At that time, he didn't know that the distress was the prelude to love, and later he learned more and more about her, and paid more and more attention to her in getting along day by day, and some things happened naturally.

Love her, love very much.

Never in his life had he liked someone so much, and never had he wanted to protect someone so strongly.

It was when he really realized his own feelings in Prison No. 3.

When he found out that she had a relationship with Yanzhou, he was calm on the surface but even wanted to kill people in his heart, and that kind of crazy emotion was unprecedented.

But then she broke down.

Seeing her numb, like a walking corpse, he secretly made up his mind.

He just wants her to be good, love what she loves, beg her to ask for what she wants, as long as she is no longer sad, as long as she can reunite with a smile, no matter what he asks him to do.

So after learning about her relationship with Nanchen, he silently pressed everything in his heart.

It's good if she's happy, she's happy.

When he could see her smiling happily, he was happy.

But when something happened to Yanchen, she lost her smile, he wanted to do something for her, wanted to save her, but more likely wanted to save himself. If she hurts one point, he will hurt ten points.

"Yaya, I like you, I love you, I want you."

He whispered in her ear as if he had summoned great courage.

Her eyes were blank, but she gently ran through his messy short hair. "That'...... Let's give it a try. ”

He was stunned.

Qi Suya curled her lips: "I think, I am not a loyal person." ”

He thought of her too beautifully, thinking that her love for Yanchen was life and death, but in fact...... It's even worse.

She knew very well how her gray hair was.

It's because of guilt, it's atonement, it's because I think that if she hadn't been taken away in the first place, if they hadn't gone to look for her, that kind of thing wouldn't have happened to Chen.

She killed everything, she killed the people she valued the most, and she killed the disgusting Chen.

……

How bottomless can a man's accommodation to a woman be?

She tried to show him her cold-blooded shortcomings of being naturally selfish and cold, but he seemed to be blinded by lard.

Everything about her is the best in his eyes, even if she is not good, it is the best.

This is probably in the eyes of a lover?

She sometimes feels that Su Murong seems to love very blindly, but in fact he is not blind.

This man's attitude is too serious, as in love, he seems to think......

Since I like you as a person, I will accept your strengths and weaknesses as well. It is all the advantages and disadvantages that come together to become the person you are now, and the soul I love. And if you don't have those shortcomings, maybe you won't be you anymore......

He likes her, from head to toe, even if it's a strand of hair, as long as it's hers, he loves her.

Aren't you impressed? Of course impressed, so she wanted to give it a try with him.

……

Another year of winter snow, early morning afterwards.

Qi Suya saw that the window was covered with hoarfrost, she sat on the bed, wearing a man's black shirt, stepped on the edge of the bed with long legs, snapped, pressed the metallic lighter, and lit a cigarette with her long messy hair.

She still thinks of Chen from time to time, she is probably a very attentive person.

I don't know if this situation is mental infidelity, but she will probably never be able to clean herself out of that past. She doesn't want to take it out either, and although it can be melancholy when she thinks about it sometimes, there is also a lot of beauty and sweetness.

Su Murong heard the sound of her pressing the lighter, and he opened his eyes to see her back facing out the window.

She put her arms on her knees and smoked quietly.

He knew she must be thinking about Chen's disgust again.