Chapter 25 People Change
Yan Momo was taken aback, she had always been accustomed to Shi Sheng's listening and enlightenment, but now she told herself that she had changed and would not always be there.
"Momo, I think you should also change it and let him know that you are not an idle daughter, you are mature, a mature woman with independent feminine charm, huh?"
"Ah Sheng, I understand a little, but I don't quite understand." After Yan Momo heard this, she pondered her words repeatedly, "What should I do?" ”
Shi Sheng took a deep breath, "First of all, you have to transfer part of your mind on Gu Yueqing to work, so that you won't be sad because of his hot and cold, hands, and secondly, ......"
She listened to it, although she said that the departure of these words was so that Yan Momo could find herself, but she didn't know if this suggestion was right.
"What is two? Why didn't you say it? ”
"Second, if you change your appearance, you may be able to give him a new sense of freshness."
"Freshness ......," Yan Momo muttered and repeated these three words.
"There is not much difference between you and you in college, but Gu Yueqing is now a successful person, and if you are still the same, it will be difficult for him to feel for you again."
Shi Sheng continued to make it up according to her own thoughts, but these words were said to give her motivation.
In fact, Gu Yueqing would not change his own thoughts and decisions because of Yan Momo's little change.
However, thinking of the photos he was holding in his wallet, she couldn't help laughing at herself, Gu Yueqing's unchanged might just be for her.
Yan Momo is special to him.
"I seem to get it!" Yan Momo took Shi Sheng's hand, and a strange light flashed in her delicate eyes, "Ah Sheng, you're right, in fact, I have recently felt that I care too much about him, but I am not cherished." From tomorrow, no, from today I'm going to ignore him! ”
"If only you understood." Shi Sheng looked at her excitedly, but he couldn't lift his spirits.
She feels like a bad guy who lies for her own ends.
In the face of Gu Yueqing, she lied; In the face of Mo Yuqian, she also lied; Now, in the face of Yan Momo, who is trapped in love, she still seems to be false.
Yan Momo was still vowing how to change her image and how to make Gu Yueqing fall in love with her again, but Shi Sheng's heart became more and more empty and heavy.
After dinner, the two sat by the river for a while before preparing to leave.
On the side of the road, Shi Sheng beckoned to stop a taxi, "Momo, get in the car, go back and sleep well, everything will be fine." ”
"Well," Yan Momo got into the car and looked at her pitifully with a flat mouth, "Are you really not going back with me?" I want to talk to you again. ”
Shi Sheng smiled, "No, I still have something, next time." ”
"Okay."
After Yan Momo's car left, she sent a text message to Li Guo, and her car appeared in front of her after a while.
"Is it to send you back to the dormitory?" Li Xi glanced in the rearview mirror, and although Shi Sheng's face could not be seen from this angle, he couldn't help but look at it.
Li Guo glanced thoughtfully at Shi Sheng, who was still in a very low mood, "Didn't you have to pass through the fashion park on the way back to the dormitory?" ”
"Well, you're going?"
When Shi Sheng heard this, he was also surprised, and looked at Li Guo with a sideways face, "What's wrong?" ”
Li Guo put his arm around Shi Sheng, "You haven't been to work for so long, and I still have a lot of gossip news to share with you." We went for a walk in the fashion park and chatted. ”
"Where did you get so much gossip? Can't go back to the dormitory? Shi Sheng was amused.
It took about an hour to get to the fashion park.
Shi Sheng and Li Guo walked in the park for a while, and then found a nearby dessert shop to sit and rest for a while.
"The desserts in this shop seem to be quite expensive." Shi Sheng looked at the price marked on the menu and couldn't help but say.
Li Guo rolled his eyes, "This is the one Mo Yuqian ordered last time!" ”
"This is an Internet celebrity store, and everyone in our hospital knows about it, and it's just you, and you don't care about anything."
Shi Sheng was surprised, he didn't expect Mo Yuqian to be so expensive last time.
"Ah Sheng, do you want to think about it?" Li Guo bit the spoon absentmindedly, his eyes glancing back to Shi Sheng from time to time.
"Consider what?"
"My brother!"
"Li Guo, don't make trouble." Shi Sheng raised his eyes and glanced at her, "If you say it again, I'll take it seriously." ”
"I'm just serious, not kidding!" She put down the spoon and leaned forward slightly, her expression serious.
Shi Sheng stopped his movements, looked at her in amazement, noticed her serious expression, and realized that this was really not a joke.
"We're not suitable." Shi Sheng sighed softly, "Li Guo, you know my current situation, I don't want to involve Brother Li Xi." ”
"But ......"
"Also, I've always regarded Brother Li Xi as an elder brother, and I've never had any other thoughts, emotional matters can't be forced, do you understand?"
She looked into Li Guo's eyes seriously, but she was thinking about whether some of her actions would be misunderstood, otherwise how could Li Guo have such thoughts.
"Then you can't live alone all the time, can you?" Li Guo was still unwilling, pouting his mouth, looking unconvinced.
"Ligo!" Shi Sheng glared at her in disbelief and decisively interrupted her.
"Ah Sheng, I'm really thinking about you."
"Not good." Shi Sheng looked over his head and looked out of the glass window
She doesn't have Gu Yueqing anymore, no, it's not that I don't, it's that Ben has never had him. She didn't know what else to look forward to in her life.
After listening to her words, Li Guo's heart could not be calm for a long time, and he began to regret why he made this suggestion.
She just couldn't stand it anymore, seeing Shi Sheng spend his life wasted because he fell in love with a man he shouldn't love, it was really not worth it.
She sighed deeply and nodded heavily, "I'm sorry, I won't bring it up again." ”
"Well, thank you, I know you're doing it for my good." Shi Sheng also sighed, "It's not too early, we have to go to the morning shift tomorrow, let's go back to the dormitory early." ”
She understood that what Li Guo said today was out of concern and concern for her, and all her thoughts and stories had always been only listened to and understood by Li Guo.
As a bystander, Li Guo probably really watched her struggle with hatred for her.
"Okay." With that, Li Guo stood up, "I hope tomorrow won't be too busy." ”
When the two walked out of the door of the dessert shop together, the whole sky was completely dark, and under the bright yellow street lamp, there were many people.
Just after walking a few steps, Shi Sheng's phone rang.
She took out her phone, and the screen showed a string of numbers, and the ringtone kept ringing, but she didn't move.
Li Guo saw her staring at the screen of her mobile phone, not hanging up or answering, so she stepped forward to look, only to see a string of unfamiliar numbers, without marking her name, and asked curiously, "Whose phone is it?" Why don't you take it? ”
"Gu Yueqing."
"He? What did he call you for? Li Guo frowned, and secretly scolded in his heart: This half-hearted man actually dared to call Shi Sheng, and no one was really thick-skinned!
"Hang it up! Why answer his call! ”
"Ligo." Shi Sheng looked at the number displayed on the mobile phone screen, and when she hesitated, the phone rang abruptly, and she felt both relieved and lost.
"It's already hanging, leave him alone, let's go."
As soon as Shi Sheng raised her foot, the phone rang again, she looked at Li Guo helplessly, hesitated for a while, and then opened the connect button.
"It's really unchanging!" Rigo sighed.
The night is like a thick ink that can't be dissolved, and it is so low that people feel almost breathless.
Gu Yueqing sat in the car, his left hand resting on the steering wheel casually, and his cold eyes stared straight at the gate of the hospital.
The black shirt blended with the inky night image, which made his body exude a heavy chill, the neckline was slightly open, and the tie seemed to be violently torn over, hanging diagonally around his neck, making the impatience on his face even worse.
For a whole week, Shi Sheng's phone was on standby. Irritability and anxiety rushed at him from time to time like the waters of the rising tide.
The restlessness invaded his whole body and mind, and before it was time to get off work, he hurried from the office to the hospital where Shi Sheng worked, and waited outside the door for two hours, never waiting for her to appear.
The neon lights on the street lit up, Gu Yueqing lit a cigarette irritably, held it in his hand, remembered the scene when the two of them were on the verge of breaking out in the office that day, and when she was waiting for the red light at the intersection, she pressed her phone number again, and this time the phone voice finally stopped prompting the standby state.
However, until the voice prompt sounded, the soft voice did not appear.
From that day on, Shi Sheng seemed to have completely disappeared from his life.
But doesn't she want money? deliberately took the video, but she hasn't gotten it yet, will she give up easily? He never carried the checkbook with him, and he consciously took away the check with five million written on it that day, and he was sure that she would ask him for money again.
Gu Yueqing couldn't figure out whether this idea was self-confidence or an excuse to comfort himself, and he had to admit that for Shi Sheng, he only now realized that he didn't know her at all.
The green light turned on, Gu Yueqing habitually glanced in the rearview mirror, and caught a glimpse of a thin and weak figure appearing on the corner of the street, an unknown light flashing in his cold eyes.
He quickly turned around at the intersection, stopped on the side of the road not far from the intersection, picked up his phone again, and then stepped out of the car, step by step towards the familiar figure.
"Where?" Her cold eyes stared at a figure in the corner not far ahead, and she seemed to be even more haggard after not seeing her for a week.
Outside the dessert shop at the entrance of the street, Shi Sheng stood stunned, with the mobile phone in her hand attached to her ear, and Li Guo, who was standing beside her, looked in a stern posture.