Chapter 20: I Want to Love the World (20)
This forest has existed since the establishment of the school, and it was originally wanted to uproot or remove them when the school was expanded a few years ago, but after various considerations, I felt that these trees were nearly 100 years old, and it was not good to uproot or remove them, so they stayed, and now they are also a very distinctive attraction in No. 1 Middle School.
Xi Fan rushed all the way into the woods, running wherever there were many trees, comparing the pictures of observing birds while running, and when he got to the back, it was obviously sunny noon, because he was far away from the path built by the school in the woods, the light was blocked by the dense foliage and looked extremely dim, and a gust of wind blew, which had a horror atmosphere.
Panting and looking in the woods for a long time, Xi Fan was so anxious that her forehead and palms were full of sweat, if it weren't for the picture of observing the birds, she would have thought that Fang Zhan had left here.
Finally, at the corner of the woods near the courtyard wall, Xi Fan found Fang Zhan.
didn't have time to breathe steadily, Xi Fan ran to Fang Zhan's side in a few steps, grabbed his hand raised again, and the hand she held was holding the blade of a utility knife, and at this moment, there was still a slight trace of blood on the blade.
"Don't tell me, you're trying to see which blade is stronger than your wrist!"
is different from that day on the rooftop, after being pulled by Xi Fan, he immediately came back to his senses. This time, Fang Zhan seemed to be immersed in his own world, completely ignoring the interference of the outside world.
With his head down, his eyes stared blankly at his left wrist, and even if his right hand was being held, he was unconscious.
Just maintain the action of sitting under the tree, not moving, not saying or resisting.
And on the wrist of his left hand, there have been several scratches, and it is covered with blood.
Fortunately, these injuries are not serious, just a little blood will not hurt his life, but if Xi Fan comes a little later, it will be difficult to say.
The fire was in Xi Fan's mind, up and down, and he asked suspiciously: "Little girl, what's wrong with him now?" Sleepwalking? Why ignore people? ”
Xi Fan tightly grasped Fang Zhan's hand holding the blade, did not dare to relax, and frowned: "I'm sick." ”
"Hey, so what now? We're not going to fail? ”
"With me, I won't fail."
Xi Fan sat down next to Fang Zhan, and then regardless of the other party's reaction, he kept holding the hand holding the blade tightly, and the other hand went around Fang Zhan's back, pulling the person down and making people lie on her lap.
Stroked his hair and said softly: "It's okay, cry if you want to, laugh if you want to laugh, get angry if you're unhappy, give up if you don't want to do it, this is your life, no one can force you, no one." ”
Xi Fan kept whispering in Fang Zhan's ear.
At the beginning, Fang Zhan's eyes were empty and numb, even if he was held in his arms by Xi Fan and lying on his lap, he still maintained his original state, like a puppet, lifeless.
I don't know how long Xi Fan said, Fang Zhan's eyes began to glow, like a piece of hard ice, slowly shattering, revealing the person who was frozen behind the ice.
Gradually, the originally stiff person began to relax.
Xi Fan took advantage of Fang Zhan's beginning to relax, took the opportunity to take off the blade he held in the palm of his hand, and threw it away with a raised hand.
Then he stroked his hair with one hand and patted his back with the other, like coaxing a child, and hummed softly: "I know you are helpless, but it's okay, it's all right." ”
Fang Zhan felt that he was so tired and cold.
It was as if he had just been fished out of the icy water, stiff and exhausted from the inside out.