Chapter 11: The Fall of Lovelorn
Zheng Yi, who sat motionless for three classes, should be glad that the bladder he exercised some time ago was not interrupted because he needed to go to the toilet in the few hours he was contemplating. The teacher didn't seem to have succeeded in waking up Zheng Yi, the treatment of the top students was very strong at this time, and the teacher didn't want to disturb a study backbone who might be meditating. They choose to ignore it, and they don't even want to come close to disturb them. Perhaps they had also heard about the child's pity. In these few hours, Zheng Yi made the most helpless decision in his life, he decided to stay away from Wang Hua, yes, after making the decision, Zheng Yi implemented it very thoroughly, there was no meeting, no communication, no expectations, no intersection, and even inadvertently encountered, Zheng Yi would choose to escape, escape from Wang Hua's eyes, and escape from Wang Hua's figure.
Who coined the term "puppy love"? Zheng Yi agrees that people who can create words must be well-educated, but no matter how much they learn, they can't destroy human nature, is it wrong to like someone? Or is it that you are able to restrain your lust? But judging from the autobiographies of various celebrities, and various history books, there is no lonely Confucian, in the depths of memory, there is a foreign literary giant and even "a hundred people beheaded", foreign countries may be far away, and the recent giants are also a few wives, and even some people are still afraid that the age of the blind date is too old in their old age, even if they are twenty years old, and in the end it seems that they married a woman who is nearly half their age as the last wife in their lives, Zheng Yi does not despise them, and even worships them more, the world is used to rule mortals, It's not something that these people who are close to God should observe, and what is virtue? Zheng Yi didn't want to debate with himself, anyway, as long as he didn't rob the people's daughters, what kind of feelings, Zheng Yi felt that it was right.
Maybe they or Wang Hua's teachers are stupid, because they didn't let go of their hearts at the most innocent age, but Zheng Yi can estimate how hypocrites they are, and maybe the "early love" in their mouths will delay their studies. And what about late love? Will it delay work? So don't fall in love when you go to school, it will delay your studies, not after work, you will delay your work, maybe you can after retirement, but that's obviously a bit disrespectful.
A few days later, the goddess sitting behind Zheng Yi sent a note from Wang Hua, to the effect that Zheng Yi was instructed to transfer the relationship underground? How to transfer? Zheng Yi couldn't think of a way, he obviously couldn't control his heart, he wanted to be with Wang Hua every day, every minute, every second, but obviously this was unachievable, because they didn't have such an opportunity, could they only go to the vegetable market every day to comfort their lovesickness? Zheng Yi didn't think it was a good thing to see Wang Hua in the period between going to bed every day, because that would keep him awake all night. He didn't like the cheating scene, even though he didn't know what it was at the time.
Zheng Yi still avoided it as always, because he felt that he was paying and paying for Wang Hua. There is a kind of love, which is to leave silently, there is a kind of liking, which is to endure by oneself, and there is a kind of lovesickness, which is seen and not, all in the heart. Zheng Yi felt that he was great. At least in Wang Hua's heart, he should be grateful for his greatness. This world is fair, because you can't ask others to have the same thoughts and habits as you, and you can't use your efforts to hold others back, because that's obviously selfish, then again, this world is unfair, isn't the meaning of love just in the purity and single-mindedness of the heart, if someone gives their sincerity and sacrifices themselves, why let those who are loyal to love be hit. Yes, Zheng Yi soon paid the price for his actions.
In the rumors, Zheng Yi has been persevering, until one day he accidentally saw a scene he didn't want to see, Wang Hua and the legendary person, walking on the street at ten o'clock at night, although it was the brightest street in the whole city, Zheng Yi cried, crying from the bus to the love letter written alone late at night, he wanted to write it with blood, but this was a bit perverted, tears wet the letter paper, making the pen words blurry, as vague as Zheng Yi's desire to survive, weak, powerless, struggling, painful.
Wang Hua, who received the letter, replied quickly, although Zheng Yi took eight pieces of letter paper to finish writing his mind, Wang Hua's note was like the teacher's comment, "The writing is very good, but everything is over" Wang Hua forgot to score, maybe she wanted to score zero, because no matter how good the love words are, they can't evoke a heart of empathy and love. Maybe she'll give a perfect score because of the need to encourage someone who may love her for the rest of her life. But it doesn't matter, because Zheng Yi understands that he is in Wang Hua's heart, and it is all over.
What else?! Zheng Yi asked himself that he hated the school, hated the teacher, hated his age, and hated his ignorance. If, just to say that if, on the first sign he received from the goddess, he could go to the vegetable market with Wang Hua every day, maybe the result would not be like this, even if Wang Hua was abandoned by the fast class, even if Wang Hua was blamed by his family, even if Wang Hua would become a scumbag. I still want to go to that damn vegetable market with her.
In addition to self-abandonment, Zheng Yi can't forgive himself in other ways, yes, he has become the kind of ungrateful garbage like he feels, his school is famous, and he is invincible in fights, which makes it easy for everyone who wants to make a name for himself outside. Because a minor can only rob a minor, no matter what the other party's figure is, he can only rob a minor, at least Zheng Yi and his accomplices think so.
Their mode is very simple, and the routine is also very simple, just guarding the back of the brilliant lights, waiting for the prey in the gloomy alley, of course, it depends on the number of people, the number of people can be unscrupulous, because they are all underage, maybe it is not a shameful thing to use these things as a record to publicize, but there are still some things that can be shown, such as courage.
Only Zheng Yi and one of his accomplices were bored that day, and they decided to try, because the number of people could not be less, but the shriveling of their pockets made them have no cigarettes to smoke and no game consoles to play, they came to the game machine hall, and as soon as they entered the door, they saw a prey, thin, although a little tall, but still very thin, and seemed to be older than themselves, so it was best, because if they were smaller than themselves, the usual result would be poorer than themselves. "You go out" Zheng Yi walked up directly and grabbed the handle of the prey, the prey trembled, but did not let it, which made Zheng Yi very unhappy, and when he was puzzled, two people walked out, one was wearing a camouflage uniform, and the other was wearing a police uniform. Zheng Yi and his accomplices were frightened, and they took a closer look inside, oh! There were more than a dozen people in the same costume, Zheng Yi and his accomplices were calm, they understood that such a situation could only be the students of the police academy coming out to play together, the police academy is a secondary school, and those people only looked a few years older than themselves. "Need help?" The man in camouflage asked Zheng Yi's prey. "No!" The prey was shivering, sweating, and didn't know if there was urine flowing out of the crotch, Zheng Yi didn't confirm it. The two walked away, and Zheng Yi and his accomplice looked at each other. "Good! If you don't come out, then you're waiting here! After speaking, Zheng Yi and his accomplices left the game machine hall.