Li Zhiyan remembered that he and Ning Junan were doing homework outside back then.

On the night of the 5th, Ning Junan suddenly sent her a message and asked her if she had finished writing the physics test paper.

On the 6th, the two spent a day outside together.

Although they are only busy with their homework, the memories are still very good.

Although she wanted to copy Ning Junan's chemistry test paper directly, Ning Junan didn't agree until they went home in the evening.

During the day, Ning Junan was always lecturing to her.

[November 29, 20X4]

Tomorrow is the school sports day, she suddenly fell ill, I saw that her face was so red that even the strictest biology class was dozing.

She kept a lot of medicine in her drawer, and it seemed like she was going to take it for days.

I heard her and Yanfen say that they must cheer for our class during the men's relay race, so that they can compare with the class next door. But looking at her now, let alone blowing a cold wind on the playground, maybe just a few more steps, she will be uncomfortable.

I hope she takes a leave of absence to go home for two days, the school sports meeting is over, it happens to be a monthly vacation, and when she comes back from the vacation, she should get better, right?

The teacher also persuaded her, saying that the school sports meeting would not be held, and it didn't matter if she delayed it, but she just didn't listen.

……

[December 31, 20X4]

Originally, it was agreed to spend New Year's Eve together.

Originally, I took the opportunity of so many people to propose it together, so I dared to ask her if she wanted to go to the New Year's Eve countdown together.

Zero was getting closer and closer before I got back to school from the clinic.

After hanging the needle and taking medicine, my head was still dizzy.

I haven't messaged her and told her I can't go.

I touched the phone several times, but in the end I didn't send it out. I didn't know how to tell her, and I didn't know what to say in any capacity.

In the end, I'm just her classmate, and tonight is just an appointment for the whole class, not me and her alone.

I didn't go, what did it matter?

Ah Dong must have met her, she must have known that I didn't go, and she didn't message me. Forget it.

[January 1, 20X5]

I fell asleep last night, and I originally thought that I would say Happy New Year's Day to her as soon as I arrived at midnight, but who knew that I slept until dawn as soon as I slept.

When I woke up to find that my phone was out of battery and charged it, I saw that she had messaged me at zero o'clock.

It seems a little late to reply now.

I waited hours to see her reply.

She said she had a great time last night, but unfortunately I wasn't there.

But she's happy in my absence, isn't she?

……

[June 1, 20X5]

The college entrance examination is about to begin, and I watched her buy a big bag of candy and come back for points.

Have you used Children's Day to relieve stress?

Lollipops are sweet.

She hummed a song with sugar in her mouth during recess.

I don't know what song it is, but I think the tune is very good, and it seems to be better than the songs she usually hums.

I've known her for almost three years, and we've always been at the front and back table.

I think I know her better than most people in the class.

But I still feel a little strange about her from time to time.

In three years, there were three class song competitions. She wasn't the one to be in the limelight every time, but when I was around her, and when I practiced with her, I could hear her singing better than everyone else.

I remember that when Yan Fen chatted with her before, she mentioned the boy who hugged a guitar and sang to himself at the literary evening.

Yan Fen likes that boy very much, and has been praising that boy for singing well, and he should be able to win the award, but unfortunately he was brushed down by others.

She told Yanfen that in fact, the boy didn't sing well at all, and he picked out a lot of mistakes.

I didn't understand it, I didn't remember it much, but I thought she was very professional.

Just like she is humming now, obviously humming a tune that I have never heard before, and because of the candy in her mouth, the voice is a little weird, but I think it sounds good.

Maybe it has nothing to do with the song, only with her.

……

[June 8, 20X5]

It's over.

I watched her walk out of the school, then turned around and waved at me.

There were many, many people guarding the school gate, but she was particularly conspicuous in the crowd.

Although it is only the most ordinary school uniform, it is different from wearing it on other people.

Weaving cigarettes, I'm very sad, very sad.

At the thank-you banquet in the evening, many people said that they would continue to play and sing.

But she said she wanted to go home.

She and Yanfen walked together, and the two of them walked out of the hotel first.

The street lights on the road outside are very spaced apart, and the trees on the side of the road are also very large.

She and Yanfen walked together, which made me worry very much, and I was always afraid that there would be an accident.

Obviously, the security is very good, and a short walk is a particularly bright road, and I am just afraid.

Later, I didn't play with them and went home.

I messaged her and asked if she was home.

She didn't reply to me until midnight, and after leaving the restaurant, she went to eat ice cream with Yanfen.

She's not in such a hurry to get home, doesn't she just miss a large group of people that much?

……

[June 16, 20X5]

I always thought it was no good to go to the top of the mountain to watch the sunrise.

It's summer, and there are a lot of mosquitoes in the mountains. If it's winter, it's too cold on the mountain.

Just watching the sunrise, where is it not good? This mountain here is not a famous mountain, and we can't afford to ask for trouble just to see the sunrise.

But I didn't participate on New Year's Eve, and now that we're graduating again, if I don't seize this opportunity for collective action, I'm afraid I won't be able to meet her, right?

Unless, I tell her, I like her.

But the future is still so far away, we don't know which city the university will be in.

If you like this, once you say it, won't you even be able to keep your current relationship?

So I went.

There were indeed a lot of mosquitoes on the mountain, and she brought mosquito repellent water, but it still didn't work.

It's also a little cool at night in the mountains.

I watched her put on a long trench coat and try to wrap her whole body so that mosquitoes couldn't bite her, and then she was so hot that she threw her clothes away.

Of course, this is only the first half of the night.

In the second half of the night, probably a little unbearable, I watched her start to get sleepy, and her head was getting worse little by little.

Several times, I wanted to sit next to her so that she could be next to me.

Later, I saw her and Yan Fen next to each other.

Dawn falls.

The sunrise that I've been waiting for for so long is finally coming.

Everyone is taking pictures.

I always wanted to take a picture with her alone, but in the end of the photo, there were other people in the photo.

She said she would definitely not be studying chemistry again.

But what I wanted to apply for the most was chemistry.

……

A diary of things that I wrote down for several years.

Sometimes I write a lot, sometimes I write a few.

The diary during college can still see traces of being filled in later.

Li Zhiyan watched it for several days before he finished reading the diary.

In the past few days, she has forgotten about other things, except for eating, drinking, and sleeping, and almost all of her time is spent in her diary.

Chinese New Year's Eve approached silently.

By the time Li Zhiyan finished reading the diary, it was already the twenty-ninth day of the lunar month.

Aunt Zhang has to go back to her hometown for the New Year, her parents have not come home yet, the house is empty, and only she is left.

On the living room table is the New Year's goods that Aunt Zhang bought before leaving.

Li Zhiyan walked out of the door, looking at the things in the hall, in a trance, almost unable to figure out the date.

The phone rings suddenly.