Chapter 525: You're Finally Back (Part II)
"Qian," Qian Ruxue knew that she couldn't cry like this and hurt the child, so she tried her best to control her emotions, but it took a long time before she gradually held back her tears, "Qian, you're right, I must be careful in the future, the consciousness in this body is really deceiving,"
"It's good to know, just be careful in the future, don't be sad, it will hurt the child if you do it again," Qianyi gently soothed Qianyuki.
Chi knows that he can come back this time really thanks to Chiriyuki. Not only was his consciousness suddenly suppressed by the intention of killing, but he almost lost himself in the fight against killing, and his consciousness was almost about to be fused and disappeared by killing, but fortunately, Qianruxue found out early and pulled his consciousness back.
"Qian, it's good that you're back," Qianyuki whispered on Qian's chest.
"Well, it's really nice to be back and see you," Chiya said slowly and softly.
Qian's heart was full of worry at this time. He understands that this situation will definitely not be only once, this time Qianqixue can pull himself back, and he may not be able to pull himself back every time in the future, if Qianqixue can't pull himself back again, then his consciousness can only be silent forever.
"Like snow, if one day, when the consciousness of me and Kill is so confused that you can't tell the difference, you can directly suppress the consciousness of me and Kill, I don't want Kill to pretend to be me to hurt you, and I don't want to be like a madman who can't tell who he is," Qian felt that there were some things to say to Qian Qixue, otherwise at that time, Qian Qixue would definitely not be willing to give up.
"No, I won't let you not know who you are," Qianyuxue only felt that Qian's words made her panic for a while, "Qian, you just need to remember one thing, you are a thousand-faced person, you are the commander of the Thousand Wings Army, remember the day when the Thousand Wings Army was established by you, you will definitely be able to find yourself, when you don't know who you are, just think about me, think about Xiangxi, I believe you will definitely find your consciousness,"
"I know, I'm worried that if one day I hurt you before I find myself, what will I do?" It is only now that Chi deeply realizes that the confusion of consciousness is such a painful thing.
He will become not himself, he will forget the person he loves the most, as if he has returned to the state of confusion and ignorance when his consciousness was born.
"No, didn't you handcuff yourself to the bed? You won't hurt me," Qian Ruxue hugged Qian's arm and tightened again, the feeling of fear of losing made Qian Ruxue's chest swell, her throat choked, she wanted to cry but couldn't.
"Like snow, I originally thought that the disappearance of consciousness was as simple as the replacement of consciousness between the former palace north region and mine, but I didn't expect that now it would be such a tangled process," Qian sighed in his heart that he really underestimated his own state, "I can forget it alone, now I have to take you with me, pull you to suffer with me, like snow, I really can't bear it,"
"Qian, I'm your girl, only I can accompany you, and all your pleasures and pains can only be shared with me, this is right, when I was in pain, didn't you accompany me like this?" Qian Ruxue slowly sat up, looking down at Qian who was frowning and staring at herself.
"Qian, I will do my best to cure you, if you can't cure it, then being able to experience these pains with you is also the only thing I can do for you, Qian, for our future, for our children, let's work together, I believe we will be able to live a normal life," Qian Ruxue looked at Qian with firm eyes, she felt that only when she had confidence, Qian would have the strength to defeat that killing.
"But, I, I don't want you to work too hard," Qian didn't want Qianyuki to do her best for a future that probably wouldn't have happened.
"Qian, I don't want to regret that I didn't work hard today, I didn't work harder to treat you a little harder," Qian Qixue raised her head and no longer looked at Qian, but looked far away and looked out the window, "Qian, if you still can't escape and disappear in the end, then I don't want to regret that I didn't do my best to help you, I don't want me to be old and hold a lifelong grudge for my actions today,"
"Like snow," Qian stretched out his hand to hold Qian Qixue's hand, and his tone was soft, "Like snow, just do your best, don't feel sorry for me, I'm just a sub-personality, I can meet you in this life, and I'm very content to have so much happiness with you," Old Friends Chinese.com
"But I'm not satisfied, I don't want to have a half-life relationship with you, I want to be a husband and wife with you for a lifetime, I want you to watch me grow old, watch me go through this life, even if it's like this now, you can only stay in the room, I also want you to stay with me for a lifetime, you said, being your thousand girl is to do whatever you want, what I want to do now is to keep you, don't allow you to leave," Qian Qixue retracted her gaze and stared back at Qian.
Qian quietly stared at Qian Yuxue, and only after a moment did he speak, "Okay, let's work together, I won't leave,"
After experiencing this confusion, Qian's consciousness stabilized for more than half a month, and it was as if he was asleep, and he no longer appeared to disturb Qian's consciousness. But Qianyuxue didn't dare to relax, and didn't dare to stop the experiment for a moment, but the potion experiment has not progressed, which makes Qianyuxue anxious and uneasy, and even sleeps at night and talks in her dreams.
"Like snow," Qian can only take advantage of the meal with Qian like snow to persuade Qian like snow, "I see that you are sleeping at night and talking in your sleep again during this time, is the experiment not going well?" ”
"I sleep at night and talk in my sleep?" Qianyuki didn't feel like she was sleeping badly.
"Well, it's been a few days, like snow, you don't have to be too anxious, no experiment can be completed in a day, your anxiety will affect the child," Qian was worried that the child would be affected if he continued to be anxious like this, "Don't forget what the doctor said during the previous examination,"
"I'll pay attention," Qian Ruxue nodded, "Do you feel uncomfortable with the injections I gave you these days?" ”
"Not particularly uncomfortable, occasionally a little sick to my stomach," Qian said truthfully.
"Well, as long as there are no particularly adverse reactions," Qian Qixue thought that it should be normal to just have some nausea.
"Like snow, there are some things you don't have to avoid me, you discuss with me, maybe it can give you new ideas, I'm not the kind of person who can't stand talking, if you have any potions that you want to test, you can also tell me, I don't have anything special to do in my room now," Qian felt that Qian Qixue shouldn't carry everything alone, which would only make her more anxious and uneasy.
"Qian, I do have a potion to test, but I can't use your consciousness to do experiments, I need to use the consciousness of killing to do experiments," Qian Ruxue also explained her situation to Qian, "During this time, I have been silent, and I don't want to deliberately attract his consciousness, what if I provoke him to go crazy like last time?" ”
"Well, I see what you mean," Qian nodded, then thought for a moment before speaking, "Nixue, how sure are you about your potion this time?" ”
"Seventy," Qian Qixue replied truthfully.
Qian nodded, "That's enough, like snow, we can't wait all the time, especially in your current situation, what if the day of the killing is the day you give birth to the baby?" ”
"You mean that I deliberately induce the consciousness of killing, and then use a new potion to suppress him?" Qian Qixue asked Qian uncertainly.
"Yes, and the sooner the better," Qian replied affirmatively.