Chapter Seventy-Three: The Doctor
Jun Ming Shizi silently deepened the black and red words on the wall with her fingers, she heard footsteps at this time, and she came directly to Gu Beicheng......
World...... Reboot!
Jun Ming Shizi glanced at Gu Beicheng again, took a piece of paper and pen from his arms, and recorded it with extremely fast hand:
This is my 7963rd day in this world, I killed Gu Beicheng again, and the world restarted!
No new clues were found, as old as before!
I've drawn the bloody sentences on the wall, but without any clues, my memory is starting to decay, and I can only remember what I had written the day before!
Remember, this is a deformed world, my name is Jun Mingshizi!
Either Gu Beicheng or I died, or at 86400 seconds, the world restarted!
Remember, the world is restarting and write down the important clues I found, now...... Only the theater and the mirror flower were not searched.
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"Tell me about your symptoms!" A doctor in a white robe came to the girl and said softly to the girl in front of her.
"I ...... Think...... The world is deformed!" The girl seemed to be insisting, and she held a piece of paper tightly in her hand, which was already crumpled and crumpled.
The doctor touched the girl's head, but didn't seem to pay much attention.
"Go ahead...... I listened. The doctor smiled softly, as if listening very carefully to the girl's work.
"I'll say in the next sentence that the world will restart in 86,400 seconds.
You say: the time of the day
I said: At this time, you can write down important things with pen and paper.
You say, "What's the use of that?"
I said: let me see tomorrow, the world has been restarting, you are doing repetitive things like a machine, if you record your tomorrow's date in 86,400 seconds, you will find ...... Time...... Rebooted.
You say: Thank you for the suggestion, I'll consider it.
I say:......
……
I said, "Then you remember to try."
You nodded
I said, "I'll come to you at the same time."
You nodded.
……
"Now I'm here." The girl looked at the doctor who was smiling softly at her, she held the crumpled piece of paper tightly in her hand, but her eyes were full of antiquity.
The doctor's gaze had always been gentle, but slowly turned pale, and he took a piece of paper and a pen from his bosom, and he slowly placed them on the table.
There was no writing on the paper, only a point, and his pen seemed to be on the paper all the time, but he didn't put it down for a long time.
His face began to turn paler, and he suddenly laughed at himself again.
You also believe the words of a little girl, Ye Fan, you are a psychiatrist! In such a situation, you should smile and say to this girl, "That's wrong, the world is always moving." ”
His eyelids became gentle again, and he touched the head of the girl in front of him, as if he had returned to his previous appearance.
"Uncle, do you think you picked up paper and pen yesterday?" The girl shook off Ye Fan's hand and looked at him with some anger.
I ...... yesterday Have you ever picked up a pen and paper?
It's still this kind of special paper, he's a psychiatrist, and his daily job is to communicate with mentally abnormal people like young girls, and he rarely writes medical cases, in any case, on this special paper, but ...... He didn't buy it, and his family didn't have it.
In this case, why did this special piece of paper appear in his arms!
Maybe I accidentally put it in, but where did I put it in? Ye Fan desperately thought back to the previous events, but ...... But he forgot when the pen and paper came to his arms.
"Don't believe me?" The girl clutched the crumpled piece of paper, her eyes filled with tears, but she didn't care.
She slowly turned around, intending to leave the counseling room.
She didn't know why she was in tears, she felt like there was only one person left in the world, and that was her......
But she ...... I don't know how long I can hold on, the paper in her hand slowly reopened, her tears have wet her sight, but she clearly sees it:
On the 15326th day, I came to ......
It's been more than 10,000 days, but she still hasn't found how to unravel this self-circulating world, she numbly looked at the passers-by, suddenly hugged her legs, and began to cry bitterly.
If...... One morning I woke up again in the playground, but this piece of paper was gone, so I didn't know if I would be like them, and I didn't know if I was going to cycle again and again.
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Ye Fan quietly looked at the girl who left, and he looked at the paper seal placed in front of the table again, and pointed out the most concise one with dots: December 21, 2012
He seems to have missed something, but he doesn't regret it.
That girl's spirit was almost on the verge of collapse, Ye Fan could see that once she committed suicide...... It should be painful for the world to restart again, repeating again and again, returning to the original point again and again, and can only blindly look at yourself, asking yourself if there is any point in doing all this?
Even his next sentence was written on that crumpled piece of paper, as if it ...... That piece of paper is her whole world.
If anyone dared to touch the piece of paper in her hand, she should fight with that person, after all...... That's the only truth in this world.
But please remember that I believe in you, but I don't plan to go with you, I don't want to watch myself wake up from my bed over and over again, habitually touch my arms, and pull out the truth of that world.
I'm just an ordinary doctor, sometimes I can't even control my emotions, I don't deserve to explore the truth of this world with you.
But I bless you, and I bless you that you can find the source of it all, let me ...... No, we go back to our previous lives. ”
Ye Fan picked up the paper stamp on the table and picked up the pocket polishing machine.
"Smack!"
The bright light of the fire shone on Ye Fan's face, and he put the special paper in front of the polishing machine, and quickly ...... This piece of paper turned to ashes.
"I'm just an ordinary person, maybe I've done something wrong, and after you fail, no one will ever find the truth of the world anymore.
We will be trapped in this cage, repeating over and over again.
Unaware of it, never tired of it. ”
"Ye Fan!" A girl's voice came from outside the door, and she looked angrily at Ye Fan, who was hiding the lighter.
"I said I heard the biggest secret in the world, would you believe it?" Ye Fan embarrassedly put the lighter in his arms, and looked at the girl in front of him with some flattery.
"Don't change the subject for me, are you a smoker!" The girl rushed over directly and pinched Ye Fan's ears.
"No, no." Ye Fan waved his hand.
"I smell smoke." The girl still pinched Ye Fan's ears tightly.
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I have my own ordinary life, and I don't plan to save this world with you, I will forget this memory and devote myself to the next cycle.
- Ye Fan