Chapter 94: Emotions and Desires (20)

In the next few days, Zhong Liting was very busy, and Zheng Yi knew that she was "busy", Zheng Yi would rather go home and cook a few noodles to satisfy his hunger than go to the company to eat. She didn't want to disturb Zhong Liting to deal with the problem. When the storm is stormy, staying out of the situation is the right choice. And I told Zhong Liting that I can leave at any time and do something abnormal, so it should be normal.

A week later, when Zheng Yi went to work in the morning, he was ordered by Zhong Liting to go back to the company for dinner at noon, Zheng Yi happily accepted, there is no doubt that there must be a result in the matter. When I returned to the office at noon, I was called to the manager's office by Zhong Liting.

"Daddy! What's wrong with you lately! Zhong Liting said in a mocking tone, she actually called Zheng Yi's father, who was less than twenty years old, this title is very derogatory, which means that he is very troublesome and difficult to get along with.

"Nothing! What's wrong with you again! Zheng Yi was very puzzled by Zhong Liting calling herself like this, maybe she was a little hypocritical, but she wouldn't become such a difficult person in her heart.

"I haven't been back for dinner for a week! Nothing! Zhong Liting continued to complain.

"Alas! The weather is too cold, and I am tired of running back and forth! Zheng Yi thought about it, it shouldn't be such a painting style, it may be different from what he imagined, he can't say a lot of affectionate love words as he thinks, so he can only come up with a reason casually.

"Huh! I told him that he would never trouble you again! Zhong Liting said the reason why she asked Zheng Yi to come in and chat today.

"Oh! Yes! That's a good thing! Zheng Yi instantly understood the current situation, he didn't know how they were talking, but it seemed that some kind of agreement had been reached between them, maybe Zhong Liting sacrificed something, otherwise Lao Xu would not be so easily convinced. Zheng Yi's nose was a little sour.

"I told him, everything is between me and him, don't always pull you in!" Zhong Liting didn't see Zheng Yi's abnormality, and was still talking like a show of skill.

"Huh!" Zheng Yi had nothing to say in the face of Zhong Liting like this, she was with him one by one, and one by one had nothing to do with herself, these clear words tore Zheng Yi's heart.

"Then stop thinking about the things that you can't go, do it well! Every day when it's time to come back for dinner, you have to come back for dinner! Hear no! Zhong Liting still didn't notice anything, and actually put up the boss, well, or the eldest sister's shelf to teach Zheng Yi a lesson.

"Hmmm! Well! Zheng Yi kept nodding, dealing with Zhong Liting who had changed back to a few months ago, and he had finally established an equal situation, but it was gone! Zheng Yi really had nothing to say, and the stinging pain in his heart and liver made him not even want to stay here any longer.

The sudden silence made the two slightly embarrassed, Zhong Liting was faced with Zheng Yi's constant coping, and Zheng Yi was faced with those words that should not be heard. After a few more seconds of silence, Zheng Yi proposed to Zhong Liting that the conversation end, both of them smirked and circled among the others, Zheng Yi kept joking with his colleagues one after another, some laughed and sprayed rice, some laughed and bent over, Zheng Yixiao's tears came out, it was not yet the time for the New Year, but they insisted on eating lunch more lively than the New Year, and they were happier than the New Year.

Zheng Yi couldn't get over this level in his heart anymore, he survived the afternoon, he coped with his colleagues after work with a smile, and went home with two bottles of liquor, the wine was too impulsive, he forgot to buy the wine and food, looked for it at home, and actually found some peanuts, enough! Zheng Yi said to himself arrogantly, I think back then, didn't grandpa drink like this. Zheng Yi remembered that time he was naughty and knocked down the wall of the neighbor's house, the stone on the wall hit his back, it was nothing, not even the skin was broken, but he provoked his grandfather to move the table, drinking wine in the courtyard and scolding the street for a whole day, grandpa had no food at that time, only one fish bone, the fish meat was left for Zheng Yi to eat, only one fish bone was left for himself, grandpa used that fish bone to drink for a whole day, how much he drank, Zheng Yi can't remember, according to the frequency of grandpa's drinking, It won't be less than the wine you bought yourself today. Drink it! Zheng Yi is massive, and the wine is also fast, two bottles of wine are eaten in less than an hour, and I haven't eaten a few peanuts! On the alcohol, people become numb, Zheng Yi wants this feeling, no matter how big it was before, Zheng Yi never thought about drinking, because he could get through it, but this time, he really couldn't get through it, because there was no reason to get through it, and he couldn't even deceive himself, what else could he do if he didn't drink? !

Zheng Yi lay on the bed, waiting for the alcohol to continue to occupy his body, and the alcohol flowed in his body with inexplicable pain, are you so powerful, alcohol can't subdue you, you run around, where do you want to run, can't you stay there honestly, all at once to the stomach, all at once to the chest, all at once to the brain, you call heartache, you can only stay in your heart, understand! Zheng Yi scolded angrily for the pain that had accompanied him all afternoon.

Scolding and scolding, more and more places occupied by alcohol, making Zheng Yi enter a state exactly like a nightmare. TMD: What kind of broken wine is this, and can it still make people drunk? Can a person be so sober when he is drunk?! Zheng Yi is right, drunkenness should not be Zheng Yi's current state, the current Zheng Yi seems to have become two people, or the soul and body have been separated, the body is heavy and not under his control, but the soul is inexplicably sober to the extreme, what connects the soul and the body is pain, it makes Zheng Yi's body twist, it makes Zheng Yi's soul sting like a pinprick, it runs wildly, without warning, its endurance is strong, enduring, Zheng Yi began to regret it, he shouldn't drink those two bottles of wine, He didn't know how long he would have to torment himself with such unbearable torture, and the memories of humiliation flashed back in his mind, constantly aggravating his pain. Zheng Yi can only keep writhing on the bed, stretching, and even beating his body to fight against it, the most terrifying thing is that he is still extremely awake! Is this God's doing, don't you want to be numb and wait for the pain to go away? Zheng Yi can only think like this.

I don't know how many hours of tossing, I finally tired the strong Zheng Yi, and the exhausted Zheng Yi finally fell asleep. The quilt is wet, it should be sweat, there may be saliva, but there will never be tears, tears for a woman who hurts herself so deeply, Zheng Yi can't do it, if there are really tears flowing out one day, Zheng Yi will have no reason to live.