Chapter 147: Going Crazy
After Li Damin finished analyzing, I was dumbfounded, I couldn't slow down for a long time, his brain hole was too big, and I couldn't accept it for a while.
Li Damin in this world is an old man, and this old man has set a trap, and when Li Damin from other worlds comes to kill him, he will fall into the trap and then turn into a puddle of water. The old man used this to snatch energy......
"Sounds like the kind of plant that catches flies." I say.
"Yes." Li Damin said in the dark: "Venus flytrap. Open the leaves, emit the scent, wait for the flies to fly over on their own, and once in the trap, the leaves are closed and successfully captured. ”
I sat up, "How many Li Damin has this old man captured?" ”
Li Damin said: "I don't know how many, this old man must be a veteran, and there should be more than one killed." Moreover, the prison I am now in, I have carefully examined it, I have touched some bones, and I can't tell if it is me from another world without light, all in all, I must have killed a lot. ”
"In this way, the old man is a hidden master, he has robbed so many cosmic resources, and his ability has doubled...... But," I thought of a key question: "Why is he still a bad old man when he is so powerful, I think he is in very bad health, not pretending, and he coughs violently, and he is dying." ”
After I finished saying this, Li Damin didn't move for a long time. After waiting for a while, there was still no sound, I fed a few times, and Li Damin said: "Lin Cong, you mentioned a very important question, which is also something I can't figure out." The old man is so powerful, why is he terminally ill. If he's so powerful, why use traps? ”
"yes, why?" I say.
Li Damin said: "There must be a problem here, I don't know yet, but there must be a problem." Don't talk about this yet, we have to solve the matter in front of us, there are still two hours before we go back, we must kill the old man! ”
"How can you kill you when you're trapped? I've got a way," I said, "look for the mechanism of this fence, maybe it can be opened." ”
"Lin Cong," Li Damin's voice came faintly: "Don't be busy, even if you open the fence, I won't be able to get out, my legs are gone." As we spoke, both of my kneecaps corroded away. ”
"So, what then?" I was a little flustered.
"Lin Cong," Li Damin paused: "This matter can only be entrusted to you." ”
I hurriedly asked, what do you mean.
Li Damin was stunned word by word: "You go out and kill that old man!" ”
My heart beat violently, and I subconsciously refused, "No, no, I can't do it." ”
"Lin Cong!" Li Damin's voice was indescribably serious: "Only you are the only one to do this." I'm stuck here almost desperate, I definitely can't finish it, I didn't expect you to come, I knew at that moment that this matter fell on you, you help me, okay? ”
"No, no," I still refused: "It's not a joke, I can't do it, don't delay your business." ”
"You think you can't kill that old man, you're not sure, or what?" Li Damin asked.
"I," my throat moved, "I can't kill anyone." I'm sorry, I can't kill anyone...... Besides, you're going to have to do your own thing, I, I'm ......."
Li Damin was really anxious: "Lao Lin, listen to me," his voice almost burst into tears: "If you don't help me this time, I'll be finished, I have paid so much, the price of two legs, now I am stuck at this node, you help me, I can move forward a large ......"
I suddenly interrupted him: "Li Damin, I think it's a little strange. ”
"You say."
"Why are you so anxious about the growth of your ability?" I said, "It's not a big deal to delay a little time, just take your time." Okay, like you said, one world is more difficult than the other, but there is always a chance for us to take our time, this one can't quit, wait for the next one, and try slowly. The feeling you give me now is, too anxious, too urgent, can you tell me why. ”
Li Damin was silent for a moment, "If you tell you, can you help me?" ”
"You speak first."
Li Damin didn't speak for a long time, and sighed heavily for a long time, "Lao Lin, have you ever had the experience of being particularly addicted to one thing?" I'm not talking about ordinary addictions, I'm talking about things that are more addictive than smoking, alcohol, or even shame. ”
"Drugs?" I asked.
Li Damin was silent for a moment, "It's even more addictive than that." Once infected, the whole body is immersed in great joy and happiness, not simply secreting dopamine and adrenaline, but from the inside out. If you encounter this kind of thing, will you become addicted? ”
I thought about it for a moment and said, "It depends on whether it will be harmful to the body...... If it doesn't hurt, isn't this kind of happiness something we pursue all our lives? ”
"Yes." Li Damin said: "Whether you can empathize with it or not, as long as you understand, it is enough." ”
"What the hell are you talking about?" I still don't get it.
"I experienced this feeling, which is cosmic energy." Li Damin said: "I have now killed four of myself and seized four cosmic energies, which run through my body, giving me a great sense of happiness every day, which comes from enlightenment, from exploration, from approaching the Tao...... All in all, it's like a long-lost child who has found a home and a mother. ”
I was silent for a long time, and in the darkness said, "I don't understand. ”
"I asked Lu You, and he told me that every time I absorb five parts of cosmic energy, I will reach an important node, and once I break through, I can enter the energy range of the next level, the so-called every May Day upgrade." Li Damin said: "I'm stuck here at the fourth level now, only one is missing, only one is missing!" Lin Cong, can you help me? ”
"Damin, I'll tell you the truth," I said bitterly: "You can't trust that Lu You." The original Lu You is dead, and now I don't know what kind of strange thing is on him, have you gone crazy like this? ”
Li Damin sighed: "At the beginning, when the world looked at Leonardo da Vinci, Einstein was crazy, and Tesla was also crazy...... Gone madness is a terrible label, and mortals would nail the pioneer to the pillar of shame with this word. ”
"That's a bit paranoid to say that."
Li Damin said: "You haven't become a demon, how can you talk about becoming a demon." ”
This sentence left me speechless. For some reason, this sentence gave me a sense of epiphany, and I realized that I had been thinking wrong for a long time.
I'm not a demon, and I don't understand what a demon is, so what qualifications do I have to say that someone else has become a demon?
To say that others are demons, the first condition is to find out what demons are. I realized that I could no longer label things as easily as I used to, and the labels were all things I didn't understand.
Epiphany, definitely epiphany.
Seeing that I didn't speak.
Li Damin said faintly: "Lin Cong, what did you do before, did I help you without complaints, how many times have you been born and died, the two of us have come hand in hand." Why didn't you help me when I encountered such a thing today, are you embarrassed?! ”
Li Damin is really polite, and his words are full of knives. This sentence was also the straw that finally broke my back, he really helped me with everything, never mentioned conditions, and good friends were nothing more than that. Today he encountered a difficult situation, I pushed left and right, said that I would not do anything, it was really unreasonable.
I'm not afraid of this old man, in fact, I'm afraid of killing, this has broken through the final bottom line, and I have a deep sense of insecurity, a kind of fear, afraid that if I kill the first person, there will be a second, and I will change and become unrecognizable.
Li Damin said bitterly: "Lin Cong, even if you don't think about me, for yourself." As long as I have five times the energy, I can use the dragon scales to summon Meng Po and rescue your mother, are you willing to let your mother suffer in the bardo realm?! ”
I burst into tears in the dark.
Li Damin's voice carried a painful cold sound from time to time, which was corroded and painful by the liquid. He wasn't in pain just now, but now he's crying out in pain, obviously for me.
Li Damin said: "Lin Cong, I know what you are struggling with, but you have to try to change yourself, you can't be your previous self anymore, people have to leave their comfort zone, and they always have to grow up!" ”
"That's it!" I interrupted him: "How did I kill him?" ”
Li Damin let out a long sigh of relief, "You put your hand down, I have a few weapons hidden on my body for you." In fact, it's just a matter of a knife, he is not a god after all, he is still a person, a knife to the heart, and he will burp immediately. ”
I trembled and put my hand through the gap, and I felt something in the palm of my hand, I slowly took out my arm and gently stroked the thing, it was a dagger, both blades were open, very sharp, and the skin of my fingers felt a slight pain.
"It's a paper cutter." Li Damin said: "I came out of the old man's office, Lin Cong, it's a matter of a knife." Now there's still an hour, it has to be done in an hour, and then we'll go back together! ”
"Okay, don't say it," I was confused, "I'll go." ”
I don't talk nonsense with him, in the dark I touched the slope and wanted to climb up, but the slope was too steep to go up, and if I went up, I would slide down.
At this time, the black voice of the cat spirit sounded in his mind: "Lin Cong, you can use the psychic bracelet to teleport." ”