When the door was gently pushed open, the room was bright, and Mengmeng sat on the old sofa wrapped in a quilt and fell asleep with her head tilted.

I walked over, and Mengmeng looked safe under the light. Her straight hair fell on her shoulders and quilts, and some of them were pressed against her body.

She is almost 20 years old, just like me a few years ago.

Simple and innocent, no worries.

At that time, I was so simple and happy.

At the age of nineteen, I started my first love with Xiao Jiang, and I also had my first sadness.

Everything I encountered tonight was like a dream.

Since then, I don't want to mention it again.

In fact, I really want to ask what happened back then, what changed my simple and happy first love with Xiao Jiang.

When I met him tonight, I didn't ask, did I not have the courage, or did I forget? I do not know. But it turned out to be a mystery again, and I don't think I would ever have a chance to meet him again in this life.

It's changed, it's scattered, forget it?!

......

Woke up Mengmeng, who woke up from her dream, jumped up and took my hand, her eyes shining in the light.

"Sister Susu, you're back, I thought something happened to you, I called your phone and turned it off, I didn't dare to sleep alone." I watched the quilt slowly slide to the ground, "Mengmeng, I'm fine, I met a high school classmate and talked for a long time." ”

"High school classmates? Belch...... Sister Su Su won't be the Zheng Xiaoyang you have been thinking about for a long time, right? She smiled, wickedly.

"No, but it has something to do with Zheng Xiaoyang." I smiled, tonight may be the beginning of a new fate between me and Zheng Xiaoyang.

"Sister Susu, I'm sleepy, ha...... You should go to bed early, remember to take the medicine, the medicine is there. Mengmeng yawned and pointed to the small square table and walked to the bed.

"That's right......" she turned around and said with a tired face: "There is new news in your space, and your QQ has been ringing." I didn't watch it, although I would love to see it. She stuck out her tongue mischievously.

Message? Whose?

The computer has been locked, and those childish animations are jumping back and forth again. The bottom right corner keeps flashing, click on it.

Uncle An Ran: "Susu, the manuscript is due the day after tomorrow, remember to pass your article up."

Li Xiao 5201314: "Susu, let's go out to play tomorrow, and there are Sister Overboard and passers-by."

Send me a hand into the water: "Are you not?"

Heavenly Passerby: "?"

Finally, there is a space message:

"Youxi:

Demons, there are some things that have never been forgotten, if you don't mention them, will you forget them forever and ever? I was still stunned in my heart, everything that happened proved that I didn't love the person in front of me, and the sad thing was that I couldn't refuse.

Her personality, her strength, she helped me so much.

All of this only proves that I am grateful to her, but I do not have the love of men and women.

I have nowhere to say my words, and I don't know how to say them, will it bother you to say them?

Leave, and may never see you again.

Demon, am I not brave enough?

Why can't I be a little braver?

Youyou, remember to tell me when you say goodbye to him, and I will bless you.

We all deserve to be happy, right?

Just because you don't mention it doesn't mean you don't miss it.

Crush

gls”

I don't know how to get back, and I can only sleep when I turn off the phone.

I wonder how long it will take to heal the pain of the reunion?!

......

When I woke up, the plants on the windowsill were covered with rainwater, and the drops of water hung on the treetops of the plants, like teardrops left over from last night.

The plants were domesticated by the landlord, two pots of cacti, one pot of cactus, and a pot of plants that I didn't know the name of.

The pot of plants I didn't know the name of the plant was a little dry, and there were droplets of water hanging from the treetops. Only the cactus and cactus ball still have a little raw breath, stretching out their hands, water drops on the index finger, and Shanghai without the sun is cold.

The sky in Shanghai is always so gloomy and hopeless, and the wind in Shanghai will cut the face of everyone walking on the road in winter.

The same coldness, the same fairness.

Shanghai, a city with rainy and changeable weather.

The sun had just been so hot that people couldn't open their eyes, and suddenly it was raining heavily in the sun. The sky was bright, and the sun hid in the clouds and watched the raindrops fall calmly. If there is no place to shelter from the rain, the body will be wet with raindrops, and after a while, the rain will stop and the sun will show its face......

Why, did it rain just now?

Isn't the sun out?

The weather in Shanghai resembles the temper of a very Shanghai woman, willful, and the mood is cloudy, gentle and exudes that unpredictable eccentricity.

I didn't have a habit of wearing an umbrella, so I often got wet from the sudden rain and caught a cold for several days.

I like the rain, the romance in the gentleness, but I don't like the sudden rain in Shanghai, I am defenseless, but it makes others happy.

In the drizzle, listen to the rain by the railing, or share an umbrella with a loved one. Walking in the rain, infinite romance, infinite joy.

The rain in Sichuan is always foreshadowed, or the sky is cloudy, or windy, or lightning, or thunder......

It's like the character of a Sichuan woman.

What kind of rain raises what kind of woman.

After all, I will be a lonely woman.

If you don't run away, why do you want to come here?

Everything is self-inflicted!

Love or hate, there is only one mind.

"Sister Susu, it seems that I can't go out today." Mengmeng pouted and stood behind me, "I can only play at home, it's so boring, Sister Susu." ”

I turned around and walked past her to hold the glass in my hand and said, "Mengmeng, what should you do when you come to your shop?" Also, aren't you going to school? University hasn't been out yet. ”

"The store has a manager and a foreman, it doesn't matter, I'm trying to sell the store and pay back my mother's money." She shrugged her shoulders with her hands and continued: "I may not even be able to pay my mother's money when the store is out, and those tables and chairs, it's useless to keep them." University? There is nothing to do except eat, sleep, and fall in love, and no one cares, and no one will listen to it. I went shopping that wasn't the same, it was more boring than here. I don't like to be around those gossiping women, it's very boring. ”

Mengmeng said, her face didn't matter, she didn't know how much I wanted to go to college that year, and the difference in my major was six points, and it was those six points that kept me out of the university gate forever.

Later, after a few years of mixing in this society, I just thought that going to college was of little use to me. Sometimes I see college students my age coming out to do things that are similar to my ability to do things when I came out of high school, and I'm glad I didn't go to college.

The complex society is the best place to train a person.

It's good to be able to go to college, but in today's diverse world, going to college is no longer the only way out. It's just that the road to college has killed too many beautiful fantasies.

There is no genius without fantasy, and thousands of troops crossing the single-plank bridge have been started since the imperial examination system in ancient times.

Thirty-six lines, the line out of the champion. It's just the verbal language of some parents now.

But now I still yearn for university life. This is another regret in my life.

I sat with my back to the computer and said, "Why would you want to sell the store out?" Isn't it well done? ”

"Sister Susu, you also know my character, some of them are relatives of my mother, I can't stiffen the relationship, I will meet in the future, my mother will complain about me." Mengmeng looked at me pitifully, nestled in the old sofa with her head on her lap.

"Wouldn't it be nice to fire them?" I laugh, such a simple question.

"I think so too, no, didn't I come to discuss with you." Mengmeng smiled slyly and continued, "Sister Susu, this is what I want to discuss with you."

That's what happened, but I wanted to help but I couldn't do anything about it.

"Can I help you?" Pointing to myself, I have no talent for business and can't handle interpersonal relationships well. A freelance writer who can't eat and starve, at least doesn't have to face the glitzy world outside.

"Yes, we are like sisters, like brothers, Sister Susu, you have to help me!" Mengmeng sniffed, wanting to cry. "I don't want to be embarrassed in front of my mom."

"How can I help you? But, Mengmeng, I don't know anything, you know. Suddenly remembered what An Yi said, before helping people, you must be clear about your own strength.

Besides, what I said was to be fulfilled.

Thinking of An Yi, he looked at the black down jacket next to the bed, and didn't know when he could return the clothes to him and say thank you.

I had forgotten him, but he remembered that I was his classmate.

"Like you said, Sister Su Su drove my mother's relatives away, and they didn't help me at all. I don't take work seriously, and I speak ill of me behind my back all day long, which is okay, and I still take things from the store. "I didn't answer, Mengmeng's mother's relatives should also have two brushes. Mengmeng continued: "When they came to me to work in my store, I didn't say yes at first, but then I called my mother to ask for her opinion, but she didn't speak, and then hung up the phone."

"What the fuck mean is for you to decide."

"Yes, I hired them for fear of offending my mother's relatives, and they made a mess of the store."

"Mengmeng, I ......" Dealing with interpersonal relationships is not my forte, I am used to being a turtle with a shrunken head.

"Don't worry, I won't treat you badly, I'll tell her myself when my mother is coming on my birthday in a few days."

"Mengmeng, I didn't mean that!!" I was in a hurry, only to see Mengmeng smile and say, "Sister Susu, I know, but it's more difficult for you to give up here, don't worry, you have a lot of time, as free as me, you can still continue to write your novels."

"No, Mengmeng, I mean I can't do this."

"Whether you can help me or not, you have to give it a try, Sister Susu, apart from my mother, you are the person I trust the most. I treat you like my own sister. ”

"Okay...... I'll try. "I also treat Mengmeng as a sister, I should also help her, and besides, I also want to escape from here, although I have Zheng Xiaoyang's phone number, I still don't have the courage to dial. When I get to Mengmeng, I'll tell her what happened here in detail.

"Okay, we'll go over tomorrow afternoon, Sister Susu, I'll call the moving company to move these things of yours to my side. I didn't come by car, trouble. Mengmeng was overjoyed and hugged me.

"No, these things are the landlord's, I just have some personal belongings, books, and the computer."

"That's great. I've got everything there anyway. ”

Look outside, the sky in the distance.

It's clear, and outside, there's still nothing.

Zheng Xiaoyang, goodbye!!