to know my mind, I want you to understand, all I want is for you to be happy,"

"I know, I know, I know," Qianyuxue lay in Qian's arms, feeling Qian's slightly trembling arms and the sound of slightly stagnant breathing.