Zhu Xiang sighed, staying where she was, her eyes narrowing very little. Looking at him, he didn't seem to believe what the person in front of him said.

Liu Junhe continued: "However, things did not end so simply. As a double agent, he is bound to take on a very heavy responsibility.

He was also wondering why he was arranged like this. He also understands that this is also a game between major powers. And you are the key to this game.

The first thing that is certain is that country M still thinks of him as Nikolai Lay. You give him the relevant tasks in the same way. It's just that what country M didn't expect was that he, the so-called hidden spy, could actually participate in this operation.

In fact, the high-level leaders of country Z have already considered the occurrence of this situation, so they deliberately let Liu Junhe participate in this operation. The benefits of this are numerous. First of all, you can still stick to the heart of the enemy as a spy. The last fruits can be stolen when necessary. At the same time, in the process of action, it can also play a role in confusing the other party. to cover your other companions on a mission.

The high-level officials of country Z also considered many situations, including that after this operation, Liu Junhe and I's hidden identities would be exposed. Even some follow-up related actions have been fully prepared.

But things turned out more than people expected. Liu Junhe's hidden identity is only known to a few people. This is to ensure a high degree of tightness. Originally, the military top brass took the initiative to recommend Liu Junhe. can make him stand out from the shortlist of this character. But what is surprising is that Liu Junhe's other identity was exposed. And it's extremely secretive.

At that time, it was quickly made public within the military, and when the high-level learned of the news, they chose to turn a blind eye and acquiesce. In order to prevent his true identity from spreading, they held a meeting to devise such a tactic.

Liu Junhe, you were kept as a spy. It's just that the nature of the mission has changed! Those unwitting military high-ranking people chose to use the blue sky and the sea to trick Liu Junhe into a space prison. On the bright side, it is his own people. Behind his back, he treats him as an enemy. At the same time, keep one eye open and one eye closed to observe the situation in front of you.

Their ultimate goal is to wait for Liu Junhe to get the final information for country M before stealing it.

It's the exact opposite of what you originally planned. Although the process is almost the same, the attitude towards it has completely changed.

Liu Junhe can only choose to suffer such a result silently, he can't disclose his identity. After all, it will be at the heart of this mission. Country M still trusts him very much, after all, when the intelligence was leaked, Country M did not know.

Liu Junhe is undoubtedly under very heavy pressure. Including his teammates, Lyra, he can choose to trust them completely. But they couldn't trust him.

There really is no way to do this, unless we have the information before we can release it. Otherwise, you will have to waste all your efforts. After all, we still can't underestimate the determination of country M in this intelligence and his own strength. In case Country M succeeds, Liu Junhe must take corresponding measures to take back the information.

The reason why the military top brass designed this is to prevent this from happening.

So for him, it's a play. He currently has three roles, and in different situations, he has to play different people.

And all this is due to that terrible day more than ten years ago. ”

Liu Junhe finally finished telling the story, and after finishing speaking, he suddenly felt a sense of relief. It felt like a burden on him. It feels like I'm going to be out of breath.

Zhu Xiang looked at Liu Junhe with a serious face, and couldn't spit out a word for a long time. His expression was a little ugly, as if he was a little incredulous about these things. It was a long time before he said, "Is this true?" ”

Liu Junhe cocked Erlang's legs and said, "Actually, you can choose not to believe it." Because I can't dominate your thoughts. ”

Zhu Xiang shook her head and said, "I want to ask you, who is it?" You really are Liu Junhe! ”

"Isn't that what you've always had intuition?" Liu Junhe looked at him with an indescribable expression.

"I ...... Why...... Why are you telling me this? "Zhu Xiang, I still can't understand it.

Liu Junhe put down his Erlang leg and said, "In addition, I have already determined that you are here alone." One more thing, you are now carrying a different burden than I do. But in a way, we're the same. One more thing, I'm really too depressed, living someone else's life every day. I couldn't find my true self, in fact, some of the things I said at that time were actually standard clichés.

I need liberation, I need liberation. Over the years, no one but my grandfather has been able to know the real me. But my grandfather was a mean guy again, and his mind was full of other things. He treated me like a soldier.

When I saw him for the last time, his expression was still so cold. Like instructing a subordinate, in addition to an order, or an order?

At the time of the death penalty imposed by his parents' state, he stood motionless in that place. When his brother was sent to prison, he didn't even look at it. I think my family is so ...... Too...... It's so much like a family.

When I was young, my parents were in politics. My education is almost zero, and although I have grandpa's support for my growth, it is more of a tutor, and that family robot. I feel like I've lost so much. What's more, it was the mutation a few years ago that made me lose even more. ”

Zhu Xiang, after listening to this paragraph, seemed to understand something: "Is that really you?" How exactly did you get to where you are today? What is the point of your existence? ”

Liu Junhe shook his head and said, "Actually, just like you said, I don't have the meaning of survival. The true meaning of life is at least based on one's own mastery. Do it again, I didn't. Originally, I comforted myself in this way, I am a soldier, with the glory of a soldier, I can be loyal to the country and serve the country. But what's the point of being like me? I don't get the glory of being a soldier. I was repeatedly caught in the whirlpool of my own making. At the time of the picture, I wasn't really mentally mature. This also causes me to seem a little incomplete right now. Because I lost the youth of a normal person prematurely. Even the youth of the military cannot be said, at least the youth of the military is sprinkled with sweat and blood. At least the military will have companionship and laughter......

And I'm ......"

Liu Junhe, the more he talked, the calmer his face became, as if what he was talking about had nothing to do with him. It seems that only such an attitude of staying outside can make her feel better.

Zhu Xiang gradually returned to normal, and at the same time, she also returned to her due senses: "Everyone is afraid that there is an unbearable past." I'm afraid that you are different from others in that your whole life is probably unbearable to look back on. ”

Liu Junhe nodded in acquiescence.

Zhu Xiang continued: "You tell me your secret directly. Aren't you afraid of some of the consequences? ”

Liu Junhe shook his head and said, "Do you think I hypnotized you for nothing?" At least I'm sure you're not interested in your own future, and I'm sure you don't know what you're going to do until now, and I'm relieved that someone like you is aimless.

It's not the main reason in the world, it's mainly that I'm too depressed. I couldn't even cry anymore, and although I was used to the depression, I hadn't released it before. Also, as a soldier, I know what I should do now. To tell you, it can be regarded as a kind of mental pressure release for me. I can't think of any other way to express it. ”

Zhu Xiang stepped forward and looked at Liu Junhe up close and said, "I know, I can assure you here, I won't say it."

One more thing, what do you think I should do next? In fact, it is only a matter of time before you are bothered, and I am destined to accept such a cruel truth. I really don't know what I'm supposed to do? Hope you can point me across. ”

Liu Junhe, after listening to it, immediately smiled: "You ask me, who do I ask?" I can't even solve it myself, so I have time to take care of you. I don't think you really realize yourself yet, and if you look at the other criminals living in prison, they don't seem to be as sentimental and thinking about life as you are. They still live here as they used to live. They give me the feeling that they just live every day and that's it. ”

"Live every day." Zhu Xiang seemed to shake her head with some regret: "What's the point of living like this every day?" ”

Liu Junhe didn't seem to want to answer this question anymore, he said so much today, and he seemed to be in a much relaxed mood. It actually knocked you down a lot of the pictures that had been in the past, and Zhu Xiang said that he didn't answer these questions very seriously.

Liu Junhe stood up and walked to the door and said, "I see that the time is almost up, so I won't waste time with you here." If you think about these things for yourself, I'm afraid you can know the answer. Although sometimes it may be extreme, I believe that after this period of time, you may understand. If it weren't for your sudden appearance today and what you said at the beginning, I probably wouldn't have told you so much. ”

Then Liu Junhe went out and left, and Zhu Xiang stayed alone and sat in place. His expression was a little painful, and he seemed unwilling to accept the reality in front of him. But at least he had to accept it, and he stayed in that room until dawn tonight.