Chapter 24: He had never loved her in his life
Xu promised to buy a bouquet of flowers, and she planned to go to see her parents and Grandpa Yan.
"Dad, Mom, my daughter is not filial, and I didn't come to see you after three years." Promise to put the flower in front of the tombstone guiltily.
In the photo on the tombstone, her parents smiled gently, as if to tell her that it was okay, and Xu couldn't help but reach out and touch the tombstone, and the coldness of the moment when she touched the tombstone made her sober up.
Before I knew it, my parents had been dead for 18 years.
But the scene of the family being together is vivid, as if it happened yesterday.
When she was a child, she was the happiest little princess, and she was always held in the palm of her parents' hands.
The promise to miss his father's generous embrace and his mother's gentle admonition, as time passed, not only did not erase these memories, but became more profound.
It was the best time of her life!
Xu Promise leaned his head on the tombstone: "Dad, Mom, I miss you so much!" ”
It is only in front of them that the promise can show the aggrieved side of a child.
It's a pity that only the cold tombstone answered her.
Promise remembered her mother's last advice and told her to take good care of herself.
Thinking about it, Promise's eyes moistened, and she muttered to herself: "I'm sorry, Mom, I disappointed you, I lived a terrible life, I didn't take good care of myself." ”
She remembered what her mother said before she died, she promised to be her mother's treasure, the flesh of her heart, not to seek great wealth in the future, but to be safe and rich, and to find a good person to live her life.
But she didn't.
promised to give Yan Heng half of his life, and finally fell bruised all over his body.
She counted her life over the years, as if she had never lived for herself, her eyes followed Yan Heng for half her life, and it could even be said that she had given everything she had.
But she didn't get anything.
promised that she was not ashamed of others in this life, but only of her parents, she was their heart, how sad it would be if they let them know that they had become like this!
"But Mom, you have a grandson, he is a treasure given to me by God, I promise you, in the future, I will definitely be good with him, and I will not let you worry about it again." When Xu Mo was mentioned, there was more brilliance in his eyes.
In her not a good life, Xu Mo is her greatest comfort in this life.
"It's been three years, I've come out of the shadow of Yan Heng, I swear to you, I will live well in the future, I must take good care of myself, and live well." Xu Promise knows that what her parents want to hear most is what she says, and this is also the best promise she can give them.
Xu promised to say a lot of things about Xu Mo one after another, and when it came to the back, she didn't realize how happy she was smiling.
Xu Yu chatted with his parents for a while, and then went to Grandpa Yan's tomb.
"Grandpa Yan, this is your favorite carnation." Promise to put the carnation in front of the tombstone.
On the tombstone is Grandpa Yan's gentle and loving face, exactly the same kindness as Grandpa Yan when he was alive.
"Grandpa Yan, I miss you too, you are the best person for me besides my parents." Xu Promise sighed, and his tone was also a little nostalgic.
Since she was brought to the Yan family, Grandpa Yan has been the best person for her, but unfortunately Grandpa Yan has been in poor health, and it is always a pity to promise this.
"Grandpa Yan, if you ask me to take care of Yan Heng, I'm afraid I won't be able to do it." remembered that Grandpa Yan's last wish was to hope that she would be good with Yan Heng, and the promise was also very helpless: "Yan Heng doesn't like me, I have done everything I can to love him, Grandpa Yan, I am also tired, and I should give up." ”
Xu Promise said and sighed again: "But Grandpa Yan doesn't have to worry, Yan Heng is so good, even if there is no Xia Xue, there will definitely be better girls, I will let it go, I will bless him." ”
Xu said that, and suddenly thought about what Grandpa Yan had told her before, Grandpa Yan said that Yan Heng liked her very much, and they must be a couple in the future.
Xu really wanted to tell Grandpa Yan, but he was wrong.
Yan Heng has never liked her in his life.