Eating fresh and sweet meat noodles, Zheng Yi is mixed with five flavors, the alcohol is still in the brain, and he can't talk about it in the clouds, but he is still a little confused, maybe it is Lao Hu who makes Zheng Yi confused, he didn't ask Lao Hu if he was a virgin before today, but the current Lao Hu is definitely not anymore, just a few hours, a simple meeting, and the price of five yuan, you can exchange for at least one fish and water, which subverts Zheng Yi's cognition, he has been in contact with love since he was so young, Or trying to touch love, maybe I'm too naïve, love is different in everyone's heart, it should be like this! Isn't my love in elementary school different from my love in junior high school? So these things that these people meet today can also be called love? can only be described simply by the word reality, Zheng Yi can't figure it out.

Zheng Yi thought of Xiang Min, Xiang Min is a good woman, she is strong, has her own thoughts, has a straightforward and cheerful personality, she should be a very good person, but in her life, there are too many practical factors embedded, what she wants most now should be to marry a man in the city, and then live in the city, no longer affected by the bad habits of the countryside, so her feelings for herself, whether it is because she is a city person, or there are other reasons, Zheng Yi can't be sure, maybe contact again, Zheng Yi will figure this thing out, but if he embarks on a road like Lao Hu, will he still have the courage or opportunity to regret it! I am only eighteen years old, and I still have my own future, I can't, I can't give Xiang Min any hope, I can't put shackles on my future, maybe there are other ways to get along, but I definitely can't take this risk, so forget it!

and Zheng Hong, no matter from which point of view, is a woman worthy of her own love, but even if Zheng Hong is willing to continue with himself in such a relationship and way, their relationship will not see the result, maybe what he wants is not the result, but Zheng Hong has his own trajectory in the life to insert a foot, is it a wise choice? Zheng Yi really wanted to continue, and he could see that Zheng Hong also wanted to continue, after all, in Zheng Hong's life, there was not much right to choose. Does she have feelings for the man everyone wants her to marry? Zheng Hong, who has never had emotional experience, can he tell the difference between love and compromise for kindness? The man's bloody nature makes Zheng Yi want to save such a Zheng Hong with his own strength, but is his own salvation what Zheng Hong wants? After all, there is still a distance between reality and one's own imagination. Zheng Yi does not doubt that through his own efforts, he can make himself and Zheng Hong reach a point close to or just a lover, but what about it? I can't give Zheng Hong a future, and Zheng Hong can't promise Zheng Yi's future, in the long run, after a long period of love, the ending of the two is destined to be a tragedy, at least for now. It's still forgotten, for Zheng Hong and Xiang Min, forget it.

I've already made up my mind, but how do I end this? Do you want to continue in your current state? No! Zheng Yi understood that he couldn't resist the impulse in his heart, and he couldn't resist Xiang Min's enthusiasm and Zheng Hong's eyes. Leave on your own, before everything starts to go bad. It just so happened that two days ago, the family brought a message, my father's factory allocated a suite to my father, the house has been cleaned up, Zheng Yi can move over at any time, leave here, leave the world of Xiang Min and Zheng Hong, is the best choice now.

After making a good choice, he will do it, Zheng Yi found the captain and said that he wanted to transfer, the captain complained that Zheng Yi had a lot of things, and he had just applied to himself for a shift change, and now he said that he would be transferred, but even if he wanted to be transferred, it was not something that he could decide as a captain. Let Zheng Yi go to the headquarters of the security company tomorrow morning to apply, that night's shift, Zheng Yi was very anxious, he was afraid, afraid that Zheng Hong would come to pick up things in the middle of the night, and afraid that Xiang Min would come to talk to him again. He is now a deserter fleeing the battlefield, unable to be seen or discovered by others who want to flee. Zheng Yi couldn't figure out why he was afraid, and he didn't really owe them a debt, maybe what he was afraid of was that he would weakly give up his decision after seeing them, and leave quietly like a real man, which was the most important thing he should do now.

As soon as he finished his shift in the morning, Zheng Yi quickly went back to the dormitory to pack his things, he had to leave before he might meet two women, and he would not come back. When he left the factory with his things, Zheng Yi faintly regretted it, because he felt regret, regretted that he did not say goodbye to the two like a gentleman, and said goodbye without saying goodbye, which is not what a gentleman should do, but what he did was obviously very right. Tangled, sorrowful, weak and wanting to give up, looking forward to continuing, all kinds of emotions are mixed together, filling Zheng Yi's body.

went to the headquarters of the security company, and the supervisor trained Zheng Yi again, no one took all his belongings to the headquarters to ask for a change of guard without saying hello in advance, Zheng Yi was very resolute, and endured the scolding. The supervisor asked Zheng Yi to go back and wait for the notice, Zheng Yi refused, threatened to resign, the supervisor had no choice, only compromise, after all, a job with a low salary and no future at all was not very good to recruit, the supervisor made a few phone calls, and gave Zheng Yi a few choices without a good face, one was to go to the fruit market, one was to go to the mine, and the other was to go to school, although he did not have a good face, but the supervisor still gave Zheng Yi a few friendly tips, the fruit market has a lot of oil and water, the mine subsidy is more, the meal is free, the school is a little worse, fortunately it is idle. Zheng Yi chose the school at the first time, making money is indeed not what he wants most now, and being idle means that he has more time to study, but there is a conflict in time, fortunately, he did not study late in vocational high school, and all he needs to sacrifice is a class in the afternoon, and his "aunt" must be able to solve this problem.

The reason why he chose to go to school, more important than those, is Zheng Yi's own extra thoughts, abruptly entering the adult world, and returning home by himself, not because he is not capable enough, but because he is not suitable for that battlefield at all, Zheng Yi doesn't want to encounter such a thing again, compared to not winning the battle, not having the opportunity to shoot is the saddest thing, "Die before leaving the school, and the hero will be full of tears" The bad guy is still out of school. Hearing the wind and escaping, it is Zheng Yi's summary of the past six months. Forget it.,It's decent to walk by yourself.,It's still a school romance that's suitable for you.。。

Zheng Yi was assigned to the second-ranked middle school in the city, and Zheng Yi was looking forward to it.